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I believe Gojo and Uta already met each other during clan stuff when they were kids and Gojo developed a tiny crush for her, but didn't get to see her often until he joined jujutsu high. I imagine their reunion being the most hilarious thing lol

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It could (not) have been a text 📱🌹 [His favorite melody 💓]
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even mb are (literally) tired of their own bullshit
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Some Kusuriya artworks I worked on. I've been a very long time reader of the webnovel series~
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im back again with a self reflection(?) post
i realized that i tend to buy souvenirs for those i believe are my friends, although i dont get the same treatment back. i am not resentful, i just want to be appreciated for my presence :(
now that i skipped 2 weddings, i feel like i will skip all the other invitations that i may receive. why? because it kills me to see that people are happy even if im not there. i dont need to attend anything to make myself visible to anyone if i ended up tossed aside.
all i want is to be included. like update me on your daily life - what you had for breakfast, what will you be doing over the weekends etc. i want to see everyone enjoying life!
indeed we all have our own lives, own priorities in which i understand. but recently its just making me feel like im that excluded one. where were they when i needed them the most? urgh this sucks. i dont even know a friend had a child like what the heck
how can i get better when all these triggers me? they dont know they're my triggers because i dont tell them. why should i? my presense will either be ignored or just "oh ok" yknow?
im jealous. im so so jealous of people who have a support system. i wish i had one without the need to ask.
my medication is working, i put on alot of weight because of it. i dont want to meet people because i feel ugly and fat. i weigh so much more than i did before. its all because i couldnt take it no longer. i guess its my fault i took my isolation too far? none of them checked on me. NONE
all these pain i wish no friend have to go through. depression is a pain in the ass but it has became my only friend now. i dont even feel other emotions that i used to - crushes? love? admiration? motivation? no, nothing. all i wish for is to have someone there for me without asking, without feeling like a burden.
everyone has their struggles no doubt. i am always all ears if you need me but nobody does it for me. am i a bad person? tell me if i am. talk to me. im still alive am i not? urgh how much can my medication help anyway
TLDR - i dont think i have friends at this point. but my colleagues have given me their upmost support when i needed one so badly. im truly grateful for them! although i wish i was paid better lol
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