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✨just distract yourself so you don’t binge 😇✨

Me who’s been fighting off the urge for the last 3 fucking hours

Like Jesus Christ end me now

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Another Adderall fast today and then OMAD tomorrow with my boyfriends parents 😎

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LOST 4 POUNDS OVERNIGHT FROM BEING GEEKED AND MY FAST

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I love Adderall I love not having food noise or an appetite all day

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Alright y’all I gotta steady supply of Adderall now. My weight is horrific. I see my man in about a month for 4 days. The sun is out again. Time to lock tf in.

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Getting my snaps from a year ago and seeing how skinny I was is genuinely making me tweak out

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Didn’t lose as much as I thought I would but I did lose 1.6 lbs. so I’m now at 146.8. Liquids only today in my calorie limit

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Weight loss hack? Go through my man’s following and the accounts of the girls he used to fw

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Was at my lowest weight a year ago today. God I miss the way my face looked. How noticeable my hip bones and chest bones were, how flat my stomach was, MY THIGH GAP. I will be back soon 🙏

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Being a lower weight after being obese your whole life makes you realize why people freak out when they gain or lose ten pounds

Gaining or losing ten pounds on my bigger body did nothing of a difference but being smaller it can dictate whether your jeans fit or not like WTF 😭 like oh it’s actually noticeable now if I gain or lose weight like that

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Successfully fasted today 😎

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Lost a whole pound! 148.4! So glad to be out of the 150s again and I could be 145 by Saturday which is when I see my boyfriend finally!

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Ended up maintaining from Sunday. Monday I had like 1400 cals and lost down to 149.4 yesterday morning and yesterday I had Bojangles for breakfast and then like half a burger my friend made. I shouldn’t gain andddd I popped an addy last night so I might even lose and today I’m fasting cuz I’m doing more adderall today

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Only ate meals with my boyfriends family today and had a lower cal coffee hopefully won’t gain tomorrow lunch I didn’t overeat and dinner was healthy but tomorrow I’m back to restricting until Saturday when I get to see my boyfriend!

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OMAD today and I actually did it but ofc got super bloated right before a club night tonight love fucking up my bowels from trying to be skinny

Anyways here’s my goth club makeup for tonight

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First probation meeting coming up in a couple days I’ll be able to pop the addys sooooooon

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OMAD today considering I can even eat anything and keep it down. Will be dancing all night though cuz I got the goth clubbbb