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Haise, C1

gosh im so out of practice, its been far too long since I’ve drawn this cutie pie!!

send me a character and an expression and i’ll draw them!!

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Hey can you tell me little bit about your teami experience? I'm really interested in starting if but I'm not quite sure if it's really helping or not..

That’s funny as I’m typing this I’m sipping on some teami tea. 

As you guys know I’ve lost a shit ton of weight in the last few months (almost half a year now woah)

and I did most of it through diet and working out. But after losing nearly 150 pounds I started to plateau, hard. All of the sudden all the hard work I was putting in wasn’t enough, my body needed to run at max power to burn off the stubborn fat left over, that’s where the tea’s came in really handy.My experience with teami has been overwhelmingly positive. And that’s coming from someone who started taking them well into their weight loss program. My only regret is not doing it sooner, I cannot imagine the effects these teas must have on people who are just starting out, it must be one hell of a boost. I definitely recommend it.For those of you who don’t know what teami is they are a company that offer different tea blends with different effects for your body, their most popular set, a weight loss boosting detox program, teami skinny and teami colon, are the ones I’m currently using.If you guys would like to check them out and try out the teas for yourself here’s their website: teamiblends.com AND if you end up buying any of their kits or teas make sure you use the discount code “BENJI” for 10% off your entire purchase <3 Let me know if this was helpful, and if you try out the teas share your results with me! Good luck ~

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Halloween Horrors by Corinne Alexandra

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The Signs as Yaoi Manga Anatomy (mostly hands)

Aries : the angry hand

Taurus : the persistent, touchy hand 

Gemini : the symmetrical blocking hands

Cancer : the awakward claw hand

Leo : the dramatic face and tragic hand

Virgo: the hard-working hands 

Libra : the balanced grabby hands

Scorpio : the pervy hands

Sagittarius : the outgoing hand

Capricorn : the determined working hand

Aquarius: oversized bottle carrying hand

Pisces : the sensitive crying face and hand

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made some gifs to describe the Pokemon Go fandom right now

also

Long Live Instincts

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yeah stop being a FUCKING FURRY

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you can’t tell me this isn’t canon

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u know how badly i just want everything to stop. i want exams and deadlines to stop. i want to be able to read and write whenever and whatever i want. i wanna watch tv shows all the time i wanna listen to music and look out of my window for hours but i want to be able to do all this stuff without worrying about everything else. i just want it all to stop

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Floral Aquarius tattoo on the left inner forearm. Tattoo artist: Rob Green

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i’ve reached that terminal phase where i don’t draw serious art anymore

based on twitterings

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would you make an updated version of your story now that you've come so far? I'd love to see your progress all in one post xx

This took me forever to make but I figured it’s probably a story worth telling, so here you go:My story (redux)Some of you may already know a lot about my story before I became a single dad. Therefore I won’t go into detail about my past, to those of you who want to know more of what led to this story you can find it somewhere on my blog with little effort. Anyhow, this is a new story, my story, a story of recovery.Back in February of this year I had my whole life turned upside down. After years of living with my ex-fiancee and having a beautiful daughter together she decided she no longer wanted to be with me. We lived by ourselves for years, when she left she took our daughter and I found myself completely alone coping with depression and anxiety. One of the things she told me before she left was that my weight gain throughout our relationship had caused her to fall out of love with me.This was me at the beginning of the relationship vs me after.

I couldn’t really blame her, I thought, I mean look at what happened to me. That was my train of thought for months after she left. But things changed during summer. After she lied to me and ditched on plans she had made for my birthday I tried taking my own life. Not for attention, I just had nothing left in me. It wasn’t the pain, it was the emptiness, the feeling of not being good enough.After a week in a psychiatric hospital I decided it was time for things to change. I decided I wanted to make a change. And if I couldn’t be good enough for her I could try to be good enough for me. So it started, august 2015 I began trying to lose weight for myself. 

I was actually really into it at first. I always took pictures of myself at the gym and posted them online hoping she would see. Deep down I still cared about her approval, despite her being a bad person towards me I still subconsciously did things for her. That all changed when I finally got to have my daughter back.

it was like all of the sudden the world no longer revolved around my ex or my depression, it revolved around my daughters smile and her big brown eyes.I started pushing myself further and people started to notice a change.But i wasn’t done yet, there was still a lot of negativity and resentment in my heart, and my journey wasn’t done yet.

So I kept going:

My favorite part of this whole thing is how my instagram feed has completely changed in tone as I’ve gotten happier with myself https://www.instagram.com/strangeparking/

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And much like my instagram feed I’m no longer faded and monotone, I’m not drowning in self pity and wallowing in my failures or the things people said about me. Baby, I’m as colorful as the bright blue sky. This isn’t a success story, this is a recovery story, I’m still fighting, I’ll probably be fighting every day, but damn if I don’t look good doing it. And I owe it all to my beautiful daughter. For giving me something worth fighting for. I’m happier now, after letting go of my attachment to the most toxic person in my life, I’m happy to say I haven’t done this for her, but for myself and my beautiful Charlie Rose.

If you’d like to keep up to date with my journey and become a part of this positive vibe follow me on insta! @strangeparking 

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When she says “go harder”

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look of the day: that afterglow u get from crying for hours