immoral-summer

[immoral-summer]

im done

goodbye

[immoral-summer]

i still remember making a blog for my suicide note.

who cares anymore. im not necesssry.

i just want to die, thats all

[immoral-summer]

i couldn't stop crying that night. at first, it was depression, but seeing how i was trapped in a world that i didnt belong in, it made me realize that i have no benefit here

im useless. i've done nothing but make people angry, tired, and leave. i waste resources, time, and energy.

so to kill myself? to dig into my wrists with a razor until i can shed every ounce of blood inside of me?

i used to tell myself i was a martyr.

that night felt surreal.

i felt so out-of-touch with the world. i was a loser with no friends because of my fuck-ups. i was alone without any help in a scary new world. i knew i wasn’t long for this world and i retaliated by attempting to end myself.

i felt so amazing finally making that choice. having my tears stream down my face and looking at the bridge, illuminated with blue and purple lights. being able to tell myself “yes. you can just end it all and let this all blow over.”

[immoral-summer]

that night felt surreal.

i felt so out-of-touch with the world. i was a loser with no friends because of my fuck-ups. i was alone without any help in a scary new world. i knew i wasn't long for this world and i retaliated by attempting to end myself.

i felt so amazing finally making that choice. having my tears stream down my face and looking at the bridge, illuminated with blue and purple lights. being able to tell myself "yes. you can just end it all and let this all blow over."

[immoral-summer]

yep, thats it

why are tumblr aces always the same type of crackhead that hate gay people in an INSTANT?

[immoral-summer]

i mean, this'll just be a continuous cycle

ill wake up in a dirty home, stay online because i was forced into an abusive family, go to bed late because i'd rather be online, and wake up the next day to do it all over again

then i have to continue the charade on this blog for god knows how long and act like im a smart person who's knowledgable in every sense of the world, when in reality im just... insufferable and useless, you know

[immoral-summer]

when a gay man gets told he doesn't deserve rights and nobody bats an eyelash but the minute an image is posted for a quick reply, the world is destroyed

lmao they misgendered a trans person even tho ur pronouns are like the third thing in ur description

It be like that! Nothing says THE TUMBLR LBGTS ARE OPPRESSING ME like casual transphobia

[immoral-summer]

i mean, who gives a shit anyway

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okay. now explain why i care.

again, id rather not have hypocrites act this way but oh well, one less gay man to worry for

lmao they misgendered a trans person even tho ur pronouns are like the third thing in ur description

It be like that! Nothing says THE TUMBLR LBGTS ARE OPPRESSING ME like casual transphobia

[immoral-summer]

no, because im on mobile, i want to play the sims 3 and ignore my depression and suicidal thoughts, and i have my images readily available

lmao they misgendered a trans person even tho ur pronouns are like the third thing in ur description

It be like that! Nothing says THE TUMBLR LBGTS ARE OPPRESSING ME like casual transphobia

[immoral-summer]

"saying 'we're stealing your rights' isnt harming you! its a joke!"

im committing suicide one of these fine days

we're taking away your rights (jokingly) because you support an anti-semite, dumbass (also i'm jewish so don't try to pull that shit where you say he isn't, we all have receipts)

a gay man doesn’t deserve rights because i believe in an opinion that i openly share online?

i guess you’re just dumb and jewish, not my problem

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literally nobody has been using that excuse here.

lmao they misgendered a trans person even tho ur pronouns are like the third thing in ur description

It be like that! Nothing says THE TUMBLR LBGTS ARE OPPRESSING ME like casual transphobia

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its an image

lmao they misgendered a trans person even tho ur pronouns are like the third thing in ur description

It be like that! Nothing says THE TUMBLR LBGTS ARE OPPRESSING ME like casual transphobia

[immoral-summer]

you know, that suicide attempt i made in University doesn't sound awful right now

Aphobe? Supporting a known nazi sympathizer? It's more likely than you think

They’re also one of those “dont be mean to cishets!!!!!” people and all in all they’re trash

[immoral-summer]

lmao they misgendered a trans person even tho ur pronouns are like the third thing in ur description

It be like that! Nothing says THE TUMBLR LBGTS ARE OPPRESSING ME like casual transphobia

[immoral-summer]

me: i am a gay man and i would rather not be told that i do not deserve rights by a tumblr ace blog who claims to be lgbt positive.

tumblr ace blogs, right on cue:

[immoral-summer]

thankfully, i still have this for the clowns

why are tumblr aces always the same type of crackhead that hate gay people in an INSTANT?