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Though he towered over my hunched and shivering frame, a grown man at the height of his powers, in my mind’s eye I saw the sick and lonely boy, a stranger in a strange land, writing to the man whose attention and affections he desperately desired, a man who would reward his filial devotion with the ultimate indignity of paternal rejection: letters unopened, tossed into an old box, forgotten.

Rick Yancey, The Monstrumologist (via daily-monstrumologist-quotes)

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When this is actually you…

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this gay bird is hoping he gets casted for novembers production of back in the world. I'll know tonight!!!!

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you'll pass. believe it or not, some day you will. it might just take one person, but they'll know. I feel the same. I hardly ever pass because I'm ridiculously endowed even when I'm wearing a binder. plus I have a feminine face and I'm really short. I don't even hit five feet. but you will pass. I believe in you. hell, if you wanted, ill give you my number and we can text and yell about our problems.

i just want to pass for once

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The White-winged Dove - Zenaida asiatica, is a dove whose native range extends from the south western USA through Mexico, Central America, and the Caribbean.

Tringa Photography.

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I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

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“tbh” is my fav thing to end a sentence with tbh

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God/Goddess Asks!

Anubis: How do you feel about death?

Atum: What are your greatest imperfections?

Bastet: Do you have any cats?

Hathor: What brings you joy?

Horus: What is one thing you've had to fight for in your life?

Osiris: Do you believe in the underworld?

Ra: Do you have any major responsibilities or importance?

Thoth: Do you like to read/write?

Arawn: What is the most terrifying thing you've ever done?

Bran: How is your health?

Brighid: Tell us about your relationship with your father.

Cernunnos: What is your favorite animal?

Danu: What is your relationship with your mother?

Morrigan: What do you think happens when we die?

Olwen: What is your favorite flower?

Rhiannon: Have you ever been betrayed?

Bragi: What kind of music do you listen to?

Freya: Have you ever been in love?

Freyr: Do you have any children?

Hœnir: Are you a silent or talkative person?

Iounn: How old are you?

Loki: What is the best trick you've ever pulled on someone?

Odin: What is your family like?

Thor: Would you consider yourself pretty powerful?

Tree: What have you done with your life? What are you going to do with it?

Aphrodite: What do you think of yourself?

Ares: Are you an easy person to anger?

Athena: Would you consider yourself an artist?

Apollo: Do you play any instruments?

Dionysus: Do you drink?

Hades: Do you have a bad reputation?

Hekate: Have you ever tried to communicate with the dead?

Hermes: Have you ever stolen anything?

Poseidon: Are you a moody person?

Zeus: Are you a confident person?

Jupiter: Would people say that you are intimidating or fairly approachable?

Pluto: Where do you think we go when we die?

Apollo & Dianna: Do you prefer to be up during the day or at night?

Mars: Have you ever gotten into a fight?

Minerva: Do you generally give good advice?

Proserpine: Have you ever felt trapped?

Plutus: Do you have a job?

Venus: Have you ever had your heart broken?

Vesta: Do you like being home or do you try to get out whenever you can?

Morpheus: Do you daydream often? Of what?

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In The Monstrumologist Series we don’t say ‘I love you’. We say “you are indispensable to me” which roughly translates into “you are the one thing that keeps me human” and I think that’s beautiful. 

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no one can convince me otherwise that Pellinore got laid when Will Henry was high on Death Worm venom. why else would he be so happy?

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I want to be kissed angrily.

I want a girl who has had an extremely bad day and is mad at the world, shove me against a wall and kiss me until both our lips start to bruise. I want her to pour out all the anger shes feeling and shove it down my lungs, and then I want to push back. Not with force but with air, I want to turn that anger into love and turn the bruising kiss soft. I want to remind her that life is too beautiful to hate.

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Reflections

I look in the mirror Only to be disappointed. Disappointed that I have The body I have, That I am physically not Who I want to be. Disappointed that mirrors Don’t reflect upon identity

I look at my reflection And I see nothing. I am nothing Without my identity.

J.M.

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same. every time I get called miss when I've spent the whole morning readjusting my binder and changing clothes to try and pass. it hurts. it makes me wonder if I'll ever pass.

Every time I see cisguys with their naturally flat chests and naturally slim hips I die a little inside.

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reblog if you’re gay or you’re a giant pigeon thinking about life