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yk that feeling when you get stuck in the cycle of listening to the same bands over and over, because you know them and finding new music is ~scary~?

yea I'm in that phase rn and I will happily take band recommendations! basically anything emo/rock/hardcore is my preferred style!

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break the cycle. it's been "Why do I feel this way? -> is it ever going to get better? -> Wow, I'm messed up -> I'm insecure about that -> But I'll share my mess with others because the insecurity doesn't control me -> they like it & feel it too -> but if they like it because we're all messed up, then aren't I just secure in my mess? Am I afraid to get cleaned up because then they won't connect with me anymore? -> so then my insecurities do control me -> Why do I feel this way? -> is it ever going to get better? -> Wow, I'm messed up -> I'm insecure about that ->" for as long as I can remember.

Let Him break into the cycle and give you a security in Him, not in your mess. An identity in Him, not in your issues. He's got to take your hand and lead you up, step by step, growing and healing away from that cycle. The cycle shouldn't be who you are. Your support shouldn't be your support just because they have the same mess in common. You shouldn't be worried that by getting a wound healed and moving on, you're giving up your Wounded Support Group.

break the cycle by surrendering to God, who is outside of the cycle and can and does make you a new creation.

what would it be like if you stop looking so much at how you feel, and how you think, and how you are, and start talking about something other than your own psyche? Other than what your psyche has in common with others' psyches? You're so profound when you talk about your thoughts and the people who have the same kinds of thoughts as you. What would it be like if you started looking at something outside of yourself and talking about that?

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this late in the school year, I don't have the mental capacity to theorize and analyze all the new tøp songs, I'm more than happy to just vibe to them and read everyone else's theories

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backslide is totally gonna be stuck in my head for days

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not gonna lie, I’m actually kind of weirdly glad Clancy is delayed a week, because now I have a little more time to process the fact that holy crap I get to live through twenty one pilots dropping a new album

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ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

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you know it's spring when you're driving by fields and suddenly your car smells like cow excrement. yay.

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I can be having the worst day ever, start scrolling Tumblr, see a picture of josh dun smiling and suddenly, life isn't so bad

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https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.infinitycow.eplay

Why do I have a strong feeling that I should not open that link

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the fact that sleeping with sirens is going to be within three hours of me three times over the next few months, yet I most likely won't be able to go to any of their shows is ridiculous

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aight I'm gonna elaborate on this one finally! I only have a few reasons that I believe this theory, but voilà

first off— no one who isn't a bishop can seize, right? so, if he's Keons' son, that'd explain why he's able to seize.

secondly, that'd explain why Nico keeps such a close eye on Tyler. he knows that Tyler is Keons' son and he knows that means Tyler could ruin everything he's doing in Dema, if he can seize. however, I don't think Tyler knows that he's Keons' son, though— because he said "I'm an exception" in the music video.

and the final reason for now, I might come back to this when I'm not tired: why else would Keons sabotage the submarine in the Saturday music video? Would he really betray his fellow bishops for some random person? I guess he might, but it makes a lot more sense to me that he'd betray his fellow bishops for his son.

my favorite random tøp theory that no one asked for: Tyler is Keons' son

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oh, also I think kenric's alive and thriving with the neverseen, because he's been helping them for a while

jensi's a descryer you can't change my mind, I'm gonna continue believing this until I'm proven otherwise in canon and don't ask me to explain why I believe this, I just do

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jensi's a descryer you can't change my mind, I'm gonna continue believing this until I'm proven otherwise in canon and don't ask me to explain why I believe this, I just do

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forget the great gulon incident I want a finalized ballad of Bo and Ro

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just got back from a choir concert. guess what the second song’s first note was!

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reading your own writing and not totally hating it is quite possibly the best feeling there is

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don't let nobody break you down even if they want to make your light go out we live, we die, the lifeless stars shining in the dark

-lifeless stars, by Palaye Royale