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I love him.

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3/28/21

Today, my dad called for our weekly talks. He said, “ le gusta cocinar mucho a el verda. Es como chef.” “Le gusta cocinar así como tú Papi.” “Y también sabe de la tecnología. No pos ya tiene dos palomitas. Pero lo más importante es que te cuida, y te respeta, y yo se que tienes buen corazón y mente entonces no me preocupo. Ay me puse sentimental.*fans eyes*” 😭😭😭😭 It has been over a year of seeing my dad.. he hasn’t met my boyfriend & it’s so surreal I have been with him a year & my dad just knows him & loves him based on everything I’ve told him.

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Today, was so much fun. Hadn’t gotten that excited in a minute. I really wanted to kick his butt at go kart... he’s lucky the other people driving stunk & I had to slow down. 😝 either way, go kart, mini golf (I won), & batting cages was so fun. I’m glad we find these little moments of just being together & having fun. It happens often I just don’t ever want to forget these feelings & these small moments. Mr Moist & Ms Snaps <3 te amo amor 3/21/21

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I realized I missed talking to a digital diary. & Twitter is only somewhat private... too many people that I can’t be fully honest around. So, here I am! Back to using my tumblr.

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I know even though I’m at his apartment... I love hearing him say “I’m on my way home”. Second time he’s said it & hopefully soon it will really be our home.

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this is amazing 

THE DYNAMIC DUO!

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im baaaaaaack - twitter took over my overbearing thoughts platform for a bit 

but i think twitter can’t handle what i have to say anymore lol 

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I honestly sit here & wonder if sometimes I just can’t let anything go or if sometimes I should just risk it all. Would it be worth it? Would it be worth losing you?

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via weheartit

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Oh, I also think Im having manic episodes of waking up early, cooking, cleaning, & organizing. So there’s that.

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Saturday.

I had a manic emotional episode this weekend. I was just hanging out at home (all day mind you) & I watched some movies. And I lost it. I sat there in this pool of emotions & I was legit drowning. I couldn’t stop crying & my roommate forced me to leave the house with her to go out. Before that though I locked myself in my restroom uncontrollably crying & for some reason I thought to take a picture of myself. I forgot I even did that.. & let me tell you. Those pictures.. are haunting. I don’t know recognize that person in the pictures. This might sound stupid but I know the feeling I get when it’s getting really bad.. but I had never seen it after i had an episode.. I just.. seriously it’s kind of a wake up call. A wake up call to what though? I don’t know. I gotta just keep busy & not slip under again somehow. For now though.. those pictures are definitely gonna help me keep goin for a bit. (Tbh though I had another emotional episode on Sunday.. but i was drunk so I don’t remember it.. I was told about it though) Anyways, this is me just rambling don’t mind me.

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i need you when times are rough. i need you.

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Tengo que empezar de cero. Conmigo.

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My phone is so irrelevant right now... I don’t have anyone to send funny memes, talk to, or call. #thissucks