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i think i overestimate the extent of the mental instability.....
#coz i don't crash out anywhere online#and my sadness is very fuzzy and mellow.#and i crash inwards.....#idk.#need to be crazier on main ig.#jk#but this is fun.#i haven't written in a long time.
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i dont even like fish lol.
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maybe being a trad-wife isn't the worst thing.... i can get married to a fisherman. and we can have stinky little babies on the seaside.
#climate change is going to fuck us#lots of seaside fucking#i don't want to study#the hustle cannot find me#and i cannot find the hustle#forever mutually disguised to one another#urgh.#was it better when i was rationalizing offing myself?#lol#jk
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we're doing this today. and it is unlike all the other times we said we'd do this and not delivered on the doing.
we're studying.
we're committing to studying for tomorrow's internal.
no we're not writing history again. nope not today.
#i'd call bullshit#but i'm being kind to myself#we're doing this#yeah.#mhm. yes#like right after this#right now
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i'm nostalgic. if i had balls they'd be brimming with nostalgia
i feel so fucking wistful and wanton....
oml. so much affection to give.
.... but, it's just unreasonable to be missing times i've never had.
got blue blue balls, i do.
#because my online journal didn't load lol.#istg#being this alone would've made me insane back then#but we deal with it now.#we're good#we're awesome#yay look at us venturing to find other mentally ill chronically online people#yay#lol
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i want in.
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