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Why would you do this to me😂

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I start my labor and delivery externship tomorrow and I literally feel like I’m in a dream. I can’t believe I’m doing it🥹

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The end of my first semester of nursing school is here! And the first thing I did after my final was get brunch-drunk with my friends and then went home and picked up my first physical book to read that does not involve medications or adult health since January. It’s a good day😌

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I think I need to be put on anxiety medication. I’ve tried ignoring it for years and just tough it out but going through nursing school with two kids is literally the hardest, most stressful and at times miserable thing that I have ever done. If I’m not stressing about assignments, clinical, lecture and labs, then I’m feeling the soul crushing guilt that I’m barely aware of what my children are doing even when they are right in front of me. I’m being torn far too thin and it is drastically effecting my mental health

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At this point I feel like I’m not productively studying if I’m not shoving cookies, brownies, etc. into my mouth. Why must sweets taste so much better when cramming for an exam??

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every time staff tries to make this website more hostile to posting the posts get better

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This year I splurged a little extra on myself and got a mini tree specifically for my Star Wars ornaments and I couldn’t be happier about it

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more parents need to understand that teaching children to ask why rules exist is positive and valuable. teaching kids about authority–and that authority is not always right, and when and how to question it–is a fundamental step to preparing them for adult life. 

do it right and you won’t get disobedient kids, you’ll get kids who think critically 

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Hazel’s monster people make my philosophy notes 1000x better

*disregard my childlike handwriting… it’s apparently never going to get better*

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My health anxiety is ✨flourishing✨ under these covid conditions... Mix in a little brain fog, body fatigue and slight chest pain and I’ve had to talk myself out of 2 panic attacks just today😞

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the worst thing ive probably ever done to a group of other human beings was getting the aux for the big speaker at a party while on ecstasy and putting on an audiobook of dune from where i'd last left off

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Day 4

Feeling substantially better. I have a runny nose, I’m tired and my legs feel like noodles when I walk but I’ll take it!

I found a hack on my graphing calculator and it’s sad how excited I am about it. I’m also still riding the high of being accepted into nursing school and no I probably won’t shut up about it until I graduate😌

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I just found out that I’ve been accepted into the nursing program!!!

I cried like a baby when I read the acceptance letter, I’m so beyond excited❤️