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@pscentral event 16: pride colors

So... who does she marry? No one. She doesn't marry either of them.

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TINY WORLD (2020)

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you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

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Things I DO NOT want for YR S2:

- Love Triangle(s) I have enough of this shit in general. I’m hoping they won’t because of how well they handled the whole felice/wille thing.

- wille retreating back into silently controlled by the lovely Kristina (his mom) NO. Like I can understand easing into him slowly becoming himself and saying F the monarchy but please don’t let him retreat back. If not what the heck would that look at the end of the last ep be for esp while playing Revolution in the bg.

- Too much angst

WHAT I WANT/Would like:

- initial mutual pining. Can’t be queer without the pining.

- Simon and Wille being happy together at the end. I won’t be able to take them not smiling at each other.

- Simon and Wille talking through their issues. (Def some angst at the start before it comes to this and that I can take.)

- Really want them to still be able to rely and count on each other, that they can still be in each others space and talk... I just want them to keep talking to each other, smiling and still make each other laugh even if it’s just a minor smirk.

- I doubt that they will get back together right away. I think Wilhelm is only just starting his self-discovery journey and he still has a long way to go. I would like this to be the focus for Wille in season two and if along the way, we see them becoming friends and their connection are getting stronger again. Them sharing glances, at least confiding and talking to each other. Simon working through his issues too.

- handholding, hugging, kissing

- Wilhelm seeking therapy because he needs it (or at least something similar I guess) hahahahahh cries

- Wilhelm and Erik flashbacks. Brotherly moments

- MOST IMPT: Wilhelm coming into himself???? Self-discovery? Introspection? I don’t know what’s the term but yes. Simon mentioned Wille needing to find out what he wants but that is the truth. This isn’t just about their relationship or whatever but also how Wille intends to handle his current situation, his family situation and how he will resolve the conflict between those external factors and himself. He struggles so much and it’s understandable given his background but at one point, he needs to be sure of what he wants and at least an idea of where he wants to go from there and unrelentingly steadfast on that instead of catering and giving in to external factors (his mom, the royalty, August, peers aka the society).

- WILHELM slowly but surely standing up for himself against his family and peers. Start a slow revolution. I’m totally down for this.

- FELICE/WILHELM FRIENDSHIP!!!!!

- Malin/Wilhelm bonding ahhahaha (Random I know)

- Girl Friendships (or more). Where my girl gang at (SARA FELICE HOW) (Maddie my love)

- (Stella/Fredricka)? Idk if it will happen but one can dream for more 🌈

- Happy Felice who deserves all good things in life

- FAMILY (SARA/SIMON) at the end of the day, Sara and Simon will always be there for each other. I know this.

- Sara realising she messed up. Her finally admitting her mistakes? She will def have a hard time making up and being forgiven

OR Sara having a plan idk

- Linda/Wilhelm???? Idk. Linda forgiving Wille for hurting her son and giving him a hug cause she knows he needs it????

- Simon meeting Kristina. Simon at the palace.

- Wille’s dad (ludvig is that his name?) approving of Simon or at the very least, Wille’s dad being there for his son cause the mom ain’t currently doing it. Unless she let her motherly side overcome her queenly duties for once. Who knows. If so, family moment would be nice here too.

- 1st year (/2nd year; are they in their 2nd yr?) friendship gang please

- FRIENDSHIPS FRIENDSHIPS FRIENDSHIPS (inc Ayub and Rosh with Simon/the gang)

- I’m hoping they handle the whole Sara/august thing well though

- curious where they’re heading with the August storyline too (but at the same time I don’t want to? I don’t know. He’s an ass and he’s interesting but still an ass and what to do with an ass in your life? Cut them out ahhhh… they are also valid and not obligated to forgive someone who made their lives hell but I would like to see Malte still and august is intriguing and if they are able to turn his character around? Maybe hmmmmm but not necessary at the same time.)

- they’re probably more things I want but i don’t want to go into specifics and overthink. Either way I just them to be safe and happy and together hahahah

- PLEASE PLEASE LET THEM BE HAPPY. ALL OF THEM. (Except maybe august idk. That boy needs therapy too. Let him go for therapy or sth)

- I don’t care if this is the last season (im lying but shhh) but gosh let it have a good and happy end. As long as it has that and then happy, I will accept it even if it’s the last season. I rather it be the last than have damn drag it out for nonsensical drama, etc. 1st season was done so well so I hope this will too. 🤞🏻

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underrated Heartstopper moment: Nick's little smile after Darcy puts "we're such meddling gays and I love it" on the group chat because yeah. the feeling of being surrounded by other queer people for the first time and being able to make jokes about it knowing that you're in a safe space. knowing the people around you Get It for the first time. finding a place where queerness is lighthearted when it feels so overwhelming when you first discover it. its such a specific queer experience and I felt so seen in that moment.

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Still about Luca because I can’t stop thinking about it… yeah maybe it’s not intentional representation, yeah maybe it’s valid only if you go by the death of the author theory, but you know what? I’m gay and I’m Italian and I’m 36 years old and if a movie like Luca had come out when I was in my early teens I would have DIED because damn, at 12 I couldn’t even imagine that being affectionate with a boy, liking a boy, holding a boy, forming a deep bond with a boy could be something so sweet and innocent and natural. At 12, back in the 90s, what I felt towards boys made me feel wrong, like I was creepy or dirty. Even just a hint of a relationship like that between Luca and Alberto would have made me feel less alone and less wrong.

Queer people were once queer children, even before discovering anything about sex. Queer children, even those who still don’t know themselves, especially those, deserve to see themselves in their heroes. The representation in Luca may have been accidental, but it’s so, so important.

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there’s nothing profound about writing a character who’s near-suicidally devoted to taking down her enemies because she’s lost everything and then taking the last person she loves away from her and ending the show with her in anguish. there’s nothing groundbreaking about writing a character desperately struggling for agency & identity & to break away from the organization that abused her only to have her killed off in the process of destroying them, for shock value. and there’s certainly nothing new or fresh or clever about giving queer characters the tragic ending they were always “destined” to have, yet again. but whatever.

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Ace culture is thinking people look much better with clothes on

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Introverted Ace culture is being touch starved but also not wanting anyone to touch you under any circumstance

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20 YEARS OF THE LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY 

(DECEMBER 19, 2001)

It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were, and sometimes you didn’t want to know the end, because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad happened? 

But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come, and when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something. Even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back only they didn’t. Because they were holding on to something.

What are we holding on to, Sam?  That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo. And it’s worth fighting for.

THE LORD OF THE RINGS (2001 - 2003)

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THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING (2001)

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fucks sake

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LENA, BRAINY AND THE JOURNEY OF THE LITTLE BOXES

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Sex doesn’t make us whole.

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL ASEXUALITY DAY!

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Disney Siblings

A sibling loves you

They are there when you need them

They play and joke around with you

And together you can fly to new places

Sometimes they may tease you

You may fight and argue with each other

But you would do anything for each other

They make you laugh and smile

They love spending time with you

They support you, even when you’re apart

The ones you grew up with may not have been true siblings

They may have been cruel and hurt you

But you will find a sibling someday

Even if you aren’t linked by blood

They will be the sibling you need

They will love and support you

And you will find them

Because everyone has a sibling somewhere

National Siblings Day is April 10th!

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March 8, 2019

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guys help i’m LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND over these fat tiger art scrolls

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