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' i hope you'll be more comfortable here. '

“Where? The school in general?” The kitsune tilted his head to the side before beaming at the teacher. “I’m sure I’ll fit in just fine, Odelina-sensei! But thanks, I appreciate it.”

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...someone hug him, he needs affection.

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Jyushimatsu giggled when he got the kisses in return and he nuzzles the eldest. ❝Jyushimatsu loves onii-chan!❞

“Aw, Onii-chan loves you too!” Why were his otoutos all so adorable? It just wasn’t fair! Osomatsu lazily draped both arms around Jyushimatsu before ruffling his hair. “You’re my favorite, ya know.”

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Seeing his brother, his elder brother, the player 1… Reduced to this in a matter of moments- 

No. 

Not now, not when they were trying to get better. He can’t suffer like this. “He is out Oso.” Karamatsu barked bitterly. “There’s nothing we can do about, not right now…” He hated even saying that as he his throat was drying up. 

“But, it is not the end- its no where near the end you hear me!?” His own eyes welling up but burning as he refused to cry over this. 

“H-He can’t get to us. We moved. Mom moved.” He began. “Choro is investing in a security alarm. A-And Ichi’s been more alert about who’s been in and about of the house. You and I both know how strong Jyush is and Todomatsu’s been getting alerts about this and has the cops on speed dial.” 

He and his brothers knew just how serious this was, but if it wasn’t for the strength of his player 1… He wouldn’t have been able to rally the others like he did. “I can’t have you falling apart on me brother. Cause if you fall, then we all fall.” He clasps his hands on his brothers shoulders. “I need my player 1 Nii-san. I can’t do this without you.” 

As much as Osomatsu WANTED to listen to Karamatsu, to agree with him that things were going to be okay, that Tougou wouldn’t find them... his fear of the man was overwhelming him and clouding his more rational thoughts.

The eldest shook his head, “I--” His throat felt dry and he swallowed, “Karamatsu... what if he finds us?” Osomatsu didn’t single himself out; he wasn’t sure why. Tougou hadn’t wanted all of them, just him, to do criminal activities with him. Osomatsu cringed at the memory and sighed, “I’m trying... I’m really trying not to fall apart, b-but that shitty man is out. Don’t you get it? He’s OUT and probably searching for us.”

“He could disarm the security alarm. He might be able to trick Ichimatsu, the same goes for Jyushimatsu. He could be armed and aim a gun at Todomatsu before he could even attempt to call the police.”  

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Here come that good boy, giving his onii-chan bunch of kisses on the face.

Osomatsu laughed before returning the face kisses. “Such a good otouto!” 

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"International Kissing Day, huh?? Where are all my kisses then?"

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(forgot but there will be mentions of Tougou on this blog)

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when someone fucks you over, don’t you dare ask yourself, “what did i do to deserve this?”  NOTHING. you didn’t do shit. someone taking advantage of your kindness will never be your fault.

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‘ i’m scared too. ’ (From Karamatsu, also hello!)

Osomatsu hadn’t even SAID a word; his face was completely drained of color, his pupils shrank to the size of pinpricks. His mouth had opened in a silent scream as he gawked at the television screen. His horrified gaze went back to his brother and his voice shook.

“How… h-how the HELL is he even out of jail?” He remembered the terrifying lodger, his awful sharp toothed grin, his gravelly voice, and how close he was to murdering him when he was just a child. Tougou had been in the back of Osomatsu’s mind but sometimes he recalled the incident which causes him to go into a panic attack.

Osomatsu’s body trembled, tears pricking at the corner of his eyes before a hand reached down to grab Karamatsu’s shoulder. “He can’t be out! He can’t be!”

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‘ i’m scared too. ’ (From Karamatsu, also hello!)

Osomatsu hadn't even SAID a word; his face was completely drained of color, his pupils shrank to the size of pinpricks. His mouth had opened in a silent scream as he gawked at the television screen. His horrified gaze went back to his brother and his voice shook."How... h-how the HELL is he even out of jail?" He remembered the terrifying lodger, his awful sharp toothed grin, his gravelly voice, and how close he was to murdering him when he was just a child. Tougou had been in the back of Osomatsu's mind but sometimes he recalled the incident which causes him to go into a panic attack.Osomatsu's body trembled, tears pricking at the corner of his eyes before a hand reached down to grab Karamatsu's shoulder. "He can't be out! He can't be!"

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(forgot but there will be mentions of Tougou on this blog)

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* dark matter starters

dark matter is a novel by blake crouch. tw: self-harm and suicidal ideation.

‘ how does that feel? ’  

‘ you should eat something. ’ 

‘ is everything okay? ’ 

‘ you have cuts all over your face. ’ 

‘ we’ll go someplace safe. ’

‘ you’re in no condition – ’

‘ there’s a car following us. ’ 

‘ you’re burning up, __. ’ 

‘ i can’t sleep. ’ 

‘ we’re all real proud of you. ’

‘ don’t touch me! ’  

‘ i should take you to the ER. ’

‘ you’ll be right here? ’

‘ i hope you’ll be more comfortable here. ’

‘ what does your gut tell you? ’ 

‘ let me take you to the hospital. ’

‘ stay with me. ’

‘ i told you. we’re a family. ’ 

‘ keep your voice down. ’

‘ what about me? ’ 

‘ last night, you asked me how we fix this. ’ 

‘ turn around. ’ 

‘ i don’t need you doing something heroic. ’

‘ you’ve been following me? ’ 

‘ by the way, this is going to stay locked. ’ 

‘ they carried you in here a little while ago. ’

‘ i’m scared too. ’ 

‘ just fucking do it. ’

‘ can’t you see it’s me? can’t you tell? ’

‘ you don’t look fine. ’ 

‘ bullshit. ’ 

‘ is something wrong, and you’re not telling me? ’ 

‘ so how serious is it? ’ 

‘ what’s in the bag? ’

‘ i just need you to listen for a minute. ’  

‘ __, are you having any thoughts of hurting yourself? ’ 

‘ you don’t get to – ’ 

‘ i really miss you. ’

‘ my phone’s dead, so i borrowed one off this woman on the train. ’ 

‘ because i didn’t sign up for this shit. ’ 

‘ i know. i just didn’t want to wake you. ’

‘ i’m not suicidal. ’  

‘ you live with your choices and learn. ’ 

‘ i feel like i’m caught in a nightmare and i can’t wake myself up. ’

‘ go to hell. ’    

‘ you don’t remember? ’ 

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(I'm online, but r i p I'm stuck on mobile until Saturday,,, I won't be on discord c r i es)

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(me: why aren’t more people online--

me: *forgets that it’s july 4th*)

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❝ What are you looking at, flop-doodle? ❞ ((if you want? ^^))

“Flop-doodle, is that the best insult you can come up with??” Osomatsu snickered, rubbing a finger beneath his nose. “Must have been daydreaming, I wasn’t staring at you! I swear.”

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“The stars are beautiful...”

SEND “THE STARS ARE BEAUTIFUL…” FOR OUR MUSES TO GO STARGAZING TOGETHER.

“They really are, huh?” Osomatsu peered up at the sky before sneaking a peek over at the other, a lopsided grin forming on his face. When he suggested this, he didn’t think the other would go for it. This felt nice, he wouldn’t mind doing this again. 

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sword (regular oso)

Send “sword” for my muse to put themselves between your muse and danger.

“Ichimatsu, go get help-- NOW.” Osomatsu had rushed in front of his younger brother just as the thug attacked; the eldest grunted, feeling the tip of the blade brushing against his arm. The city was (usually) quiet this time of day, so it surprised him when they were ambushed by a couple of strange men. ...he didn’t THINK he knew them.

He wasn’t letting them harm Ichimatsu, that was for sure. He gritted his teeth together, his hands curling into fists as blood began slowly oozing from the stab wound.