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Holy shir idk why i fucked up the hands & arms in these THIS bad ignore that

Tryeinggg to kinda figure out their pre-engine events stuff bc of some stuff I wanna make 🤔🤔🤔 i think i honestly might go two very different routes bc them as a nurse & interacting w the patients pre-mt massive incident is reeally interesting in the context of a lot of their themes circling around care, communal trust & naivety, care as a form of submission vs as a form of dominance/posession, how broken systems take advantage of good intentions etc. But also for the main "story" im going for its honestly hard to imagine them having interacted w the patients THAT much so prolly some kind of a groundskeeper/maintainance would be more fitting 👍

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Dorris's new dialogue about Henrietta got me feeling like

When I catch you Easterman, when I catch you

Spoilers below of her lines

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(If they hadn't already had it) would Bitchmare let Trager do their top surgery?

(Ask brought to you by the fact that I thought "Trager did my top surgery" but then immediately realized what an awful idea that'd be 💀)

IM... Unfortunately yeah i think so.......

I cannot get over the fact that I didn't know hes not an actual surgeon for yearssss bro hes got nO IDEA WHAT HES DOINGGG. Had to doodle Bitch w the contemplative surgery sketches bc the idea just tickled me.

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He's a few months late but he's got the spirit.

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went to scissor city and EVERYONE knew them by name

(cw. non sexual, partial nudity!!!!!)

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My goal here is to like draw one proper piece of shepherd & freaksterman in a pose referenced from those theseus & minotaur defeat statues amd thats literally it lol. I mostly wanna focus on bitchmare bc their stuff is very personal to me so i might play around w them in a trials au too, but im happy to have this lil cunt cunt slay serve slut here too!!!

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I prommy to make an actual introduction post for the Shepherd soon but I had this stupid joke rolling around where my brain should be, bc I was thinking abt what they'd think about Skinner man w their obsession w Easterman 😭😭😭😭 quality shidded so non gif version

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old stuff with little Phyllis🤲

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some more Bitchmare memes/lil interactions for funsies c(: Tried to do a cartoony stylization for that first one and its the scariest thing i eever did draw LMFAO

Og pic for the first one

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My Oc Serafima x Canon

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Look at my therapist, dawg, I'm not getting better

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Ourghh as someone w a rly complex relationship w parenthood the phantom/psychosomatic pregnancies in the Outlast have been FASCINATING to me. So uhhh oc/a bit of a self insert... not my usual straightforward kind, gave them my dream physique (cryptid) and a more narrowed down themes etc but :D

Not completely canonically fitting to the first game but kinda messing around w it to kinda explore the comfort of this wolfmother personality. I wish to be a crawling animal in the woods hunting for my babies. But also leaning into the whole "instinct to mother the unloved" thing. Prolly i'll just draw a bunch of night mode camera shots of them crawling around. But the speedy undeveloped idea is that they were a worker at Mount Massive and experienced one of those phantom pregnancies. No baby, get upsetti spagetti. In REALLY Short form.. ill talk abt it later. Also yeah not aiming for Trials w this oc but I thought this interaction w franco could be funnie :3

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for requests: literally had a dream abt bitchmare last night so maybe bitchmare and eddie gluskin or bitchmare and frank manera? in whatever context you like :]

OMG I hope they were nice 2 u ; v ; And uhmmm. Both bc im a slut for oc + canon interactionsss? HIHI. Frank & Bitch are way easier to figure out actually

^^^ Imagining Waylon late game catching them just taking a cute lil nap from far away. Eddie is way tougher to figure out. Since both of them have family themes youd THINK theyd be an easy combo to figure out, but their understanding of family is so different and... Yeah. I guess to Eddie they would me like a single mother? Idk ill have to think abt this more. This meme came to mind tho...

Doing some low effort sketch requests rn, feel free to drop some! No promises but I'll try my best!

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Love your outlast art 😊 have you ever drawn Eddie?

i haven't drawn him in YEARS!!!!

here's a sketch i did recently :)

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Noooooooo babygirll the cycle of violence isn't inevitable but if you don't scrutinize the system built on power imbalance and conformity that you experienced abuse in and only see the abuse as a problem & a disease instead of a horrific symptom of the bigger picture and you try to recreate the system in a more "pure" form that you were lied about existing on tv the cycle might get its wheels oh noooo he's wearing AirPods!!!!

Now having watched lets plays I completely understand the love people have for Mr Gluskin hes such a character