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i miss writing , i wanna write more in the new year but i feel so burntout . i have 0 motivation, but i miss you guys

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i miss writing , i wanna write more in the new year but i feel so burntout . i have 0 motivation, but i miss you guys

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Hi guys! School has rlly been kicking my ass but I'm on winter break now so maybe I'll start back writing.

I rlly do hope I do, school kinda ruined the motivation I had for it :/

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Unpopular Opinion that may get me cancelled:

This may sound ridiculous but I genuinely don't ship MJ and Peter. Like there's no iteration of them that ignites any type of emotion within me whatsoever.

If I'm being completely honest. It's like "Yes, heterosexual white couple with a woman basically written to be your perfect match from day one, with no sort of later internal conflict or growth at it's basis, yes, give us nothing and argue about the same thing for 50 years"

Every MJ and Peter scene I've seen in my life I've watched like

Completely emotionless and unmoved. There is no conflict to me. We know they end up together. It's been 70 years. The end.

MAYBE MCU Michelle and Peter from the MCU but even then that's like one specific scene from Far From Home.

But even in ITSV the whole time I was straight faced cause like....

Yeah, they get back together. Of course they do. And if they don't even better for me.

I am a Felicia Hardy supremacist. No offense to MJ but give me a strong sexual assault survivor who is wholy independent, has her own moral code and goals, and is openly ready to deal with conflict between her and Peter even if they still love each other.

Like.. enough of the 'gf sitting at home worried about her superhero bf'. I want the story where the bf is the one worried about his gf doing crazy superhero shit (Peter and Felicia)

Like you can't tell me you be watching MJ Peter scenes not knowing what's gonna happen or what they're gonna say or do they second the scene starts.

It's the same every time. Even if they try and throw in a little conflict it still ends the same.

YEAH and I'm counting NWH because we know we're gonna see Michelle again. The very obviously set up that she remembers Peter so,

When I'm watching Felicia and Peter - talking the video game - I genuinely don't know what's going to happen, what Felicia's angle is, or how they're going to express their emotions to each other.

There's conflict that actually develops over time and effects their relationship on a deep level for years in the comics.

They write MJ to be perfect for Peter, so every argument or breakup they have is contrived or forced as hell (One More Day). And they expect me to be on the edge of my seat.

At least TASM went for Gwen.

No shade to people who ship them though and I mean that.

It's just- It's just not for me. I need some conflict and growth here.

I will always ship Peter and Felicia first.

On the basis that their differening moral codes but willingness to see the other side while not compromising their morals plus them not falling into traditional relationship labels is just more compelling to me

Seeing a SA survivor taking back her power by becoming a vigilante, finally growing to trust a man who's face she hasn't even seen, and then coming to terms with who he is under the mask, as well as questioning her moral code of stealing - to be that's way more interesting than whatever the hell him and MJ got going on back at home.

I love MayDay tho.

This is one opinion from me you ain't gonna change. I ain't gonna argue about it. This was a Felicia x Peter blog before it was a Hobie one. Bring out the casket I'mma drop dead on this hill

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Me but this app instead

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the thing that gets me about about barbie is that barbie land wasn’t even purposefully a matriarchy, barbie land came about because of the way little girls were playing with their barbies, it wasn’t created by mattel it was created by the people using the toys, so the fact that the barbies ignored the ken’s and had girls night every night wasn’t because they had some bias against him, it was just an accurate depiction of how kids play with barbies. I had some ken dolls as a child and they were essential to the plot in the sense that of course my barbie has a boyfriend because that represented the world i saw around me, but also he didn’t have any purpose in my dream world because i was only interested in what the girls were doing because they represented me and how i wanted to be, I wanted girls night every night I wanted the girls to be president and austronauts and not because of some inherent feminist idea but because I was a girl and I wasn’t thinking about boys, ken was an accessory. this movie wasn’t made to change the world but it showed a different perspective than what we usually see which I thought was fun. Men don’t have to be the centre of all our stories and its not even because we hate them, sometimes we’re just not thinking about them

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— SPIDER-VERSE M.LIST

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A Place to Call Home — “ y/n never had people to call family until they meet a certain group of spider's ”

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A Place to Call Home m.list

spider-verse m.list main m.list

pairings : spider-verse x gn reader (platonic)

summary : y/n never had people to call family until they meet a certain group of spider's

cw/tw : found family trope, angst, reader's canon event just happened, miles' saved his dad in this story, e42 miles and e1620 miles see each other as brothers, father figure miguel and peter, mother figure jess

1. A beginning to an end

2. Meeting them

3. TBD

taglist : @soundsfunbutno

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Hobie is 16/17 to me but ima keep my mouth shut abt that on TikTok cs I refuse to argue wit them crazy ppl abt my opinion

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— AVATAR M.LIST

main m.list

Do They Hate Me? — “ y/n has always thought the boys didn't like her, the boys have always thought y/n didn't like them. ”

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— MASTERLIST

AVATAR

“ the way of water has no beginning and no end ”

SPIDER-VERSE

“ the power of the multi-verse is in the palm of my hand ”

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Do They Hate Me? — 2. We wanna talk to her

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pairings : ao'nung x neteyam x black fem reader

a/n : this is really short to me. terribly, terribly short. i'm trying to make the parts longer but this is my first ever story so i'm having very bad writer's block and just basically struggling over all.

story m.list previous next

taglist : @il0veheartz @bigdikzaddy @kodzuvk @cherrybb-ily @rotxo-shawty @liyahsocorro @starstruckmentalitypaper @avatar4life @anonnreaderr777 @syulangg @x-ratedhimbo

The bell rung, third period had finally ended. Y/n quickly packed her bags wanting to get out of the same room as Neteyam and Ao'nung as soon as possible.

Soon as she was out the classroom and in the hallway, she pulled out her phone opening her messages to text Tsireya and Kiri.

Swiping out of the messaging app and clicking the power button on her phone, she slid the phone into her pocket with a small smile on her face and a quiet giggle.

Kiri always complained about only sharing gym with Tsireya and Y/n, and Kiri loathed the class with her whole being. Her brothers were also in the class, as well as Tsireya's brother and cousin. It didn't help that Kiri hated how Lo'ak always tried flirting with Tsireya, but honestly who could blame him.

Too caught up in her thoughts, she failed to notice the two older boys watching her with worried eyes. They wanted to talk to her, try and see if they could comfort her but the girl bolted out of the class before they could even finish packing up. Plus they were aware she didn't like the two, or at least that's what they concluded.

"Maybe we could ask our sisters." Ao'nung suggested, still observing Y/n. He knew the feeling of not being liked by another. Yeah he was popular, but he was also a jackass and he knew that, yet he still felt uncomfortable with the way his mind was reacting to Y/n not liking him.

Neteyam however, the feeling was somewhat new. He was a people pleaser, he rarely dealt with not being liked as his years went by and the few times it did, it didn't really bother him. But for her, something was different.

A simple "mhm.." was all he gave Ao'nung as a reply before the two went on to their own classes.

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— WELCOME

➜ i'm lasha , pronounced lashay :p

➜ 2007

➜ black

➜ she/her

➜ masterlist

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the second part of Do They Hate Me? in my drafts rn #slay

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Do They Hate Me? m.list

avatar m.list main m.list

pairing : ao'nung x neteyam x black fem reader

summary : y/n has always thought the boys didn't like her, the boys have always thought y/n didn't like them.

cw/tw : slight slow burn, the boys fall first but reader falls harder, high school au, human au

1 — Pilot

2 — We wanna talk to her

3 — ???

taglist : @il0veheartz @bigdikzaddy @kodzuvk @cherrybb-ily @rotxo-shawty @liyahsocorro @starstruckmentalitypaper @avatar4life @anonnreaderr777 @syulangg @x-ratedhimbo

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y'all ready for this spider verse smau? 😍

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back hi, uhm part 2 of do you hate me tmrw maybe and updating tag list tonight