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I'm sorry but no one can convince me that diet soda causes weight gain when my people have been surviving on it for generations

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I really need a yoga mat and a playpen for this little dog

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today so far: 50

watching the first couple episodes of tiny pretty things while I stretch and do pt exercises then heading to the gym

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I don't think there's enough time before this wedding for me to restrict enough weight off. I think I'm actually gonna have to go to the gym 😭

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breakfast: 50

lunch: 290

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got an email reminder about cloud storage I had for my old laptop. I opened it and was confronted with the thinspo hoard I kept in 2017. also my dress for a wedding I'm going to next month came and I tried it on and that did not go well so I guess I'm back on this bullshit again..

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balatro has consumed my entire life

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I'm having a very bad day and I'm on my period and I want to eat sweets about it but I'm trying to starve about it instead

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yesterday ended up being about 900/1,000

tonight we're going to eat at a local chain with no nutritional info available. I really love the food there though so I'm just gonna omad except for the 150 calories of coffee I've had today. that should keep me at least under 1,200 for the day

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yesterday was around 1,100

today so far:

banana 105

clementine 35

2 small kosher dill pickles 0

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still haven't eaten. head hurts.

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yesterday only ended up being 315 and I haven't had anything so far today. I know I should, fasting just makes me binge but I just don't want to put food in my mouth. it's too hard right now

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I can't sleep because the starvation euphoria kicked in. I'm wide awake and feel like I'm floating. I'm soo fucking cold though