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DAY 305 of 366. 11.01.2024

It's Nov 1, 2024. I'm seated right here in the dining table. I just finish having my lunch.

WOW. SELFIE HAHAHAHAHAH Gusto mo lang yata iflex yung glasses mong pretty eh. Buti nalang nag bagay sa akin. Akala ko pa naman mukha na akong ewan. Anyway, I'm currently finishing LOVE NEXT DOOR right now dahil loooooong weekend rin naman from school. I promised myself na every long weekend (or technically sembreak, I will just spend it at home and you know, take my time resting. I guess I failed to do that now.) Going back, nanonood ako ng LOVE NEXT DOOR at may scene doon na sobra akong natouched. Like as in. I can take a screenshot of the scene because Netflix has made impossible for people to take a screenshot or screenrecord movies so I'll just share my thoughts about it and why I am so touched by it. Ang context ng scene ay yung bidang babae, si Seok-ryu, may kapatid siya na lalake, Dong-jin, if I'm not mistakent. Now the thing is there so much family drama going on and ang kwento naman ng Dongjin na ito ay he was trying to help the family on his own ways. The thing is, he wanted an instant solution so dahil siya yung balingog sa pamilya, so he resorted to promoting a protein product that is good for people who loves going to gym. Since isa siyang former gym trainer, something related to this din ang nahanap niya na solution. Unfortunately, fake pala yung product na napili niyang ipromote. Something like molding protein product pala siya kasi hindi siya FDA approved something. So yung message naman ng story niya ay dahil he desperately wanted an instant solution to things, nag worsen pa tuloy yung situation nila kasi baka pwede pa siyang makasuhan and all. So they had to fix it and syempre, everyone in the family got mad and all that and an emotional scene took place where he admitted that he just wanted to help and that he knows he was the dumb child in the family, he only wanted to make everyone proud and stuff like that. OH AYAN, COMPLETE ANG CONTEXT HAHAHHAHAHAH GOSH LYKA, MADALDAL KA NANAMAN HUHUHU Anyway, going back ulit. So the scene that followed that after is si Seok-ryu (the bida and the ate, the smart child) went to his room. The scene was like trying to tell Dongjin na he didn't have to be someone great to succeed in life. He didn't have to go that far para lang maging amazing at great sa mata ng ibang tao dahil ang totoo, it won't matter in the end. If gusto niya man na mamuhay ng tama at puno ng purpose, then focus on the things daw that you value. Value the things and people you love in life. You don't have to be the best in the world. Not everyone is meant to live a great life. Some are allowed to just live ordinary lives and that's okay. That is absolutely okay. Di ko alam bakit naiyak ako sa scene na yon. I feel like I haven't really thought of it like that. Like I have always thought that the only way for you to truly live your life to the fullest is if you do something really great even if it means sacrificing your mental health or your happiness at that. WOW. That must have been great to be able to live an ordinary life and not having the crazy drive to do great. I think it still boils down to the truth that I am and have always been trying my very best to live up to the expectations of the people around me and self-sabotage when I know that I am not able to do so. How sad is that. That scene reminded me that in my journey of becoming great, I hope I won't lose my identity. I hope I won't lose myself along the way. I hope I will continue to value the people I love. I hope I will continue to rise above the challenges that may come my way.

It's an odd time to be writing this ng tanghaling tapat at sobrang init ng kapaligiran. But Lyka, I just want to remind you that it's not that bad. The life you have right now are mostly your answered prayers from the past so continue living life the way you desire, just make sure that you do not lose yourself in the process.

It's gonnaaaaa be a looooong journey, may be endless at that but never stop living and don't give it up. HUWAW. Bigla namang naging dramatic yung turn of events sa post na 'to pero truly, LABAN LANG IN LIFE LYKAAAAAAAAA!!! KAYA MO YAN!! KAYA NATIN 'TO! AATTEND PA TAYO NG RIGHT HERE WORLD TOUR. <3333

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DAY 301 of 365. 10.27.2024

I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NOT POSTED FOR SO LONG HERE PERO GUSTO KO LANG SABIHIN SAYO LYKA NA SOBRANG MAHAL NA MAHAL MO YUNG SEVENTEEN!!!!!!!! LIKE NAIIYAK KA SA FRIENDSHIP NILAAAAA AND SUPER IDOL MO SILA WHEN THEY PERFORM AND SING AND JUST BASICALLY THEIR EXISTENCE IN THIS WORLD. I THINK IT'S THEIR FRIENDSHIP THAT MAKES YOU EMOTIONAL AND SENTIMENTAL ABOUT THEM. AYUN LANG. GOOD NIGHT. MATULOG KA NA HUY, 1AM NA. MYGADDDD BAKIT NGA BA AKO NAG SESECOND-PERSON POINT OF VIEW, SARILI KO LANG NAMAN ANG KAUSAP KO AHHHHHHHHHH BYERS!

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DAY 301 of 365. 10/27/2024

HUWAW. The last time I posted here was last February 5, 2024. Time check it is October 27, 12:48AM.

The rain is pouring hard, and you're all by yourself at the sala and zoned out a little and decided to revisit your tumblr account which you haven't used for such a long time now.

Habang nag tatype ka pa ay tumutunog ng malakas yung langit dahil sa kidlat haha I'm not scared of it tho. I mean I usually am but right now, I'm not. HAHAHA. Whatever. Andito nanaman ako. Ang dami nanamang tumatakbo sa isip ko. Ito talaga laging nangyayari kapag you're just at home and you are restless because you're so used to doing something or you're used to be always doing something outside of the house and now you're just at home. I have a lot of things that I have to do but I am not doing it. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!!!

Anyway, ang highlight talaga ng araw na ito ay ang hindi ko pag sipot sa invitation ni Bro Rex!!!!!! Medyo nakonsensya lang ako kasi ineexpect niya yatang pupunta talaga ako. Pinagpaalam niya pa ako kay REYNA MAE!!! I mean di ako kinikilig (okay fine kinikilig ng konti sa fact na pinagpaalam ako pero walang meaning!!!) Pero kasi if he did that then that means he was expecting me to come!!! Kahit sa chat talagang kinoconvince niya ako. But if I went today, I feel like I have not been firm about myself na I'm going to do things because I want to do it and not because he was just there HAHAHAHAHAHA For today, hindi siya healthy. Next time, I'll join. With or without him, sasama ako. Para mapatunayan ko lang sa sarili ko na hindi ako ganung klaseng tao. i hate those kinds of people and I don't want to be one. I am so much better than that. Dave, kung mababasa mo man 'to, please know na gets na kita!! HAHAHAHAHAAHHA Yung ayaw gawin yung isang bagay kasi baka isipin ng mga tao, ginagawa ko lang 'yon dahil sa kanya. Please know na hindi ako ganun.

Anyway, gusto ko lang sabihin na super na-aamaze ako sayo as a person. NAG NAME DROP NA YAN. Pero omg ang bait bait, ang talino, ang gentleman, makadiyos (given dahil again JESUIT BROTHER ANO NAMAN ANG INEXPECT KO), SOFT SPOKEN (BEST THING ABOUT HIM!!!!) at dry yung humor huhu Anyway, I am dedicating this post to you para lang I will be reminded in the future that I once had met someone like you in the future. Sinasabi ko talaga 'to always sa mga tao kapag I am explaining to them about a certain admiration I have for someone I respect so much and I admire so much but not to a romantic degree. If I am to think about them romantically, it would be me hoping I'd meet someone like them whom I can be romantically linked with, someone like them but definitely not them if that even makes sense. HAAAAAAAYYYYY. When I think about this small crush I have, napapaisip ako sa lovelife ko in general. LIKE HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE NA WALA PARING AKONG JOWAAAAA. THO POSSIBLE NAMAN PERO ARGHHHH WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? (JOKE DI PA TALAGA AKO READYYYYY!!!) PERO AYUN LANG, GUSTO KO NA RIN NG ANGST IN LIFE. HAHAHAAAHHAHA SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERYDAY. PERO CHAREZ LANG!!!

I guess if there's something I should start working on, I think it's really my studies. I want that additional 4k in my salary. I want a new phone and I want to finally get my teeth fixed. BUT ALL THESE ARE JUST PLANS, I HAVE TO START MAKING ALL OF THIS A REALITY!!!! LYKA PLEASE T_T HAVE SOME SHAME!! Anyway, grabe parin insecurities ko about my body and everything else. It's always the number one reason why I think I'm still single. ONLY A FEW PLUS SIZE WOMEN MAKES IT TO THE OTHER SIDEEEEE. I WILL HAVE MY TIMEEE! Basta Lord, kung dumating na po, sana sa matino. Sana sa someone na hindi ako ilalagay sa peligro. Kung di niya man ako kayang mahalin or kung lolokohin niya man ako, okay lang po basta huwag niya lang po ako idamay sa mga bagay na ikamamatay niya. HAHAHAHAHHAH WEIRD BUT IM SO SERIOUS ABOUT THIS.

Anyway Lord, I know you're there! For tonight, ito nalang muna siguro? hehehehehe balik lang po ako ulit. Sobrang comforting neto! AS IN!! I thank Tatin for reminding me how fun it is to do journaling. LOVE YOU PO, LORD! SAME PRAYERS LANG PO AKO! (GOOD HEALTH, CONTINUOUS PROTECTION FROM HARM, FINANCIAL FREEDOM, STRENGTH, WISDOOOOM AND GUIDANCE PO!! ALSO HEALING FOR EVERYONE I LOVE!!! LOVE YOU PO!!)

Sa susunod na entry!!!!!!! Time check: 1:08AM

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DAY 36 of 366. 02.04.2024

So apparently, my life update so far ay.... natanggap ako sa PEAC as a National Trainer!!!!!!!!!! 🤯 I still cannot process it. Like wow!!!! 🤯😭

It started from being invited to apply:

And so I accomplished all the requirements, I slept at 3am because again I crammed and I got so scared I almost didn't submit my entries but well:

I seriously did not expect anything anymore. Ramdam ko na di ito para sa akin. Sa totoo lang, nag apply lang ako to comply kasi it was enough that I was selected. Hahahahaha. Kinilig na ako sa fact na nainvite ako to apply. So charge to experience nalang talaga lahat until I received the email that will change the course of my life for this year:

OMAYGAD OMAYGAD. SABI PA SA AKIN NI SIR ERIC, CONGRATULATIONS RAW! I knew it was about the PEAC but I didn't know at that time na konti lang kameng nakuha 😭 Sabi ko pa baka di pa sure kasi marami tayo, sabi pa sa akin ni Sir Eric, basahin ko nalang daw ang email. Just wow. Sa 15 na nag apply, 6 lang kameng nakuha. 😭🤯 Like seryoso bang kasama ako????!!!! WOWWWWWW 😭 And so it begins, yesterday pa actually, Feb 3, 2024, Episode 1 of the new chapter in my life. 🥺

I think nung mga oras na 'to kaba lang yung nananaig sa akin. Di ko parin maiprocess ng maayos. Until nag chat kame ni Maam Joneth and this is what she told me:

WAW 😭 GRAAAAABEEEEEE!!!! MADAMI PA PALA KAMENG KASABAY NAG APPLY 😭😭😭😭 WOWWWWWWW LORD GRABE TALAGAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭

I broke the news to my family, my lola and my mom cried!!! Hahahahahahahaha mga cuties!!! Love you all!! Thank you Lord 😭

So ayun lang, praying for strength, knowledge, guidance and wisdom Lord 🥺😭 Salamat po sa lahat! 😭

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DAY 28 of 366. 01.28.2024

Woke up happily today! I just realized that life has been good to me so far!

From celebrating my father's birthday (big birthday bash at that) to going to Bulacan to attend my very first concert, went to see my boys, my beloved SEBONGS! T_T I will have to dedicate a post for you soon to working in my masters class and accepting more opportunities to come.

LORD, you are amazing! You will always be! I love you po!

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SAVINGS!!

Okay so additional random thoughts lang or I should probably stop counting or quantifying my thoughts dahil hindi naman talaga titigil yan. HAHAHAAHHAHA. I'm really planning to save money, I successfully did last year, but I want to do better this year. I have good amount of money coming up actually but I'm planning on saving it. Iniisip ko for my saving plans this year, I'll open a BPI account na nakapassbook para doon ko nalang ilagay ang pera tapos di ko pa randomly magalaw kasi kailangan personal ko talagang dinadala sa bangko. Nung officer pa ako ng FS Club, I thought it was a good idea. Hmm, though kailangan may 20k akong balance doon. Sige sige. Pag-isipan ko dapat ng mabuti yun para successful yung pag iipon ko this year.

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Day 2 of 366. 01.02.2024

Hi, I'm back! I'll keep all my random thoughts here. Habang nanonood ng going seventeen, bigla nalang ako nag karoon ng urge to write something here. HAHAHA. Weird but not weird. I just thought to myself na dapat this year, I will not be an open book. Yung shinare ko sa facebook timeline ko na magiging introvert mysterious cold person eme ako, somehow is true. YUN ANG GOAL. Though it may sound funny because with the kind of person that I am, parang imposible talaga pero I want to be lowkey. I don't want attention. I should start keeping things to myself. PRIVACY IS POWER and I want to be powerful like that. What people don't know, they can't ruin. So while I'm thinking about all of this, I thought maybe I should really maximize this platform. The comfort it brings whenever I post something here and I know no one will ever be able to read is just amazing. At dahil binabalak kong imaximize pa ng sobra ang platform na 'to, dapat rin siguro di na ako makaramdam ng pressure to come up with good ones. I should not feel pressured when I make entries here because again, posting here should comfort me at hindi yung tinatry kong gawing perfect. I think that would make it even more sincere kasi flawed ang posts and that makes it even more authentic. HAHAHAHA. Yun lang. Grabe ang chain of thoughts ko from just literally watching an unrelated video to posting all these here. I guess more of this to come. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

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DAY 1 of 366. 01.01.2024

Hi, January 1!! Panibagong taon nanaman, panibagong mga goals sa buhay!

Timecheck: 04:41AM

Gising ka pa kasi naghugas ka ng plato tapos nagutom ka after maghugas 😭

Hmm, ano ba goals ko this year? Isa lang talaga actually. Makagraduate na sa MA 😭 PLEAAASE, PAGOD NA AKO BHIE. Pero there are other things that I want. I'll figure it out tomorrow I guess.

For now, you did great! You had a wonderful year, Lyka!! To a better and happier 2024. 🥺✨

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DAY 364 of 365. 12.30.2023

I can't believe I'm at 364th day of this year. Wow! Too many things have happened this year. Most parts my heart is overflowing with happiness and love. That, I guess, is enough. Thank you, Lord!

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Day 298 of 365. 10.26.2023

Three days na simula nung nalaman ko yung nalaman ko. Hanggang ngayon, pinoprocess ko parin. Nahihirapan ako tanggapin. 😔 I am so hurt for you, Myles. Di ko maprocess. Di ko kaya na tinitiis mo 'to pero hindi ako yung magdedesisyon for you. Kung ikakasaya mo yung magpanggap na walang nangyari, gagawin ko for you, Myles. Ganun kita kamahal. 😭 Grabe ang bigat. Mas nangingibabaw yung sakit sa galit. Imagine, kaibigan mo lang nga ako pero ganito na yung pain na nafifeel ko, what more ikaw? Na totoong victim? Myles 😭 hindi mo 'to deserve. Hindi mo 'to kasalanan. Wala kang kasalanan. Please huwag mo isipin na nagkulang ka. Kahit nagkulang ka sa mga maliliit na bagay, hinding hindi magiging valid yung ginawa sayo. 😔 Di ko matanggap na minsan na akong nagdoubt sakanya, he proved me wrong and I am truly grateful for him pero in the end, tama parin ako. Grabe. Di ko kaya. Myles, sobrang love ka namin 😭 naiiyak ako while typing this. Grabe talaga. Looking back at those times na confident akong kayo na talaga sa dulo, it's finally making sense bakit may split second na bigla akong mapapaisip ng what if hinde. Tapos ngayon, ganito na. Pero Myles 😔 di mo 'to deserve. Alam namin na mahal ka niya, di ko kinukwestyon yun. Pero kung nagawa niya ngayon na magjowa palang kayo kahit na 8 years na kayo mahigit, what more if nagpakasal na kayo? Hindi ka mapapanatag my. Hindi kakayanin ng puso mo. My. Di mo 'to deserve. Mahal na mahal ka namin. Sayo, di ko alam bakit humantong ka sa ganung punto. Bakit? Yan lang yung tanong ko. Bakit? Hindi mo ba naisip si myles nung ginawa mo yon? Di mo ba naisip yung mga magulang niyo nung ginawa mo yun? Di mo ba naisip kung sayo ginawa ni myles yan, mapapanatag ka? Talaga ba? Kahit wag mo na kame isipin pero hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Sorry, pero kung di man kayo humantong sa kasalan, mas mapapanatag ako bilang kaibigan. Pero si myles ang magdedesisyon kasi siya ang may hawak ng buhay niya. Gusto ko masaya siya or at least may peace of mind siya. Sa totoo lang, sa ginawa mo, hindi na posible yun. Sobrang disappointing and I'm sorry but I will never see it as a mistake. Never. Ilang araw ko ng iniisip 'to. Kung lumabas man yung kwento, hinding hindi ako magiging handa sa mga pagbabago lalo na sa pagkakaibigan natin pero mas importante si myles. Siya yung iniisip namin. Ayun lang.

Lord, tatapusin ko ang post na 'to with a prayer. Please heal niyo po si Myles. Kahit anong form of healing pa po ito basta huwag niyo po siya iwan, Lord. Mag-isa lang po siya. Wala kame doon para icomfort siya Lord. Please heal her heart. Let her have a good sleep. Let her rest well after work and all. Heal niyo po lahat ng mahal ko sa buhay, Lord. Protect us from harm and all that will hurt us. 😔

Amen, Lord. Mahal po kita!

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REMEMBER THIS DAY. October 24 2023

Life will never be the same. Myles mahal na mahal kita

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DAY 194 of 365. 07.14.23

woke up feeling empty today. it's one of those bad days i guess. ahh let me survive, Lord.

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DAY 78 of 365. 03.20.2023

Nasa school ako at the moment and gagawa lang ako ng entry kasi kailangan ko ng outlet. Sobrang bastos netong former friend mo. Kinakausap ng maayos pero hindi nag sasalita. I get that things are weird between us right now pero it's basic human decency to respond kapag kinakausap ka. Lols. Ano bang ineexpect ko? Matagal ka ng ganyan. Di ko alam bakit ko natiis. Di ko kaya maging ganyan ka rude sa mga tao. 😭 I'm really thankful that I'm setting a boundary with you. This is better and this is giving me peace of mind talaga. Kahapon, nagmamakaawa na kapatid mo sa akin na tawagan ka kasi gutom na gutom na sila sa terminal kakahintay dahil yun daw yung instructions mo. Ay di ko gusto sabihin na, wag ka na mag chat sa akin beh, di na kame friends ni kuya mo. Lols so nagchat ako sayo to inform you lang. Kahit response sa chat wala. Grabe ang pangit ng ugali. 🥹 Nung meeting with the officers, grabe yung pagtry ko isave ang face mo kahit ikaw talaga ang may kasalanan bakit nagkakandaloko loko na ang club sa finances pero sa akin mo pinasa yung blame. GURL WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU 🥲 KAUNTING ACCOUNTABILITY TEH!!! WAG GANON!!! 🥹 For sure nung nagchat ako at nag miscall pa sayo, inisip mo nanaman oa ako. Kawawa yung kapatid mo, hindi pa daw kumakain at hindi rin naman makauwi kasi walang pamasahe.

Patience is a virtue indeed. Ikikeep ko nalang ito sa self ko. Bahala ka na. Kahit may valid reason ka pa sa ginawa mo for whatever past trauma you have, bastos parin talaga yung ginawa mo. Hehehe. Nanjan ka nanaman sa pavictim mode mo 😩 anyway, bye. Di mo deserve ang isang buong post sa tumblr ko pero di ko kaya na hindi ito ilabas. Grateful for you TUMBLR!!!!

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DAY 74 of 365. 03.16.2023

So welcome naman Lyka opo. Kay tagal mo ng hindi gumagawa ng entry. Mhie, ang hirap pala!! Hahahahahahaha!! Tama na nga pag roromanticize ng buhay uy. Chareeeng!!! Pero mahirap talaga, everyday pagoda in life po.

So, bumalik ako kasi may nararamdaman ako na hindi ko pwedeng ishare sa ibang tao. 😭 Sa inyo lang po, Lord. I have spent time with a person who I find amazing like super amazing, sana ang future partner ko ay katulad niya. Ganung level of amazing that I would want to spend my precious lifetime with someone like him. He is so smart, witty, matapang, sobrang talino, tinagalog ko lang ang smart at witty pero pareho kame ng wavelength somehow. Tapos grabe pa jud kagentleman. Not ako sure kung ganun siya sa lahat pero riyal man talaga. It's the little things jud. So ayun lang Lord.

May dasal na ako finally in regards to the future partner that I want to spend the rest of my life with and let it be someone like him po. Alam ko Lord na kilala mo na po kung sino pero sana lang po talaga. I would really appreciate it if mas better pa po hahahahaha charot.

Akala ko kasi noon yung mga ganung klase ng tao, di naman totoo or di kaya, sobrang rare. After spending time with this person, I got the chance to really see na consistent and genuine sa mga bagay na ginagawa niya. He is really really passionate as well. Nakakainspire siya tingnan or makatrabaho or makausap. Lord, if kaya niyo po gumawa ng tulas niya, siguro naman po, hindi siya nag-iisa no? Char lang po ulit, Lord. Love you po! Bless niyo po ako and my family! Protect us always from harm po and bless niyo na rin po siya dahil dasurv niya po! Sobrang bait niya talaga! 🫰🥹

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DAY 55 of 365. 02.25.2023

Hoay! Sobrang hirap talaga imaintain yung journal everyday because of the busy schedules. Super daming nangyayari sa life ko. Sa totoo lang, it's really amazing how each day is different than the others. Lord, you continue to surprise me and you continue to make me feel great with the things that are happening around and the blessings that I continuously receive from you. Sana di ako magbago towards things.

Also, I super love ENHYPEN lang for real. I can watch them all the day, all throughout the week. 🥺🫶🥹 Share ko lang yon.🥹🥹🥹

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DAY 45 of 365. 02.15.2023

Halu!! It's been so long since I last made an entry. Sobrang daming nangyari sa araw na ito, di ko madescribe ang nararamdaman ko. Everything that happened today felt like a week-long series of events.

Umaga palang, nabulabog na agad ako kasi lumusong sa puno na balde ng tubig sa CR yung cellphone ko. Like submerged kung submerged. Teh, yung panic at gulat ko, di talaga tama 🥲 So ayun, dali dali kong kinuha tapos chineck ko yung screen, parang wala namang nangyari until chineck ko yung speakers. So confirmed na talaga na may tubig na pumasok sa phone. Pero sobrang galing ng XIAOMI, meron siyang clear speaker setting so ginamit ko and nung ginamit ko siya, may tubig ring lumabas sa speaker. Grabe yarn!!! 🤯 So ayun na nga, aberya lang ng konti yung speaker pero eventually bumalik na rin sa dati. Thank you, Lord po talaga!!!!

Sunod na nangyari sa araw na ito ay.... Nasugatan ka beh!!! Nacutter mo yung kamay mo para sa activity mo sana sa class. 🤯🥹🫶 Gulat moment nanaman! Hay grabe talaga!!!

TW: GORE CONTENT 🤣

Beh, naramdaman mo talaga yung cutter sa laman. Medyo malalim siya beh 🥹 pero buti nalang, tinulungan ka ni Maam Leah!!! Grabe ang bait sobraaa. Tas sila Maam Mae, to the rescue rin talaga sa infirmary. Grabe yarn 😭🥹 sobra akong grateful jud!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹

Akala ko doon na nagtapos yung araw ko until pauwi, naaksidente si Tatin!!!! Grabe kabrave soul!!! Cant imagine the trauma 😭 yung worry ko, yung anxiety ko, dyusko talaga 😭

so syempre for the panic ka na kaya hinatid mo muna sa bahay si Adrian tapos dumerecho ka sa hospital, sa BRENT sila dinala beh.

Sobrang brave ni tatin. Naiiyak ako kanina nung nakita ko siya in shock and crying. I know how anxious tatin can be and nangyari ito sa kanya. Hay grabe. I don't know how long she will recover from this. I hope maging okay siya physically and emotionally as soon as possible.

So after nun, umuwi na rin siya ng bahay and umuwi narin ako.

Ayan, ganyan ka wild ang araw na ito for you beh. Legit talaga akong naubos sa araw na 'to. Nakakaloka. But on top of everything, I'm really grateful for the safety of Tatin na hindi ganun ka lala yung nangyari sa kanila katulad ng mga past accidents that took place just last week lang costing two precious lives. Hay. Imagine what could have happened. Hay grabe talaga.

So Lord, I just want to really really say thank you for everything and for all the blessings you have given me and my loved ones. Please protect my father always Lord since malayo siya sa amin. Protect my family Lord. Ayun lang po. Good night!! 🥺