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wow you're gorgeous. i would love to play your muscles and tendons like a harp. i bet it would sound so clear and pitch perfect; even through the skin; even without any tuning.

do you have any idea what your bones' resonating frequency might be? hey why are you turning away

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My dad has a little gag he loves doing that involves me being trans (it’s fun- don’t worry).

So, my dead name is also the name of a food item (spelled different but sounds the same). We sometimes eat that food item- it’s a nice treat. His little joke is that he will only call that food “Dead Names”- which leads to hilarious instances of hearing my 70 year old father call out “Hey, I’m going to go grab some Dead Names while we’re here!” while he’s half way down the isle in the grocery store, or him coming home and saying “hey, I picked up a box of Dead Names while I was out! :)”

It just makes me so overwhelmingly happy that my old name is not something wrapped in grief. It doesn’t represent a loss. It is something we can smile about and remember even if it doesn’t fit me anymore.

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imprisoned for their freaky crimes

your honor in my defense. I was js tryna freak it 😔 😔

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reblog if platonically cuddling with your online best friend and forget how awful your life is outside of them for a few minutes would fix you

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that horse drawing meme but its falin

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girls will be girls

Dungeon Meshi...AH! Dungeon Meshi!

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do you all remember in the early 2010s where people were talking about freeing the nipple and that mixed-gender sports should become a thing and the removal of period tax and all of that and then some people realised that would mean trans people too ans they instantly decided to revert to bioessentialism 101 and now i have to see grating sentences like Well maybe jeopardy should be gender-segregated because males have a biological advantage in pressing a button

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Silly

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what's in that can over there? oh, that's my can of transgender allegory.

yeah, i've had it since a really long time—i'm really not quite sure since when, and,, to be honest,, i'm not quite sure what's inside there... no, i haven't opened it yet—at most i've rattled it—and, um, i don't know when i will open it, but, i've got it, and i'm going to keep having it, that i know for sure.

when i do open it, i think i'll be fine with what's in there.

you know what? i'm sure i will—eventually, be it now or later. either way, i will be fine with what's inside, regardless of what others think, be it now or later; i will be okay.

now, can you help me find my opener?

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this pride month I am wishing everyone a very stop overanalyzing yourself and just have fun with it. have gay sex. don't have any sex. try on a new gender. stop caring about gender at all. talk to your doctor about hormones. go on a date. break up with the person you dont love. whatever it is you have been putting off doing by dithering about it in your head. just do that and fully experience how it feels without trying to put it into words. if you still need a word for it later there will be one. they aren't going anywhere. but people were here before language and there's only so far language can go in giving you a fulfilling human experience. so if you are hiding behind finding the right words for whatever it is your heart wants i hope this month you get the courage to just do it instead.

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Say what you will about the English language but you gotta admit they were onto something when they named "jobs" after the biblical character who was forced to endure a thousand horrors

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Two lovers have reincarnated throughout history, destined to find each other and fall in love all over again. There’s also this third guy that reincarnates alongside them… we don’t really know what he does.

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"i saw someone say desertduo were toxic" "i saw someone draw impulse as a twink" "i saw someone shipping selfcest" "i s-" okay well i saw a horse made of pure light. and when it moved its muscles refracted like glass in morning light and in the reflection i saw myself, but younger, and full of innocence. and i wept, ye, i fell to my knees and wept, and in my tears i saw myself, but older, and wiser. and i wept for three days and three nights and on the third day the horse raised its head to me, and it s

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Hi I'm 1 years old and learning to read through your posts. Cigarette.

very good job using your words! will someone get this toddling bitch a smoke

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thanks dude but i think i got this covered