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bailed

you finally said things I liked, said don't worry I'll come over when I really wasn't asking. you wanted to see me and it made me feel so happy. confidence. hope. for those hours I felt good about you and I and myself. I cleaned. I got stoned with my friends. I decided not to masturbate because I knew I was going to see you. then you bailed. you fucking mean person. you literally crushed me. Like fuck I wasn't expecting that. "I can't wait to see you tomorrow though" you say. I mean ya sure I was excited for tomorrow but more excited that you were excited to come see me tonight. unplanned. you said you had a surprise. it felt exciting and real. but this is real huh? this feeling right now.

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the trees speak to me, they tell me secrets. they know my lies before I speak. they watch over me. this box I hold so dear makes me want to die. mind filled with hopeless mirrors that leave my heart to dry.

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I want a drink

I can't sleep

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The happiest-looking people seem to be the most lonely

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Music always helps.

Menpale (via menpale)

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Therapist: What's your biggest fear?

Me: Season finales

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You don’t understand. I just need you to hold me.

6 Years (via amargedom)

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people like that shit.

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me&them:

my bands playing this show tomorrow in los angeles. ill keep the venue a secret just for fun. its a good one though i swear. it’s all i keep thinking about. it’s like the right place to be. the right crowd of people watching. the right people at the right time. it feels like everything could be falling into place. we’ve all worked so hard in different ways. one of us is driven, hardworking, smart, organized, prepared, good, honest. almost gave up on music. one is independent, dark, complexed, strong minded, honest, seeks knowledge, poetic. will never give up on what they want. one is kind, a dreamer, observant, honest, inviting, dedicated, and a peacemaker. will always stand behind you no matter what. my band is mine. so much faith in my band. my babes. 

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Stay low key. Not everyone needs to know everything about you.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

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What a culture we live in. We are swimming in an ocean of information, and drowning in ignorance.

Richard Paul Evans, A Step of Faith (via 4dele)

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Practice time. . . . #expofilm #expofilm3k #seekingthestars #seekmests #featurepalette #ftwotww #featuremeseas #seamyphotos #l0tsabraids #ftmedd #bleachmyfilm #featuremepf #featuremeofh #quietthechaos #under3kyo #daybreeze #iris #band #practice #doublealex #canon #photo #mextures #laverne #california #guitarist #music #musician #badasschickmusicians

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in my head

im sitting at home right now, in silence. alone. because im high. i keep hearing fireworks and i live in the ghetto AND IM HIGH. so i am paranoid that they could potentially be something else. like a gun shot. -_______-

i was listening to radiohead. then i switched to the black angels. what should i listen to next? 

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That’s how you know you love someone, I guess. When you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.

Kaui Hart Hemmings, The Descendants (via thelovejournals)