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25/06/2025

In my mind I know,

I ache for that view, the kind that poets chase in vain. Skies, impossibly clear, draped in silken clouds. A sun like amber honey melting on skin. The breeze, a whisper from forgotten gods. It was, by all measure, was indeed a paradise.

And yet, it was never home. Beneath that golden calm, the people carved silence into me, turned breath into burden. Even in all that open air, I was suffocating. Behind the lens, chaos. Quiet, cruel, and unrelenting.

So I ran. Fled from wild meadows and whispering hills into a city of steel and sirens, where nothing breathes freely and beauty is eclipsed by motion. Somehow, in this cold geometry, I found peace. Not in the softness of nature, but in the indifference of concrete. The mountains offered wonder. The city, in its brutal stillness, offered me myself.

(Home, Darjeeling’22)

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Rainy day in Kyoto

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Iris japonica

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Pause ⏸️

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Reblog and see if you get a color.

PURPLE: We near never speak, but I do enjoy your presence on my dashboard.

FUCHSIA: I wish I could become your best friend through the internet.

GREY: You leave me with jumbled words.

RED: I’m in love with you.

PINK: I have a crush on you.

TURQUOISE: You’re hot.

CHARTREUSE: I sincerely wish you would notice me.

TEAL: We have quite a lot in common.

BLUE: You are my Tumblr crush.

ORANGE: I dislike your page.

YELLOW: PLEASE FUCK ME.

WHITE: PLEASE MARRY ME.

GREEN: I find you cute.

BLACK: I would date you.

BROWN: I dislike you.

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I’ve done my part, I’ve faced the fire, Let go of hurt, let go of desire. No more control, no need to wait— I close my eyes… and trust in fate.

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by jhamilbader