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Some of my very favourite boys! Theo, Kim, Dayton and I out for dinner one night....oh and Katey's finger :P

Miss them all terribly!

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Excuse me, sir? Uhhh...no. Nope. Not allowed. You have to come back. Bring the girly with you and keep her here but you're not allowed to move to Australia and not come back. 

Update: I really like Australia.

Another update: I might not come back.

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Text to Mila

Mila: Ha. Well... um... I'm going to pull a Spinal Tap and say I'm at an 11.

Mila: I mean... really fucking happy, but... still totally fucking scared with occasions of debilitating panic.

Maggie: Yeppppp. That sounds about right. Pretty sure that's how the first trimester is meant to be spent. You sick at all or??

Maggie: You need to come see me. We'll do the pregnant-hanging-out-being-awesome thing.

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Text to Mila

Mila: And I just choked on my water. Awesome. I JUST FOUND OUT THE OTHER DAY. And... just... yeah... I was letting Charlie handle telling people, and... just... trying... to... get over the shock of it all. So... yeah. ;)

Maggie: Hahaha, sorry about that. My bad. :D

Maggie: Mila, I'm soooo happy for you and for Charlie and just...ugh. I love you both so much and I'm so excited for the two of you! No! The THREE of you! So on a scale of 1-10, how terrified out of your skull are you?

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Text to Mila

Mila: YOU. What's up?

Maggie: WHERE IS MY GODCHILD AND WHY HAS THE BELLY CONTAINING IT NOT COME TO SEE ME YET?

Maggie: Look what you've done to me...I'm typing in all caps. You've turned me into DL!

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Text to Mila

Maggie: YOU. YOU. YOU. OMG YOU.

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I wish I could explain how irrationally hard I'm laughing at this...

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...for Mila. Because...I can. ;P

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I'm so jealous they haven't done one for Sons! Can you imagine watching DL or Sutter or Charlie with some ridiculous nonsense like that?! Hahaha, too funny. I'd make him do that allllll the time if I were around him! Seriously. Where the hell do people come up with this shit?!

Hahaha, I know!! When this first came out we all talked about it non stop and always made David do the Broadway thing! It's utterly just.. Hilarious.

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Miss Lauren Cohan...you need to watch this. I couldn't stop laughing and nearly peed myself because of it :P

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Ah, take note I said "I like to think" :P But yesss! I did! I saw it and stared at it for a few seconds and then looked at Katey, back at the bedding, back at Katey...and it went in the shopping trolly. We ended up finding all these things to go along with it and then Katey wanted to make a blanket herself and she found the perfect coloured yarn and just, yeah. So...this is what that resulted in...

I like to think of it as I'm focused on finding out when my godchild will be arriving because I will curl into a tiny ball of emotions and cry for the rest of my life if I am not godmama. But no pressure :D

I don’t knooow. Charlie’s pretty possessive of you AND your baby. Not sure how he’d feel with you gallivanting around town with Katey without so much as an invitation to him. Hahaha oh god, seriously… you didn’t. Biker-themed bedding? That’s the best thing I’ve ever heard of. Hahahaha God that room is going to be decorated in Harley stuff everywhere. 

Jesus fuck, seriously, woman? Hahahaha like… I just… You’re crazy. You’re fucking crazy and I love you for it. And no. :P

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tara + the cutlass

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When Charlie had first mentioned that he was seeing someone new, it was silly, but part of Maggie had seen a bit of green. Not that she wanted Charlie in a sexual way or anything even close to it. No, that wasn't what was going on at all. Maggie loved Charlie dearly. More than anything in a lot of ways. He had been her closest friend, her confidant, the one person continually in her corner no matter what was going on, and he was someone she just truly looked up to and loved his company. But it had never been sexual or romantic. Always platonic. Like a pair of siblings who had only ever had one another to depend on or something. So when he first mentioned this 'new girl', at first, Maggie had her doubts and was incredibly skeptical. 

"I've been spending time with this chick,"

Yeah. Like she hadn't heard those words a thousand and five times from literally every single guy on the Sons set. And okay, to give them credit - some of those girls had stuck around for a decent amount of time. Some of them had even lingered a lot longer than what Maggie had anticipated. But with quite a few of them, it seemed like they were going through revolving doors. One came in, another came out. It wasn't anything against any of her boys. They just tended to have shitty taste in women if you asked her. And when it came to Charlie - she was convinced nobody would ever be good enough for him or that whoever he was with would just suck.

Then enter Mila.

From the first day Maggie had met Mila it had been like...girly-love-at-first-sight. No, really. The woman was hysterical. She gave Charlie as much shit as any of the guys and Maggie herself, and she didn't just roll over and do whatever he said or wanted her to. Those handful of things alone had been enough to convince Maggie that Mila was different. Then there was the fact that Mile was clearly head-over-heels and completely crazy-in-love with Charlie. It made Maggie happy to see her friend so loved and so happy. He deserved that and if Mila was the one to cause that love and happiness, then Maggie loved Mila, too. And so she was going to spend the entire day devoted to getting to know this woman better and enjoying her company.

And probably peeing every ten seconds since apparently the baby had decided to take up residence directly on her bladder.

Eyes went round when Mila mentioned not eating since yesterday and Maggie's one hand dropped to her ever-growing belly; "My stomach just growled angrily at the mere thought of not having food in it for that long. I swear...between my own usual appetite and this kid, I'm doing nothing but eating these days. Not even playin' with you," she nodded towards the little compartment in the centre of her vehicle; "Look in there. I've got like...dried cranberries and pistachios and shit." She paused a second to glance at Mila's expression and cracked up laughing; "Chill. I'm not a health weirdo. You look under all that healthy shit and you'll see I've got like...four king-size Reese's Peanut Butter Cups and a bag of gummy bears. Just don't tell Charlie. Last time he saw me eating shitty food he launched into this big speech about prenatal health and blah-blah-blah."

Really, it was kind of nice to have 'the other woman' in Charlie's life here with her. More to the point, it was awesome to finally be the one considered 'the other woman' - despite the fact that that term was purely platonic in this case.

"...And they also do like… special massages and stuff for expectant mothers, and I was thinking we should totally go at some point. If you’re up to it...."

An audible groan escaped the woman and Maggie actually cracked her neck almost as though someone had just been rubbing it; "Oh my fucking god - yes. Please, please, yes. I can't even tell you how bad I need a massage. I've been meaning to go but just haven't managed to convince myself to get my ass up off the couch to go," she gave another laugh and nodded; "Yes. Okay. Let's do food and then we'll hit some shopping up and end the day with massages and that shit?"

A car pulled out in front of them which Maggie promptly blasted the horn at before speaking up again; "What kinda food are you thinking? Like...healthy-munching-celery-rabbit-food? Or do you want to say screw anything remotely healthy and go for Italian with freakish amounts of carbs and pasta?"

Really, Charlie's relationship was going to work out perfectly for Maggie. It gave her another female ally in a flock of fairly overprotective men.

Girly Day Out}} Maggie&Mila

It was the strangest thing, really. Mila had stopped by the Sons of Anarchy set a few times, and had had the chance to meet most everyone involved with the show. She had spent time with the biker guys, all of them tough and fierce but incredibly sweet in a way that seemed incongruous to their characters on the shower. And she had felt comfortable with them. It was Maggie that had made Mila the most nervous. It had nothing to do with Maggie as a person; the brunette had been supremely friendly to Mila when they met, but it was the close connection she held with Charlie that had given Mila a moment’s pause. Charlie had made no secret of his friendship with Maggie. Not that there was a need to be secretive about it. The two of them were simply close friends. Hell, they were beyond close. There was some sort of electricity between them that buzzed strongly and loudly, but it lacked any sort of romantic tension. Mila wasn’t jealous, but she was worried that perhaps Maggie wouldn’t like her, and if Maggie didn’t like her, there was a good chance that this relationship with Charlie wouldn’t last.

But it hadn’t turned out like that. The two women had bonded quickly, and Mila’s nerves had settled. At the very least, on a superficial level, it seemed as though Maggie approved of their relationship, and with her approval, Mila felt as though there was nothing that would hold her and Charlie back.

Today would be interesting. The times they had seen each other before had always been in the company of Charlie or the other SOA boys. Today, however, was a girls’ day. Maggie had planned to kidnap Mila and the two of them were going to set out for lunch and perhaps a bit of shopping while they were at it. It was exciting… and just a bit nerve-wracking. This would likely be one of those situations where the anxiety before was entirely uncalled for, and that the day would end up being vastly more enjoyable than Mila would let herself believe. But the closer she and Charlie got, the more she knew that this wasn’t a relationship she could lose. In her mind, this day would make or break everything, though the rational part of her mind told her to chill the fuck out and relax. Maggie already liked her. Right? Right? 

At the sound of the car horn honking, Mila jumped up from her spot on the couch, turning the television off as she moved. Grabbing her sunglasses and purse, she headed outside. As soon as she climbed into the passenger seat, Maggie attacked her with a fierce hug. Mila couldn’t help but grin. Chuckling, the brunette reached over and hugged the other woman back. “Shit, it’s totally fine. Seriously. Not a big deal at all, I was just watching TV.” As they pulled away, Mila smiled, amused at Maggie’s endless excuses that were entirely unnecessary. The woman was what? Five minutes late? Big fucking deal. Mila worked hard, sure. And there were times where she could get stuck in the mire of her own emotional bullshit in her mind. But other than that, she was an incredibly laid-back woman, and if Maggie needed to be a bit late, then that was totally fine. “Yeah, totally. I’m starving. Now that I think about it, I don’t think I’ve eaten since dinner yesterday, so… yeah, I’m famished.” Mila grinned to herself as she thought about the night before. Yeah… she was definitely worn out thanks to Charlie. “I’m totally ready. Hit me with your worst. I’m ready for the girliest day ever. Pink, sparkles, sequins, perfume, whatever you want to do, I’m totally ready for it.” 

Mila ran her fingers through her hair as Maggie began to drive. “Oh, so… this is totally random, but I found this place downtown. Like a spa, massage place and whatnot. And they also do like… special massages and stuff for expectant mothers, and I was thinking we should totally go at some point. If you’re up to it. I don’t know… uh… how you feel about massages and all that. Some people don’t like strangers touching them, but yeah… just a thought. I could fucking use a massage, so… hey, why not make a day of it?”

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Oh, I bet they were so fun to do! I love those kinds of photo shoots! They're so much easier than the solo ones where you'd got the photographer all up in your face all; "Give me...sexy kitten! Okay, now just be natural...be yourself!" and you're stuck there thinking to yourself how the hell am I supposed to be myself - I'd be in pyjama pants and eating ice cream if I were being myself, hahah

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Oh my goodness! These pictures! AH. They're absolutely breathtaking! I love them so much and you in those dresses! Loooove it!

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Hahaha, I like to think he'd understand when it comes to Katey. She's the absolute best. We found the cutest little biker themed bedding, Mila and I had to get it. I HAD TO. I felt like I was betraying Tara's memory if I did. But Charlie can't blame me for hanging out with Katey. He understands her powers. Don't tell Theo, though. He'll get all butthurt ;) 

So are you knocked up yet? Wait what?

You’re fucking adorable. And Katey is just… a cool broad. Like… that feels like the only way to describe her. A kick-ass, cool broad. Don’t let Charlie know you’re cheating on him. You might hurt his feelings.