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ifeellikeablueavocado · 3 years
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OKAY SO PLAYING POOL WITH ROBIN RIGHT? It would be like an old pool table in her basement that people play from time to time and you two happen to be playing. She’ll come up behind you, arms looping around you and hands going over yours on the cue, she’ll press against you hard and you can feel every curve of her body against you. She’ll smile innocently and say she’s “helping” it goes on like that, you too teasing each other and she ends up fucking you on said pool table
WOAH YES like you two would be home alone & she’d offer to help/teach you. your front would be completely pressed against the pool table in a way that was super hot & the way her body trapped you in meant you could feel the curves of her stomach and breasts against your back, her thighs pressed up against your ass. and her fingers would be grazing over your stomach and tits whenever she shifted, her arms wrapped around your body and her fingers aligning the cue. her hot breath would be right on your neck and she’d hum in appreciation as you scored. and as it went on you’d begin to press your ass back against her, like grinding against her front a little whenever you bent down to aim & that would drive her WILD. she’d probably put her hands on your back about an inch above your ass, pressing against you when you bent over & praising you when you got points. like you two were just working each other up and you knew it. your heart would be beating fast & you’d be so hot and flustered and she’d be constantly shifting her thighs behind you so her knees bracketed you.
eventually, you’d win or something similar & you’d turn around to brag, pressed right against her & she’d just hike your leg over her shoulder and push you down on the pool table & fuck the hell out of you, with her hand pressed against your stomach and her other fingers working magic as she ground down on your thigh YES
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ifeellikeablueavocado · 3 years
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So my girlfriend broke up with me.
The only thought that brings peace to my mind is that it was probably the best decision for her right now.
But hey if you ever read this,
(i know I'm being pathetic)
I love you but that was fucking harsh.
It was so you but so unlike you.
You, as in the way you wrote it all beautifully and honestly like the person you are.
Unlike you, as in the way you thought I'd be mad. How dare you think I'd be angry and want revenge with you. And that I'd not like you being honest. You know me better than that. I'm so in love that not even a fraction of me was angry. Just shocked and desperate and sad.
I'm sorry for not being able to block you like you told me to. For making you do it.
I still want you. I want to be the person who's there for you ESPECIALLY if youre broken and tired. I want to be the person you can always open up to. But I know that's not really an option and you've made up your mind.
I know that stoic mindset of yours too well that it breaks my heart.
So yeah, I'm still trying to heal. I hope you're not shutting everyone else out, because i know you will.
I hope you find someone who can be there for you mentally and physically, give you everything i couldn't. You deserve a beautiful and perfect someone. Someone who can give you endless cuddles and tell you you're beautiful.
The thought makes me cry but I'm slowly starting to understand why you did what you did.
Maybe you were just mature and strong enough to do what had to happen, but I'm not at that point yet.
So for the time being, I'm just desperately trying to understand and leave it as a beautiful memory that made who I am.
Thank you,
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ifeellikeablueavocado · 4 years
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corruption
my friends asked for this & i had to deliver
this is probably sacrilegious i’m sorry, don’t read this if ur gonna be offended lmao
you were such a good girl before robin came along
so fucking innocent
the kind of girl with good grades and a perfect track record and who went to church every sunday
the perfect hawkins girl
with your pretty skirts and naĂŻve lip-gloss
& then you met her
with her black chipped nail polish and band tees and obscure music
and the way she looked at you with lust in her blue eyes
it would make you shudder, the way she looked you up and down
but the shivers that ran up your spine and the feeling that curled in your stomach weren’t any form of negative emotion
you sat in the same row at church
you caught her looking at you all the time
and more often than not, you found yourself looking at her too
the way her fingers played an invisible beat on her thigh
the teeth marks she always had in her bottom lip
the way she turned to glance at you with sin in her eyes
it made heat rise to your cheeks and you’d always turn away
you couldn’t hold that girl’s gaze for too long
it looked like it was devouring you
and it made you want to press your thighs together
so that’s what led up to here
when you’d offered to pack up after a night session
you had to drive yourself home anyway, may as well stay back and do something useful
and to your surprise, robin had volunteered as well
along with some other teens
you all packed up pretty quickly
the others faster than you, and you’d offered for them to leave a minute early, since it was just you moving some smaller items into the back rooms
they’d agreed and had instructed you to lock up when you’d left
as they left the church building
and they’d closed the doors behind them
and to your surprise, robin was still here
shifting some things around, stealing those glances at you when you turned your eyes towards her
you were cleaning some of the left-behind speeches off the lectern
when she pressed up against your back
making a breath of air leave your lips at the warmth of her
the way she pinned you with your front against the lectern
“i’ve seen the way you look at me,” she murmured in your ear
with her front pressed against you in this way, you could feel every curve of her
the lines of her stomach, the fullness of her breasts, her sharp hipbones and the bend of her waist
it made your heart beat quick and heavy
how much you felt of her at your back
“l-look at you?” you stammered in a soft reply, “i don’t look at you”
but you knew you’d been caught out
and her body was warm against your back
breath hot on your neck
you tightened your grip on the lectern
“lying in a church, babygirl. that’s not very holy, is it?”
at the word “babygirl”, a soft noise pulled from your throat
you didn’t turn to face her, staring rather intently at the stack of chairs
“i don’t know what you’re talking about”
“don’t you?”
you turned your head around then, facing her, which was likely a mistake
because she was so pretty and tall and she smelt like rose and vanilla
“are you sure?” robin questioned you again
she placed her fingers on your jaw, and you didn’t try to pull away
they rubbed a little over your mouth, pulling your bottom lip down slightly
you let her
because her fingers were soft and delightful
and she was so beautiful
and when you gazed up at her with your innocent eyes, they were filled with only want
she took that as a sign and moved forward
to press her lips against yours messily
for a second you were frozen
because no one had ever kissed you before
let alone a girl
but goddamn if her mouth wasn’t so soft and sweet and wet
you whined out a little, kissing back just as she did
her hands on your waist, pulling you around to face her
she had her fingers grazing down your thighs
over that black skirt you wore, until she reached the skin there
a little way above your knee
you made a needy noise
“you’re going to be a naughty girl for me, hmm?”
her mouth was so fucking sinful
the way it devoured your own like you belonged to her
you’d whimper like a little whore
because she already had the prettiest, raspiest voice
how was it fair to be speaking to you in that way?
and you would just nod as she ran her tongue across your lips
because her fingers were slipping beneath your thighs
and that felt much too good
“yes” you breathed
shifting your legs a little so she had easy access
her hand grazing up the fabric of your skirt
her wet lips slipped over yours
she tasted like cherries and pomegranates
her other fingers held your face in her hand, letting you know where you belonged
“you think you’re the good girl everyone knows about, being on your knees praying for hours… little do they know, you’re praying for what? my strap? my fingers fucking you raw? you’re such a pretty little whore, aren’t you?”
god that would drive you over the edge
your eyes would flutter back as you gripped her shoulders with your fingers
“robin, please”
you could barely formulate words, lips loose, tongue heavy
“please what, baby?” she’d murmur, biting at the spot of your neck beneath your ear. “use your words. what do you want?”
your legs were shaking, bucking up to meet her hand
there was sweat on your forehead and neck
“i… i don’t know” you managed
her fingers pressed against you, your body felt so warm and sweet
“you don’t know?”
she murmured the words huskily, and ran her mouth over the curve of your throat
the way her fingers ran across your panties made you shiver again, hips bucking a little
your eyes were closed, lips against the side of her hair
as she left hickeys on your neck
“i want to be… good for you,” you murmured
she smirked against your skin, nibbling on a spot below your jaw
“like this?”
she dipped her fingers into your panties, pressing up against your wetness
the action drew a keening whine from you, eyelids fluttering a little
your fingers kept flexing and curling against her back
finding and loosening their grip on her shoulder blades
she was so sinful about it
“fuck yeah, you like that, huh?”
when her fingers dragged across your slick entrance, teasing, another loud moan fell from your lips
god, you shouldn’t be doing this
but how could you stop when she was making you feel so good?
her fingers were just circling you
the best, sweetest kind of torture
that had you whining and trembling
as she murmured dirty things into your ear
“do you like the feeling of my fingers?”
“such a fucking naughty girl”
“you feel so sinful, darling, feel how wet you are?”
in ways that made your body feel like honey, all hot and pleased
but when she slipped one finger into you?
the sound that would leave your throat
the way you’d just let her slide it in, all loose and relaxed
you were so wet that it would press in so easily
and her palm would be pressed down against your clit
and you’d let out the breathiest, most desperate noise
just needing to be touched by her more
it would drive her wild
she managed to lower you onto the floor, straddling your thighs
and her fingers slipped back into you
at a better angle this time
that made you arch your back as she pressed your body down with her hands flat on your ribs
your skirt was thrown up around your waist
and with expert hands she pulled your blouse up and over your head
unclipping your bra so your tits fell free
and she’d grasp them in her spare hand
pinching your nipples between her long fingers
“god, such a pretty whore,” she murmured in some form of awe
watching your body convulse under her touch
that’d forced a moan out of you
your thighs shaking
and she’d just smirk, rubbing her thumb over your lips and getting them all wet with your spit
“you like being called a whore? dirty girl”
it sounded like a praise coming from her lips
and it made you whimper loudly
her fingers would lightly place themselves on your neck
eliciting a soft noise from you
as you stared up at her with your innocent eyes
being completely and utterly fucked
as moans pushed through your lips
and your legs raised to wrap around her back, pulling yourself closer to her
forcing her fingers deeper into you
“look at you,” she hummed
and she tightened her hand on your neck ever-so-slightly
so your air cut off a little
and your fingers tried to find a grip in the carpet, for some kind of anchor
her fingers in you were fucking delicious
the way they curled and thrusted just right
“wanting to be made into my little bitch”
a ragged moan tore itself from your throat
because god this was so wrong
but fuck, you loved it
the way your toes curled, your back raised off the ground, how your eyes squeezed shut as your whole body got fucked
“you love it, don’t you? the feeling of my fingers deep inside you? getting absolutely wrecked on my hand?”
she took the time to rub her thumb hard and fast over your clit, drawing a high noise from your lips as you jolted your hips up
“how everything thinks you’re so fucking innocent, but you’re secretly getting fucked by a girl in your church. you love being a little whore for me.”
the moans that her voice elicited were deep and desperate
they sounded so pretty coming from your mouth
“have you been dreaming about me? about my fingers in your pussy, hmm? thinking of the way i look at you during those sermons? thinking about how good i could fucking wreck you? just begging for it?”
her words just made you wetter, slick running down her fingers as you lifted your hips up off the ground and into it
you didn’t think it was possible to be this hot and heavy
this aroused and this desperate for her fingers to be deeper
the pleasure in your stomach was hot and delicious
a rising wave of desire and need inside you
god it felt amazing
it made you throw your head back against the floor, lips parted and eyes fluttering closed
“oh, fuck, robin!”
the way she watched you with her lustful eyes was too much
how her lower lip looked as she sunk her teeth into it
how her necklace looked around her throat
her fingers were hitting that spot inside you
she had three of them in you, now, striking deep and hard
they were fucking perfect & they filled you up so amazingly
your thighs were trembling, fingers clenching for something to grip
“fuck, fuck, it feels so good!”
your words were barely coherent, a string of cries and whimpers
you didn’t think you’d ever cursed this much in your life
but she was forcing apart your thighs with her knees and her fingers were working fast and perfect inside you, and her hand was around your throat and it just felt so right
“god, robin, i'm—”
you couldn’t get all the words out, cut off by a whine
she just hummed
“just let yourself go”
your head fell back
“i— don't— i don’t know—” your words were choking off in your pleasure, eyes squeezed shut as you jolted and your whole body began to shake
robin sped up her fingers and kept her other hand on your neck
it must have been delectable to see you spread out so helpless beneath her
as she wrapped her pale fingers around your throat
“just don’t hold yourself back, babygirl,” robin encouraged, voice lustful and so dirty, “cum for me, naughty girl”
that would have you crying out forbidden words
your fingers gripped the pew beside your head and the noise that left your lips was the most sinful sound robin had ever heard
something between a sob and a cry and the syllables of robin’s name
as your eyes rolled back and your spine arched up off the ground
and her knees felt so fucking good pressing you to the ground, her hips hovering over yours
and you came hard, all over her fingers
face scrunched and oh-so-pretty
the feeling that overcame you in that moment was spectacular
it was like nothing you’d ever felt and oh my god you thought you could never get enough
your legs pressed around her shook and you managed to draw her even closer
until your ankles were locked and she was looped tight against you
her fingers were still inside you, dripping, even as you rode out the last of your orgasm
as your vision fuzzed at the edges
and the writhing of your body beneath her started to slow
the look on your face was heavenly, flush and hot with pleasure, lazy after such an intense climax
“oh, robin,” you murmured, half in a sob
and she just lifted you up and pulled you into her arms
“it’s okay, sweetheart, i’ve got you”
this was a side you hadn’t seen of robin before
all gentle as she stroked her fingers through your hair and pressed her lips against your forehead
“you were so good for me, huh?” she asked, but her voice was soft now, soothing
you managed a gentle “mhmm” into her neck, because you were still coming down from the aftershocks of your orgasm
and you’d never felt anything like that before
you were still naked, tucked against her clothed form
“i’ve got you,” she was still murmuring, so careful now, fingers on your soft waist, your hips, your thighs, “i’m going to look after you.”
this is super sacrilegious BUT u know what i’m super into it,,,
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So uh do straight women look at the woman or man when they're watching straight porn or sex scenes?????
Because I was CONVINCED that everyone watches the woman (and skips all the d*** scenes bc meh, ew) but then I just kinda realised that,, maybe I'm just like that because I'm gay??
Maybe people are ACTUALLY attracted to men, and like to watch them too, i dunno..
(THIS is exactly the kind of thing that makes me think I'm only attracted to women and I don't know what to do with this thought)
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ifeellikeablueavocado · 4 years
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I just desperately want someone to compliment the scarf I'm gonna wear to school tomorrow so I can thank them and just smile when they ask if it's a present from my boyfriend
BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY ONE MY GIRLFRIEND SENT ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND I'VE BEEN DYING FOR IT TO GET COLD SO I CAN WEAR IT GOD DAMNIT
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