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Team bahay. Food and Dog lover. showing some LOVE ❤
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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Lalaking makakasama ko habang buhay 💍
Di ko alam kung papaano ko pasasalamatan ang Diyos na ipinagkaloob nya saken yung lalakwng kagaya mo. Napaka swerte ko sayo. Nakapa responsable, maintindihin, mapagpasensya at mahal na mahal ako. Napaka laki mong biyaya para saken. Pinanindigan mo ko. Napaka raming bagay kang hindi alam sa sarili mo pero para saken ikaw na yung pinaka peepektong regalo saken ng Diyos. Ikaw ang lakas ko. Para sayo gusto kong bumangon araw araw at ipagpatuloy ang buhay kasama ka. Hinding hindi kita iiwan pangako ko sayo ian ❤💍
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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My baby angel
I can still remember how i cried so hard when the doctor said that my baby doesnt have a heartbeat. Nov. 13, 2018. 3mos old baby.
I can still feel the pain. How i want to cry every night because of your lost but i dont want to give burden to those who take care of me. How i held my tears back telling what happen to us. How i tried to stop my voice from shaking everytime someone asking " are you fine?.
I just wanna scream. Cry a lot that no one can stop me. I just want to release everything inside my heart.
How i am saddened seeing photos of babies thinking that your still inside. How i act so numbed but deep inside im burning in pain.
How i want to talk to God - I want my baby back. How I imagined myself happy with you inside me. How i see myself delivered you normally . How i want to stay all night because your awake. How i want to see your face. How i want to hug you. Hear you cry. Take photos with you. Be with you 24/7.
How can I move on?How can I say. " I AM HONESTLY FINE ".
I keep on asking myself, of all people. WHY ME? why this? Why its so painful.
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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Raspa
May mga bagay talagang hindi mo gusto pero kailangan mong gawin. Yung kahit alam mong delikado ayaw ko sanang ipatangal yung baby sa katawan ko. Kase naging parte na sya ng buhay ko e. Pero iniisip ko nalang. Para kay Ian. Kailangan ko kaseng magpalakas para sakanya. Nakakalungkot lang isipin na hindi ko naibigay yung ineexpect nya. Yung nalulungkot sya at naiingit sa iba. Na baket nga ba wala syang sinisilip na bata sa hospital. Parang nadurog yung puso ko. Na yung baby mo nasa grapon nalang at wala ng buhay. Sana, sana sa tamang panahon na ibibigay samen ng Diyos. Sana magkaron na kme ng isang healthy baby na bubuo ng masaya nameng pamilya.
Raspa. 3 mos baby
Nov 17 2018 - 12:15 am
Evangelista medical hospital
Dra. Hazel Madlang awa
22,000.00
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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My Angel 👼👼
May mga bagay talagang hindi para saten, kahit anong ingat mo kung hindi sya para sayo, mawawala sya. Minsan iniisip ko san ba ko nag kulang. Baka may mali akong ginawa. Bakandi ako naging mabuting mommy kay baby. Sana di nalang ako nag work. Sana inuna ko nalang sya. Andame kong sana. Pakiramdam ko sinayang ko yung buhay nya, pakiramdam ko napaka wala kong kwentang mama. 😭😭 durug na durug yung puso ko ngayon. Di ko alam kung pano ko kukuha ng lakas, pakiramdam ko inaalis ko na sya sa katawan ko ngayon. Ayaw ko sana baka may pag asa pa. Hindi ko talaga matangap. Sobra ng masakit. Ganito pala maging ina. Gabayan mo si mommy little angel ko. Di mo manlang nasinagan ang mundo. Sana sa susunod na magkikita tyo malaki kna at masya ka jan sa heaven. Palage mo sana kme ipagdasal na daddy ko ha. Sana tulungan mo ko. Hindi ko na alam pano babangon pagka tapos neto.
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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Realization - when in Leyte
I came back to Manila as a totally different person. I am a super jealous person wanting to have what others have. Ive been insecure to a lot of people around me. Ive been stalking some girls then suddenly having self pitty. But i just realized why? There are people who love me and accept me for being just me. No expensive things, no luxuruous make ups, not looking fab but they do.like me. As me. As my personality arises. I became someone happy and contented in one snap. Because i feel the acceptance and warmth embrace by them. I just realized that if people in manila doest like me because i am not trendy as them. There are those people living in Leyte who.love me unconditionally no matter how i look. Or what i am. I saw them living a simple life yet very happy. Its my first time being sorrounded by relatives and i can say that it feels a lot better. They change the way i think and the way i treat myself. Ive been torturing myself for a long time by not being who i am. I just wanna be like them. I wanna be happy in little things, smile, laugh, love and be contented. Its woth it. There are sparkles in my heart now i am so happy, i experience living with real people who i know really matters. ❤🐱 thankyou jamora . ❤🎀
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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Work thougts
I just wanna work in a place where in I am happy being me. I am accepted, i can get along with everyone. I want a 2nd family at work. I just wanna be happy. Thats it.
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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We rise by lifting others.
Help those who are neglected, who are homeless and hungry, those people living a very hard life. They also need love and care once in a while. Lets give them hope to keep on fighting! By giving them atleast food or water nabawasan yung pinoproblema nila kung papaano sila kakaen sa araw na yon. If you want happiness then share your blessings! I guarantee you a hundred % happiness. ❤
-delya 🎀
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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I am not alone but i am lonely. Been seing alot having fun, hanging out. Its vacation week .. Then there is me. Scrolling my phone. Lying to bed and doing nothing. Been asking myself. Do i have friends? Boyfriend?cousins? Yea I guess. I have but they are all doing their stuff. All i have is my dog with me. And i guess if I wanna do something. I will do it all alone. Theres no one i can go through.
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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Thoughts.
I am that " insecure girl" everyday. I want to be like somebody. I dont even know how to be the best me because of the high standards of this society. Sigh. Im just so fckdup.
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iamanadel-blog · 7 years ago
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I forgot the name, she is from Landayan San Pedro Laguna. Begging for money so she can buy her meds for hika. Sabe ko sakanya. Lika sama ka saken pakakainin kita . Then she said. "ate iuuwi ko po sa kapatid ko" then sabe ko hayaan mo ipag tatakeout naten kapatid mo. Hindi sya nakakapasok sa school kase palagi syang hinihika. I didnt ask her everything about sa background nya. The fact na nakita ko syang kumaen ayos na ko. I also bought her meds na para makauwi na sya.. May dala syang sample ng gamot nya e for hika yung nilalagay sa inhaler. Just always lend a helping hand. Dont hesitate to help others in your own little way. Tho your thinking if its true or whatsoever. Just help and be happy. Spread the Love. Im on my three years of helping strangers but this year I want it to be documented on my tumbr so I can remember those.
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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Stay empowered within ❤❤
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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True friendship isnt about being there when its convenient. ❤ (at The Barracks Food Park Tagaytay)
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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My cute little lion 😂
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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iamanadel-blog · 8 years ago
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Spend more time with people who brings out the best in you ❤ So pogi 😊
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