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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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You’re so sweet and cute. I’m literally imagining you dressed up similar to that bear and surprising me. Hehe. I hope you have a good halloween, I don’t have any plans. Money is tight and I don’t really have friends. Me and steff went out to Korean bbq last night and it was so so good, expensive, but so so good. We wanted to go like a month ago but it was so busy so we went yesterday at like 3pm haha. I want to talk to you. I hope things are going good. Makes me happy you’re traveling, we’re such different people than when we first met. The same but also different
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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Let’s go out for Halloween!! What do you want to dress up as? I want to be sexy on your arm 🥰
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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I think of you often even though I am not here often. I don’t see the moon often either, I am not really out at night. I’m in my sleepy phase of knocking out like 7pm - 2am then waking up in the middle of the night. Every night isn’t like that but I basically get sleepy as soon as I’m home from work. Life is looking up for me but also not, I this week I’ve felt very apathetic and depressed, like nothing matters and I try but it doesn’t change anything so why try. That’s not the attitude I want to have so I work on it. Rawr rawr reader
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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I am happy you’re doing things for yourself and visiting your dad in Vegas. That’s so cool! I hope you have fun! It’s crazy you will be closer to me than we have been in awhile but still so far away. I wish we could visit even though I’m not sure it’s good. But.
Heh hello! It’s Saturday I’m working remotely. I got my car stuff figured out so yay!! The car that is mine now is a 2014 something Nissan, it’s a bittersweet feeling cause my Honda Civic was better and I was making about the same monthly payments on it. But the economy has changed.
I also went on a date last weekend and had a really fun time but then the next day he told me he just wanted to be friends. So now I feel weird and scared like I don’t want to talk to anyone, I don’t want to date rn but it would be nice to have someone to go on dates with, if that makes sense.
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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It’s a long story. I sold my civic when I moved in with asshole because he had cars. Then when we separated a few months ago, I didn’t have a car and he said I could “have” one of his. But the joke is: it’s a shit car and he never paid for anything so it’s funny he is gifting it to me. It’s steff’s car, her name is on it and she’s making the payments on it. Idk how much they bought that car for originally but it’s worth about 3k now (an absolute junker) so steff is going to sell it and keep 100% of what it sells for cause she’s going to go upside down on it. So again, so nice of him to gift me this car that is in one way his other than he wanted it.
Me and steff joke and call it a spaceship cause it’s big and awkward and weird looking. I don’t think it will make it through the winter, it has a lot of problems and would cost like about 3k to fix them. I did find a car I liked yesterday but there were some complications with the finalization so it’s “mine” but I need to go back up there to get the keys. I’m happy with the car I picked out yesterday but there was also a lot of frustration there. I wish I had my Honda Civic. The car I’m getting is low key shit. It’s better than the car I’m driving now but sigh. It’s not what I want. I want to cry thinking about it. I had a nice car. I had a nice fucking car and I got rid of it because he told me to. It sucks having to pick up the pieces and rebuild when I don’t have any pieces it seems like to build
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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Hehe hopefully I’m going to sell my current car and get a different one. I’m nervous but also excited!! I hope you have a decent day 💕💕
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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Heheh hiiiiii :3
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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i took that video for you. wanting to add you on snapchat but not sure and don't want to hurt you. i've been trying to take pictures or videos of the mountains
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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you have a great day too!! hehe im working remotely on saturdays so i'm doing that rn and the morning is always the busiest heh i probably will be able to talk more later
so happy you were able to find a new plug for weed!! hehe yay!!
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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rawr!!!!! rawr!!!!
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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I’m sorry to hear all of that J :( I think you’re handling everything very well. Dont apologize for ranting, this is your safe space, same as it is for me. I understand everythin you’re saying about your mom and your dad. I would be there for a hug and I would try to be there to listen and support you any way I could 💕
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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I’m sorry to hear you’re moving, it’s a double edged sword. You and him might be able to get a better place but I am anxious but wanting to be optimistic. I honestly hate you’re working so much but I understand. To relate a bit, I was thinking of going back into blue collar jobs (nothing wrong with those jobs) and maybe even 3rd shift cause that’s the way to maximize your money. But I don’t want to. I want to write more but getting busy :/
I want to add you on sc but not really. I’m sorry I feel like I’ve been repeating the same thing frequently. I want to add you because I don’t really come on this blog anymore. maybe I should. It’s connected to my main one which was good for like finding myself.
I want to add you on Snapchat but also I don’t want to because I would feel bad if I didn’t answer you for a few days but it would make me happy to be connected like that. Seeing your story or just being able to send you a quick picture.
Rawr rawr :0) were both going through things i feel like but thinking of you and enjoy your posts
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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i'm sorry i haven't been on! i won't be able to go to OH sadly, maybe but also i don't want to!! i feel like it would be a lot of energy, it would be nice but i don't think what i need right now. anyways gonna read your posts soon!
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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i'm sorry work was frustrating!! i read every bit and enjoyed knowing what you're up to and how you feel about me. i want to respond more but truly just feeling like saying nothing.
i'm feeling very tired in a lot of different ways but things are looking up! in a few weeks i think i will have more energy because i won't have to deal with him or the old house anymore. there will still be stress (mostly financial and car) but i'm doing my best to figure out a plan.
anyways i'm trying to get back into playing games and i downloaded an xbox app on my phone and, it tells me when you go online 🥹 so in the mornings or whenever i get a notification that you've logged in and it makes me smile :0)
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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hehe i wish there was a better way for us to talk but also i don't? cause it would probably be spaced out similarly to this and i don't want you being frustrated with how long it takes me to reply. i know that isn't you but yeah. my schedules are getting better and things are looking up even though still not great. we're really tight on money right now which makes me sad for a lot of reasons but.
you're sweet. your posts make me smile. they still bring me comfort and i do want those things with you. harry potter marathon yea of course!!
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ihateeverything101 · 2 years ago
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hello!! still been doin a lot. i feel more well rested but right now we are stressed for money! i know i can ask my family but i really don't want to. anyways your posts make me smile and i hope you've been good! my new place isn't really set up yet which is fine cause we've only been here a week but sometimes i feel like i can't rest till everything is done, but that will be like weeks or months in the future!! ra ra ra things are ok but stressful 💕
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