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Hello everyone ! I was gone cause I was finishing my thesis. This is it, Enjoy

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You only feel it when it's lost

Getting through still has a cost…

Save me kanej x hozier comission save me !!!!

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I'll follow you downtown the road for pray

And I'll never let you know the truth, that no one's there 💞

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Locked me up in towers,but I'd visit in your dreams and they tried to warn you about me.

Cross your thoughtless heart ,only liquor anoints you.She's the albatross. She is here to destroy you

( ehem dear kanej lover can i also interest you in said side dish ???? Helnikxalbatross ????)

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I was tame, I was gentle 'til the circus life made me mean

"Don't you worry, folks, we took out all her teeth"

Who's afraid of little old me?

Well, you should be

( nothing special just somth i drew while thinking about TS new album …. It was suppose to have a second slide but i got tired so here it is 🫶🏻)

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Kaz Brekker is such an anomaly. Is he a well-written, well-rounded character? Yes. Did he learn his lesson in the end? No. Did he become either better or worse? No. Did he grow as a person? You could say that. Do we have even a remote understanding what he will do next? Absolutely not.

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@grishaverseonline mission 09: favorite series

fear is a phoenix. you can watch it burn a thousand times and still it will return.

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kanej is always either a married couple or the world's most awkward teenagers

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Just wanted to say I LOVE your comic adaptation and all your art, especially your Inej and Kaz!! You're awesome! Thanks for sharing your amazing talent with all of us (but especially me) <3<3

Thank you very much!!! Always happy whenever I get the time to work on the comic. Doodling this reminded me of how much I miss drawing them together…

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Well I Think Nows A Great Time To Share My Full Zine Pics From Way Back When

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here they are all together !!!

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i miss them

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@grishaverseonline mission 09: favorite series

fear is a phoenix. you can watch it burn a thousand times and still it will return.

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thinking about this moment again:

particularly in regards to this conversation:

thinking about inej, who is actively dying, asking kaz for an apology. inej, whose native tongue leaves no room for triviality here. this isn’t “you were mean to me and you need to make nice,” it’s so much deeper.

this is “promise me you won’t treat me like a piece in your chess game again. promise me you won’t keep acting like i’m replaceable. promise me i’m not just another one of your investments.”

this is the first time we see inej holding kaz accountable, the first time we see her ask him to be more, to do better. this is the precursor to the “without armor” conversation. and i think it’s fitting that we never hear whether or not kaz did apologize. because at this point, i don’t think he’s ready to give inej what she’s really asking for here, and in a way, it’s best that she doesn’t hear him say the words. he’s not ready to mean them yet.

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in another universe, colm fahey is sitting down for a lovely meal with his son and smiling as he listens to jesper talk about his friends.

the ghafas are grounding inej for sneaking off at night to spend time with her boyfriend

wylan has a flute recital on the weekend that kaz pretends he won’t go to (no one is fooled)

nina and matthias go on dates to the ice cream shop, and matthias always lets nina eat most of his ice cream

the crows are safe, and instead of being criminals, they are simply a group of trouble-making, angsty teenagers. they are children who were allowed to be children. they get the childhoods they deserve.