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Do I Really Have To Go Back to Bed

I spent all day in bed without eating, only drinking water. But, I just keep getting that inner voice urging me to "GO TO BED!" God, I wish it would just shut up!

I'm not a kid anymore. I'm in my thirties, I don't need to be pestered into going to bed at a precise time. I need to keep telling myself that because, well my bedtime anxiety just never shuts up. If it gets dark, it's like, "GO TO BED!"

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Decided to convert cat tower into nightstand

Cat furniture is fucking hard to build. The instructions are vague as fuck and when you want to go back to fix the part. It's frustrating as hell to tighten the bolts to keep the table top part of the thing from collapsing. I mean, what the hell am I doing that's wrong?!

I know this should be so simple that a caveman can do it!

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Lyrics from "Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)" by Kate Bush.

Image descriptions in ALT.

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I need to stop being depressed and just do something instead of wanting and sulking.

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WIP that has taken me several days of work to finish so im posting it now in case it never gets done. a silly valentine day cupid xigbar

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10 posts!

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They're already for their close-up.

2022

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This is Amal, who later became a Shadow Walker in the series.

Sorry it sucks.

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Grow Up

I need to fucking grow up! People move on, why can't I do the same?! What the fuck is the matter with me? I am just letting my life being stagnant. I deserve a slap to the face, no worse. Nobody else is acting like a giant crybaby like me!

What the fuck is my problem?!

Maybe if I got over my stupid anxiety and actually walked outside everyday, maybe then I wouldn't such a fucking dbag! I deserve what I get. I feel like my life is almost over. Sure, I am not going to end it. Heaven forbid!

Everyone else is right and I am always a crybaby being in the wrong about ALMOST everything! I just need to fucking GROW UP!

Everyone else has their own lives to live, so why can't I? Autism and anxiety aren't fucking excuses anymore! Grow up! That's what I need to do. I have no right to upset, only angry at myself.

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I usually go to Deviantart for the social interaction. I like getting comments and commenting on other people's works, as well as responding them. For a long time, I wanted to get a commission for them. I hate being isolated in my day to day to life, but I can't be around people because I'm always unhinged.

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Widow Tweed, the caregiver for Todd from The Fox and The Hound.

Yeah, I know, I suck at drawing especially hands.

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Happy Thanksgiving if you celebrate it and can afford a feast.

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What type of person takes up two parking spaces in a parking lot? Rhetorical question. Maybe I am griping about nothing.

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It's not cringe, just needs some work.

I still think about these kids a lot. They are near and dear to me. Still can't believe I drew these all from memory.

And I still think about that fic a lot more than I will ever admit. It's cringe and unfinished but it's MINE.

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by Rei-Ku

Hello again, again my dearests!As the title says this is an opportunity to win free points.I am not only taking requests (closed atm), but also giving away free points. :points:The reason why is because I want to give back to dA and also spread around my art since I have not been able to lately.I need a bit of help. Here is how it will go, there will be 3 random winners every day. Each winner will receive 50 :points: There will also be a JACKPOT (Increases.)

THERE ARE A FEW SIMPLE STEPS TO ENTER, 1.) Comment any random number. (NO NUMBERS REPEATED, I WILL LET YOU KNOW IF THE NUMBER IS ALREADY TAKEN)

2.) Favorite ONE of my art posts.

3.)

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