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i'm reading to room nineteen again, and its solidifying how really medicore the last 2 episodes of because this is my first life is. like the whole point of to room nineteen as a story is talking about personhood and the seperation of someones indivdiual personhood and their feelings from the front they put on for the world. so to have the climax of the story in the final episode to be about "opening room 19" makes zero sense. i still love the show a lot, heck i've seen it 3 times now, but they dropped the ball on how it ended.

i get they had to squeeze in a typical kdrama cliche somewhere, they have the random for no reason break up that just happens to have some tension, and despite the serious critiquing marriage throughout the entire run of it, it ultimately ends with the three main couples being married and subliminally going with the idea that marriage is what makes you happy.

like episode 1-14 are perfect, 15-16 are just very...not good. idk what changed, did they change writers somewhere? because its just a sudden tonal shift that makes very little sense. ji ho was someone who always did things that made sense, so to have her suddenly be stupid is weird. but i did like seeing se hee have his breakdown and finally reveal how he feels, it just doesn't make sense that they did it in the way that they did

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testing out a new drawing tablet since my old one had this issue of glictching a lot, really nice to be drawing again :)

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man my friend is a total swiftie...shes not fully like defensive of taylor she admits shes not a good person exactly, but hearing her go on and on about her is...begining to be slighlty annoying

well i dont mind it that much but hopefully i can get her to listen to more music lol

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white ppl think racism and imperialism just spring into existence from nothing like big bang style instead of being constantly reproduced and upheld by ... say it with me ... white ppl

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alright guys im curious. who were the worst mutuals youve ever had

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Oh I'm gonna say something controversial and "problematic" real quick. White queers think being gay and/or trans is the ultimate form of oppression. And just like any other white person they must make themselves out to be the ultimate victim. "They would kill me in Palastine." "They would hatecrime me immediately in the middle east." "I could get beheaded by those people, that's why I don't support them." Are all things I've heard from white gays, mind you these people are living in AMERICA.

The same country who made it their mission to slander and eradicate the LGBTQ community, just a few months ago they were literally calling us groomers and p*dophiles and people were falling for that propaganda just like how yall are currently falling for the propaganda that all Palestinians are "terrorists" and are "bloodthirsty". And just how y'all are falling for that bullshit pinkwashing by israel.

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since I'm cleaning i found a mini album of my baby pictures, here's my mom and dad holding me :)

honestly i used to not get what people ment by me looking like my mom but now I do

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man i spent some of my own money i've been saving up, feels weird to but ive had a hard uni year so i'm treating myself to some nicer stuff since anyways i need to replace some things

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reblog for sample size !!

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reblog for sample size !!

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real tired of prismatic-bell on my dash if I may be totally honest

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you know on some level i do understand why people gravitate towards CNC/dubious consent type of content, it's the feeling of being wanted so badly by someone that they go to the point of losing their control to have their way with you, the obsession and possessiveness can be a very alluring thing to people who are already lonely or may not have ever had anyone interested in them.

but for me at least i don't get it? because assault doesn't happen because people desire too much or cannot control themselves, most of the time people assualt because of power. desire is one part of it sure but it's not the full thing and thats the thing that annoys me the most about people's interest in CNC. not that its "immoral" but that it's just a fundamental misunderstanding of how being assaulted or raped happens. and with the way people talk about paraphillias or how being a "no contact pedophile" works, i really don't think people grasp that at all.

i wish more people would understand that i guess. In some way that fantasy of being desired isn't a bad one to have inherently, but i hope we get to the point where people at least understand obsession isn't that romantic.

and tbh CNC is by no means and underground kink it's super common, I'm annoyed by how common it is actually, like for every one smutty erotic story with consent there's like 10 yandere dubcon stories, how do people here act like it's so persecuted?

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I'm going through my cupboard to fold clothes i had just stuffed in there properly and man, I've never worn this and i don't know which occasion i would wear this to lol. this is a hand-me-down from my aunt who actually goes clubbing and stuff so it makes sense for her, but im a homebody lmao.

despite that i don't have the heart to give it away because it's very cute

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Of course you don’t. Free college might hinder the school-to-prison pipeline your  prison owning donors depend on

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Help out a depressed disabled lesbian 😞

I'm running out of essentials and really need to get some groceries. I hate to do this, but could I please get some help? My chronic pain has been getting worse and I've been really down; I'm not doing very well. Thank you for any help and for also reblogging. Words cannot express my gratitude. 🩵🩷🤍

p/ypal: Saintsilence6

c/shapp: Saintsilence

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help a Black trans woman keep a roof over her head:

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hey again, beryl here! eternally thankful for all the help with getting me what i need to apply for+start my electrician apprenticeship! i am making this post because i need help paying our share of rent this month ($554 due 5/1). im still waiting on a few documents before i can even apply for my apprenticeship, and i have been applying to jobs in the meantime, but i havent heard back from anywhere so we are definitely going to need help so we can keep our housing. anything folks can spare helps a ton!

i have venmo, cashapp, and my husband has paypal, if you donate leave a house emoji in the payment note!

thanks so much, and please dont tag this post unless for accessibility reasons!

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More memes cos this man was a legend