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drama this, cjfs ban that, has anyone stopped and checked what color the grass is recently?

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hooootttt wiiiiiiiinnd…

this guy belongs to @if-you-mind

closeups of his face with and without the orange filter :-)

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MY GOATTTTTTTT

What was Mind like ROE-TSE?

Great question :]

Minds behaviour changed after he got shot at. Before he spent so much time just obsessing over finding any sort of solution or answer to their situation.

After? Its like everything made sense to him.

Notably why he had a crown when he split and why Heart missed.

He convinced himself he was invincible since he didn’t get hit by the bullet, which lead to him thinking he was destined to be in charge. So he grabbed that crown and proudly wore it again. He thought he could fix everything, and become whole again.

He didn’t want to blind Heart, it was a fear response. Complete accident.

So he was going to fix it.

Which got all jumbled up as his emotions and ego rose, leading to the Ruler of Everything basically.

So while Heart was self isolating and recovering, it was just him and Soul, which meant the only person who’d give Soul any form of attention at the time was the spiralling man who didn’t even view Soul as a person at the time. Which then fed Minds belief that he was Souls favourite. Not fun times!

Okay enough rambling I’ll just go through the relevant songs now

Ruler of Everything- He’s convinced he was made to be in charge and can solve everything.

Just Apathy- He’s trying to convince Soul that Heart is bad and evil and does not deserve empathy for the situation he’s in.

Be Born to The Mind Electric is him falling just as fast as he rose. Uhhhhhm. Yeah no he really wasn’t fit to be in charge. Be Born was just him, by himself, crashing out. Nobody else was around for that.

The Soul Eclectic is a wakeup call for him. From there on out he chilled out and started to genuinely pay attention to the other two and what they wanted. :]

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classic twitter and its classic warmongering twitter activities

watching the @chonny-jash-hottakes anon submissions arguing feels like this

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this fandom peculiar as hell

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methinks more people need to acknowledge the 20 something elephants in the room regarding the headcanons made popular by the general fandom that are genuinely ableist/eyebrow raising instead of masking them with the typical “it’s a darker interpretation” spiel they yammer on about

though thast is merely mine humbleth opinione 🙂‍↕️

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now that I’m personally unsure, I’ve really only skimmed the account but I’m seeing a bunch of paggro takes all dunking on each other there LMAO. this account is just the middleman of it all

as for twitter, well. it’s twitter. I ventured onto that site once. worst mistake of my life.

watching the @chonny-jash-hottakes anon submissions arguing feels like this

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watching the @chonny-jash-hottakes anon submissions arguing feels like this

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funfact his alias is Hugh Janis lol lmao

yeah sure

recently remade a reference for an if-you-heart au. he’s fat and old and british now. and in space!

there’s a yapsesh in my tags👍

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Your old life,, wasn't really yours, was it?

whatchu mean by that.

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yeah sure

recently remade a reference for an if-you-heart au. he’s fat and old and british now. and in space!

there’s a yapsesh in my tags👍

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imagine having consistent artstyle lmao

hi mr.mind

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Nuuurse it’s awake again!!

had a looooong discussion about the cccc album a few nights ago into like 3 am and it just kinda left me thinking for awhile,,,

some people… don’t typically look at the full picture of cccc. it’s odd to me. I’ve noticed that it’s almost as though many forget that it’s a music album. you NEED to understand music to get the full picture of the story it’s trying to convey here. and it doesn’t even need to be from an educated standpoint. shit, I can hardly read a music sheet and I’ve been in musical theatre for like 2 years. but I can still UNDERSTAND music. I can understand the tone it’s trying to display, without the help of the lyrics. if someone can’t at least somewhat understand the tone a song sets through the instrumental, they’re probably going to have an extremely rough time trying to understand the full song the way it was meant to be understood!! the lyrics are only half of the picture, especially in this album. you can’t just… rip a painting in half and go 🤕huuuuh🤕I don’t know what this is trying to conveyy🤕🤕 the other half of the story is in ur other hand!!!! people who only focus on the lyrics, 9 times out of 10 misinterpret the songs in some way. I have watched this happen way too many times. never trust genius lyrics guys. or any analysis videos on YouTube, they’re unfortunately all chock up of personal headcanons that don’t really align with the album from what I’ve seen. especially songs like Good Day or Dream from what I’ve seen. it is so important to understand what kind of mood the INSTRUMENTALS are trying to convey. otherwise it leaves you with an incomplete impression of the entire album itself. I really like music if you couldn’t tell

being able to get a clear image of the music is also integral to getting a clear image of the “characters”. the reason why I have them in quotations is for a fun reason I wish to yammer about as well. the individuality of hms as “characters” is a lot more loosey goosey than people would like to admit. it’s not that they don’t exist at ALL, as they are proof of the concepts they wish to portray in the album, but they should be treated less like characters in a tv show and more like the former; concepts (in my humble opinion). they’re given individual voices because they’re split up. they’re at a disagreement (and also musically it’s to provide some variation in the vocals so it’s not confusing). cccc is a story about an INTERNAL struggle. hms aren’t really real guys out in the real world, there really isn’t any worldbuilding in the album itself. they represent facets of the human experience- whom are at war with each other- and thus at war with themselves as well. “whole” is an even looser concept. he’s a big fat pseudo character and I stand by this. wholeness is the concept of self acceptance visually portrayed as one unified silhouette. they need to operate as one unit to function properly. they need each other. you need ALL of those parts of yourself to function properly. and thus the sides all see eye to eye and are able to present as that funky silhouette in light :-)

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watching the notes while swirling my cup around in my hand like it’s some sort of magic elixir

controversial take i . i dont think it/its seem to be soul's preferred pronouns guys . guys those terms are only used for him alongside a whole other nightmare bucket filled to the brim with dehumanization . guys . guys soul literally gets referred to as sickly, dead, dark, cold, something to be controlled and something that needs to be ruled over . guys i dont think hes coolin

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controversial take i . i dont think it/its seem to be soul's preferred pronouns guys . guys those terms are only used for him alongside a whole other nightmare bucket filled to the brim with dehumanization . guys . guys soul literally gets referred to as sickly, dead, dark, cold, something to be controlled and something that needs to be ruled over . guys i dont think hes coolin

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