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a world where the hurts are greater

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bickering continues is the actual subtitle

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smoke break

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redraw for @thefirstradiant who my moot tagged me in

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*shuffles up to mic at creation con*

Hey um Jenson ankles. was Dean still circumcised after he came back from hell

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i love you queer people

i love you fat queer people

i love you queer people of color

i love you queer people of different cultures

i love you disabled queer people

i love you differently able queer people

i love you queer systems

i love you neurodivergent queer people

i love you queer people of different religions

i love you intersex people

i love you unlabeled queer people

i love you mentally ill queer people

i love you all queer people

happy pride <3

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#truth

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his hair is so obedient

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So yesterday I made that long post talking about how canon Sam and Dean are basically in a queerplatonic relationship, committed to each other and the life they have and expecting emotional fidelity from one another even if their relationship is completely non-sexual and non-romantic, and today I was thinking about someone trying to explain that to Dean and I am just tickled by the idea, lol.

Like, he would just stare at them like they were nuts and tell them that of course he's close with Sam, he's his brother.

I mean, Dean is definitely aware that the intense devotion between him and Sam is more than people typically have with their siblings, he knows that, okay, but he certainly doesn't feel the need to put some kind of label on it. And definitely not queerplatonic, whatever that is supposed to mean.

Sam is his brother, and to Dean, that word already meant the most important person in his life--his family, his best friend, his partner-- and it always meant that. Why would he need another term?

Meanwhile, Sam would listen to Dean bitch about this confusing conversation he had, agree with Dean to appease him, get that thoughtful arch on his brow, and go down a rabbit hole researching platonic lifepartners and different types of comitted relationships besides your typcal romantic/sexual ones for a few weeks, and finally get some answers about himself that he had been struggling with since before he left for Stanford.

Sam is more settled, more content in his life and with his relationship with Dean than ever before, and Dean can clearly see that, but he doesn't dig too hard as to why, afraid to look a gift horse in the mouth. And Sam doesn't explain, recognizing that unlike Sam, Dean never felt the urge to examine his life and his relationships and break them down to see how they worked and fit into society like Sam, who always felt like a freak and wanted to understand why, did.

So Sam would be content finally having words and definitions to put to their relationship, and Dean would be content because he and Sam are finally on the same page, planning to spend the rest of their lives together as they always should have: as brothers.

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I’m still not over that shtriga episode…

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𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯 𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔟𝔯𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔰

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service!bottom incestuous little brothers you were created to appeal to me specifically <3

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4x07, it's the great pumpkin, sam winchester

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Sam drawing!! I put it below the cut cuz its a little suggestive and i dont wanna jumpscare anyone 😭

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dean is so funny

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Sam & Lucifer in 7x02 // Sam & Dean in 2x19

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*Dean reading the books thoroughly and seeing just how intimate they are* Me and Sam?!

*finds fics* And I’m the bottom? WHY AM I THE BOTTOM?!

*weecest* Why would they think that? Ok I admit we’re close but we’re brothers. And how do they know I used to get off to Sammy?

*discovers canon fics* I put him before every other relationship? So? Of course I love Sam. He’s my baby brother. Mine.

Has Sam read it? He said it was good research but what did he think about those parts?

*reading more fics* ‘When have I ever checked Sammy out- there was that one time’ but his brother had a nice body he can’t observe?!

*finds more fanfiction* How the hell is he topping?! I’m clearly the older brother! Does Sam know about this? …..wait there’s some Top Dean. I’ll just see what that’s about.

Do I really look at him like he’s the only person in the world? Why wouldn’t I? Sammy’s #1. *scrolls* in my car?! We do it in my car?!

*thinks about Sam topping* WHY IS HE TOPPING?!

*After reading dozens of fanfics* I want to be inside him. Am I going back to hell?