ilovebuttermilk

[ilovebuttermilk]

My thoughts while watching my lethal man, a cdrama (if I'm not wrong):

*background music lyrics indicating guy is trouble, said guy: walking in the rain with an umbrella*

Me: see if he were actually trouble and dangerous and stuff, he'd be rawdogging the rain, right? right?

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Or if he had dissociative identity disorder!!!!!

I was rewatching w two worlds and ukw would have been more fun? (at least for me because I like love triangles and the bad guy falling for the main girl) if the killer's face had been same as Kang chul - imagine how much sense it would make + Kang chul had villain potential okay and okay fine maybe the evil twin trope would've been a but cartoonish but would it have also been fun? yessss

[ilovebuttermilk]

I was rewatching w two worlds and ukw would have been more fun? (at least for me because I like love triangles and the bad guy falling for the main girl) if the killer's face had been same as Kang chul - imagine how much sense it would make + Kang chul had villain potential okay and okay fine maybe the evil twin trope would've been a but cartoonish but would it have also been fun? yessss

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i like to think this universe is the best possible reality, that is how i cope. but how can it be the best universe if i'm no longer held in your arms?

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“Men don’t cry”

WRONG

Odysseus cried every morning of his 7 year stay with Calypso. He sobbed on he beach for 2555 days in a row. Do you know how much of a commitment that is?

And do you know how MANLY Odysseus is? The man who was a soldier for ten years, killing for his family. The man who fought giants. The man with muscles so impressive the author had to describe his ‘boxers build’ and ‘rippling thighs’ constantly? The man who easily strung a bow with a 300 pound draw weight, then shot it perfectly? And then proceeded to easily slaughter 100+ grown men?

Never say men don’t cry. Be like Odysseus.

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it's okay if you think you're an unlucky person, for an unlucky person you've been lucky so far

[ilovebuttermilk]

I really thought I'd be kissing you on new year's eve

[ilovebuttermilk]

It turns out whenever you love or have ever loved something it never truly gets lost. I see bits and pieces of my old neighbourhood in my new city. I think of my first love when I see a specific discarded candy wrapper. When my friend's mother gives me a hug I think of how much it's like my own mother's. When I eat something I think how my sister would've liked it a bit more spicier. When it was raining heavily and I was stranded I found a ride luckily but i thought of how my mom couldnt when i was child and walked through waterlogged areas to get to me and my heart is filled with love again. Love is there, the love you give stays, as long as you are looking for it, looking back for it.

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it is confusing how I'll still call it lucky when I'm spending time with you — in person, over call, or taking pictures, or texting you — even in that moment my heart feels pained knowing I'm going to miss it later

[ilovebuttermilk]

it is confusing how I'll still call it lucky when I'm spending time with you — in person, over call, or taking pictures, or texting you — even in that moment my heart feels pained knowing I'm going to miss it later

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but then who am i if i don't wear my heart on my sleeve?

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Literally every time Sun-Jae sees Im Sol and she does something cute:

[I wanna be dark and mysterious but I can't stop giggling]

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I figured out why I like Lovely Runner so much (I think, it's a theory), it's because Sun-jae looks so genuinely happy every time he looks at Im Sol

I don't care what else they do, they just gotta keep that up.

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My sisters and I have the locket app thingy and now since I'm away from home we actually use it and send stuff and I sent a pic of the beautiful architectural facade from my work and my sister sent the photo of our living room and by god it looked so much prettier

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I went to my favourite ice cream parlor the other day. I have a fixed order there and whenever I have it I just feel so lost in the flavour, but only this time I don't recall the sweet taste at all for the company was far sweeter

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I love love in theory and the moment I try it out and even if a tiny not so big thing feels off in the very beginning I run away so basically x or y or z fear is the consistent factor yeah it's okay

[ilovebuttermilk]

I just want to live in a ghibli oceanview town where I have a cosy dream home with plenty of sunlight and amenities and I grow and make my own food, have a cute garden and swing and wear cute clothes and have a nice little cafe i open four days a week and live happily and simply and yeah maybe someone to live alongside with maybe yeah a romantic someone maybe yeah yeah okay