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some 1989 era moments ~

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Wednesday, October 18.

A dog eating a tomato

The audacity of this chump. If ever you feel like you're stealing a living, like you should be contributing more to society, if the productivity guilt of late-stage capitalism gnaws away, insidiously, at the edges of your conscience, cast your mind back to this footage. Munching on the crop like he pays the bills.

A dog eating a tomato? A dog stealing a tomato? That is the question on everybody's lips this Wednesday, October 18.

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nyanyanyanyan

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“ts11 will be the joe album” “ts11 will be the travis album” idk man i kinda feel like it’s gonna be a taylor swift album. yknow, the singer and songwriter?

but pls continue to define her work by the men she’s seen with & also be angry at tabloids for doing the exact same thing

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TAYLOR SWIFT The Eras Tour (2023)

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get to know me :)

i see a lot of ppl do these idk why I haven't but hey!

My name is Kat i'm a nonbinary lesbian!! I use they/them pronouns. I know my whole ACC theme is 1989 rn but I'm actually a lover kinda person its my favorite album with reputation and evermore right after in that order. I'm really into lyricism so if you'd like to analyze lyrics with me please do dm me id love to. Besides Taylor Swift I'm really not much into pop music (not that its bad it bangs for sure just never gravitated to it as much) I mean I really enjoy Ariana Grande and Melanie Martinez but that's the only pop I care about. I'm super into emo bands actually... I really like Taking back Sunday and Brand New + The Used. I'm also definitely a Pop Punk listener I really adore The Academy is and Fall Out Boy as well as Paramore and as for nonmusic interests I mostly get hyperfixed on games or YouTubers (oh yeah I'm autistic I forgot to say that hi guys) rn Im really into Sinjin Drowning and Commentary YouTubers like Kurtis Connor,Drew Gooden and Danny Gonzales as well as Chad Chad and Jarvis Johnson and the game Im most into rn (simply for the lore) is FNAF :3 Please don't hesitate to try and make friends with me I'd really enjoy a friendship.

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new theme

okay guys is it eating

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rebranding

I need to think of what to do with my tumblr. I've actually really come to love this platform its so silly(positive connotation). I definitely want to stay Taylor related just less gaylor.... ofc I will never shut up abt being queer or relating to her songs in a queer way, but, I find the specific way I was gayloring was not in line with how I would want to be treated so yeah just didn't feel morally sound. I was thinking maybe I could analyze songs and share what they mean for me bc I have so much lore with her songs because of my past abusive relationship so possibly I could build some type of community of people who felt the way I did or are currently struggling idk guys LMK (also regardless of if my content steers that way or not if you think you may be being abused in ANY kind of way or know it and are struggling with what to do my DMS are 100 percent open cute pies)

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Let's not dox people guys! As much as I am starting to dislike my own portion of the fandom this is absolutely bonkers and weird. GET VPNS tho there are some free ones on the app store I personally LOVEEEE using "Free VPN by Free VPN.org" developed by VPN, Privacy & Security :) <3

Doxing’s started. Stay safe everyone.

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FYI as a gaylor account, she isnt your friend .. She shouldn't have to think abt GAYLORS feelings when she is trying to be raw and open abt her own, and honestly ur acting like she said "fuck the gaylors and fuck gay people" all she said is shes tired of people overanalyzing her dating life whether it is with a man or a woman. Whatever gender people are speculating about her being with she doesn't want it, and I think its a normal request to just have some privacy. How is she baiting you..? Saying that she doesn't want you speculating about ANY of her relationships regardless of if they are male or female is not coming out as straight nor is it coming out as queer. This is one of the main problems I have with the gaylor community.. If she isn't gay enough for you or doing things that allow you to feel comfortable with ur over analyzation you turn on her. I'm glad she's been this blunt because now she can shed selfish people like you out of her fandom. FYI people should be allowed to experiment with their sexuality without having to answer to people like you. If she dabbled in lesbian porn or even actually being with girls IRL its none of our business nor does she have to disclose that to you. I'm sorry that SOME swifties are using this as an excuse to be homophobic and I'm sorry that you feel in danger within this fandom your feelings are genuine and scary. I myself would be scared being openly queer in front of the majority of taylors fanbase. However, just because her words are being used as a weapon of hatred doesn't mean its HER fault. You can't be mad at her for whatever people make of her feelings. Also hot take analyzing every word and moment of her life to point out its queerness is 100% outing and isn't okay. I'm convinced that you guys will be unhappy with her until you pull a Kit Connor on her and she comes out for YOU. Also I'm tired of this argument of "Well, the hetlors are already writing breakup songs for her and Travis, and they are editing her pregnant." Wait till you find out nuance bc omg. BOTH SIDES ARE UTTERLY INSANE. The point of this matter is no one should be analyzing her life this way. NO ONE should be trying to prove that she is straight OR that she is queer its so invasive and problematic, ESPECIALLY on the gaylors side because imagine the homophobia she may experience if you find something of substance that proves shes queer and she gets attacked for it. All that she said is that she doesn't want analyzation of her sexuality and romance from both sides of this spectacle. This reaction was completely insensitive. Instead of anger you should have sat down and thought about how your behavior is affecting an artist that you care about in some way or another. You should have taken this time to reflect. That is what I have done and why I will also not be gaylor posting anymore unless I have some random thought such as this. Do better.

im so sick of her baiting the gaylors and then writing shit like this that she KNOWS swifties will use to hurt gaylors. and the worst part is she phrases it in a way where she still has plausible deniability. she constantly does things that encourage us to speculate and on her relationships and then whines about it when people do it!!! like fucking liking lesbian p*rn and all the kaylor posts on kissgate. i cant keep on accepting this and accepting that the repercussions will bring me so much hate. If she keeps on doing this i will have to unstan or at the very least delete my gaylor accounts bc if she is pretending to be a closeted queer person for her career/pr/streams it is genuinely insane and very problematic. I had so many hetlors in my fighting w me and calling me slurs during lavendergate and now i have to deal with this shit again? i already know that one line will bring me and other gaylors so much hate and hurt, it is becoming unacceptable for her to continue doing this. and on top of that it makes me feel insane and delusional for thinking ive found some queer subtext in her music. like i imagined it all. especially after saying "gay pride makes me, me". i dont know how much longer i can actually handle her saying shes an ally, and "planting the seeds of allyship", and then stabbing gaylors (a very large majority of whom are queer) in the back. if she want to hide her sexuality, there are much better ways of doing that than whatever bait and switch she keeps on doing. if she is queer, by no means am i asking her to come out but the very least she can do is stop putting us in danger.

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just girly things

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...catching my death

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this photo

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people when trauma victims act traumatized especially in a way that is unpalatable to them because it involves lashing out and unpredictable moods and having boundary issues rather than just being demure, sad, and consumable

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delicate

pairing: taylor swift x fem!reader

word count: 1191

warnings: angst (kind of?), comfort

summary: you knew what you were in for when you started dating the world-renowned pop-star, but you'd underestimated the feeling of inferiority that would come with it.

No matter how hard you'd tried to, you couldn't ignore the uneasy feeling that had settled in your stomach over the past few weeks.

You had always prided yourself for your laid-back nature, but as of lately, you'd been feeling neglected. The millions of people thirsting over your girlfriend wasn't doing you any favors either.

You'd known what to expect, dating a world-renowned popstar. You'd known what being in a relationship with her came with. Rest assured, she'd always made clear that she was no better than you in any way, but that was hard to believe when she was earning millions a night whilst you were rotting away in your bedroom, watching another rerun of Gilmore Girls.

You knew you shouldn't be. You should've been happier by now. Healthier. When you'd first started dating Taylor, you felt at the top of the world. But even then, the slight feeling of inferiority crept in. You'd never say anything about it. How could you? And even if you did, what could she do about it? You knew she wasn't about the end her entire career for you, and you didn't expect her to. There was no balance in your relationship, no matter how hard you tried. You'd always the the inferior one, the weaker one, the mundane one.

Which was exactly why you hadn't made your relationship with her public. The backlash would've been ruthless, and you couldn't put Taylor through that. You'd been the one to make that decision, but the way she'd agreed to it just a little too excitedly still lingered in the back of your mind.

No.

You weren't doing this again.

With a reluctant groan, you slipped out of your bedsheets and drew open the blinds. You were immediately met with the sun's unwelcoming gaze.

You stumbled back, just managing to catch yourself on the corner of your bedside table. The sharp corner jabbed into your skin, pain shooting up your bone.

A small wince escaped your throat as you instinctively jumped away. You could feel the blood pooling around your wound, but you couldn't bother to clean it up. It's not like there was anyone around to impress, anyways.

You could practically hear Taylor gently admonishing you inside your head. Handling you like you were going to break at any second.

You cringed at the thought, pushing it to the back of your mind. Instead, you directed your attention to Meredith.

"What shall we do today, hm?" you asked, sliding open your closet door. "Go to the mall? Go on a run?"

You swiveled around, only to be met with an unamused set of blue eyes.

"Come on, Mere," you groaned. "You're really not helping here at all."

Instead of acknowledging you, she chose to march off instead, leaving you to decide on today's activities by yourself.

A ping! noise vibrated off your phone, distracting you from the incredibly difficult task of choosing an outfit to wear today. Your eyes lit up at the sight of the name on your screen.

Taylor: Hey babe, I'll probably be here in around ten minutes. Can't wait to see you!

Your brows furrowed, confusion overtaking your features. It was only until you spotted the date on your lockscreen that you finally remembered.

"Shit," you groaned.

You'd forgotten that your girlfriend was coming back home today.

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After what seemed like hours of mindless panicking, you'd finally managed to calm down. You'd gotten the blood off the nightstand, and had managed to tidy up the bedroom. All you had to do now was wait.

You'd changed into a floral sundress and had done your skincare for what was probably the first time in months. You'd quickly whipped up a batch of cookies, which were baking in the oven. For someone who was spiraling just an hour ago, you cleaned up pretty nice. You were just hoping that your girlfriend would fall for the illusion.

Just as it seemed like she was never coming, the door creaked open. Your eyes widening in excitement, you ran towards the entrance, a smile plastered on your face.

"Taylor!" you yelled, embracing your girlfriend in a tight hug. The blonde popstar laughed, placing down her bags.

"Hey, baby girl," she said, kissing you on the forehead.

"I missed you," you whispered, practically melting into her.

"I missed you too, baby, so much."

Finally, you pulled away, watching as Taylor got settled back in.

"How long are you staying for?" you quipped.

She sighed, hanging her coat by the doorway. "Just for a few days. I have to be in Los Angeles soon."

You tried your best to hide the disappointment in your voice. "Oh. Well, it's great to have you back."

Taylor barely acknowledged your comment, instead turning towards the oven.

"Oh! You're making cookies," she exclaimed in delight. "Can't wait to try them."

You gave her a small smile, before following her up to your bedroom suite.

You're like a lost puppy.

You grimaced at the voice in your head, the same voice that had haunted every dream of yours for the past few months. You'd tried to shrug it off at first, but the more you tried to ignore it, the louder it got.

"Babe? Are you listening?"

Taylor's voice jolted you out of your train of thought, her cerulean eyes boring into yours.

"Yeah," you answered shakily, forcing a smile back onto your face.

You could practically feel the atmosphere drop. The look in your girlfriend's eyes told you everything you needed to know.

"Y/N..."

"I'm fine," you snapped, turning away from her. You couldn't bear to look her in the eyes right now. You couldn't face the same soft-spoken words, the way she'd coerce you into her arms again.

"You're not fine. What happened, baby?"

You hated it. You hated when she talked to you like this. You didn't know why this was such a trigger for you, but you knew that you didn't like it.

Yet then again, it was exactly what you needed. A push. You'd been growing distant, and it hadn't gone unnoticed by Taylor. She had only come back for one reason, after all.

"You can tell me. I'm here to listen."

That was the final nail in the coffin. You could feel the tears burning in the back of your eyes, the red flush returning to your cheeks.

"I just missed you, that's all," you rasped, but even you didn't believe yourself this time.

You could feel Taylor's fingers glide over your jaw, gently forcing it upwards so that you were facing her.

"I love you," she husked. "You know that, right?"

The silence that followed confirmed her suspicions.

"Oh, baby girl," she sighed, her hand finding it's way around the back of your head. She pulled you closer, your face just inches above her breasts. "You can let go. I'm here."

With a final, shaky breath, you relented, letting go of your body. Taylor led you towards the bed, pulling you up onto her lap.

"Everything's going to be okay," she murmured, running her fingers through your hair.

And just for one moment, with your head on her lap and her calloused hands delicately caressing your skin, you truly did believe her.

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hey!! so i just wanted to come here and say that if taylor and joe have broken up (and please remember this is still a very massive IF) we as swifties should not ask taylor about the breakup if somehow presented with the opportunity, should not bring posters or wear clothing to eras tour that asks about the breakup or bashes joe, should not send joe any hate whatsoever (we have no idea of what might have happened and it is none of our business), should not pick apart her speeches or songs she performs on tour to somehow relate it to the alleged breakup (especially on social media where taylor spends a lot of time. doing this privately is okay, it is your life, but please remember that taylor does see a lot of what we post online, especially on tiktok, so please be mindful of her and her feelings!!), should not under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES make disgusting, tone deaf jokes and/or comments about the breakup (i will not hesitate to annihilate any one of you online if it comes down to it. i’m a nice person but i will not let that slide. this goes for gaylors and kaylors as well. regardless of what you believe concerning taylor’s love life it is absolutely not okay to make some of the comments being said online.)

it is perfectly okay to be sad about this and have empathy for taylor. it is perfectly okay to send her love online as most of us just want the absolute best for her. but please please please remember that taylor and joe are real people with real feelings. if they have broken up they deserve to have their space and not be poked and prodded about this, especially by those who call themselves their fans.

send them love but be mindful of their feelings and boundaries!!!! and please remember that nothing has been officially confirmed as of right now.

regardless, sending taylor and joe love and well wishes. and leaving it there <3