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theyre calling 'hikaru' an evil spirit meanwhile he's wrapping himself in a blanket skipping school and crying his eyes out because he's scared yoshiki doesn't love him. evil spirit WHERE. ignore the villagers he's been violently murdering

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when your teachers pull out this pose at school picture day

forcing myself to remember how to draw by doing a redraw of one of my favorite pictures

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Live with love, Hikaru and Yoshiki

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THE SUMMER HIKARU DIED - 1.03 "Denial"

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As brilliant and intense as you like..

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i made them as little villagers (about the guns: imagine a hunting mechanic if you will)

ogata is a eurasian Lynx (ok pack it up mister predictable) and vasily is a northern hawk owl because i see him as a snowy all the time and i think an owl would be appropriate but the northern hawk owl is sooo much more him coded (not a snow leopard cause i wanted smth more interesting design wise)

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5/30 dailies

Actually not a prompt today, I wanted to do these two- and I didn’t have any specific erasermic prompts (the shame!) This is pretty inspired by ‘fuck the critics’ by kurikuri, though the clothes and stuff are wrong ;). Its almost the weekend so I had time to polish it a little, I should prolly be in bed though.

Still totally accepting bnha prompts- only up to the anime preferably, (I’m almost caught up but its less fun when not everyone can see it. )Any ships, fluff or no! Reply or send me an ask, specifics make it more interesting for me to paint, and as always, I can’t do all of them </3

Also sorry to…those of you who follow me for other stuff! I’ve been sucked into shonen hell ;).

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I've always hated the headcannons that Tome didn't love Ogata or that she would have ignored Ogata if he didn't look like Hanazawa, and now I have proof to back up why I hate them. I think the problem wasn't that she was completely neglectful of Ogata, but instead that she was so focused on his future and his success that she neglected who he was in the present.

(Moreover, the guilt he feels from killing her makes him not able to rationalize her fully– hence the lullaby "The way out is joyous, but the way home is frightful." But by commanding the seventh, he can not only get her attention/make her proud but prove that who he was presently was worthy of love.)

Yuusaku loved Ogata too, but when he projects this ideal future version of Ogata onto him, Ogata kills him.

All this calls into question his weird love of being demeaned and treated as less than as a means to prove his current self's worth, if that makes sense. Like he is this fuck up, low class, unloved child of a geisha and he wants to be loved as such almost?

Which is why his ending with Yuusaku hits as hard as it does because it affirms his innate self-worth, that he was inherently always worthy of love as he was. (That's why Asirpa awakened his guilt over killing Yuusaku because she also loved him for who he was. It's like he says, "Asirpa shone a light on me and now I can die.")

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Falin Drawlin ^.^

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I sooo badly wanted Ogata to be forced into their weird little found family but I also liked the way his arc panned out. Some people really are just doomed to get in their own way, not everyone can be saved. I think he was past the moment of no return when he killed his mom, but he was definitely irredeemable after killing yuusaku 😭

He could’ve been happy if he just let himself 😩

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That's how that one scene went right?

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Headcannon that qifrey takes anxiety meds but theyre not to reduce anxiety but rather cause extra anxiety bc he doesn't want to risk getting too chill and turning into a tree

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“to be loved is to be changed”

💫 riso print

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I just finished Undertale with my partner the other day (late to the party, I know) and my TSHD fixation mixed with it in my head. So the result is me making this crude little animation. idk

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