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hopefully this is about to happen

I might have actually set it up for me to get raped multiple times tonight and have hunted what he could do with pictures and videos and he doesn't have a problem with blackmailing me later for favors he also might have other people join in his fun

Update well apparently he was all talk and no balls he never showed up then I had a passing thought about what if a cop stops me then wants to look in my bag how do I explain the rape kit I pretty much have with me "no officer that was meant for someone to use on me" lol

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But that is only part of it I also dream about what happens after being kidnapped you know the part where they break me and everyday after being forced and beaten I feel a little less like me until there is nothing left then the joy of being good

I would have no problem giving someone my location for them to kidnap me and make me their personal bitch to use and pimp out

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But why is it I can't find anyone like that anymore in or around universal city tx hell if an abusive Dominant person were able to come get me then I would pretty much be theirs sure I would get into the vehicle without a care then they could go somewhere private and restrain me cut my clothes off (so I have nothing) and put me into the trunk take me to the location you're going to keep me (I don't need to know where I'm at) then make me dependent on them so I won't try and leave while they treat me like that and allow all their friends to treat me like that also

having low empathy as a dom is so fun because your squirming , crying , and attempts at escape only turn me on more . keep on fighting and insulting me , you know you like it too .

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That's simple let your owner pick what they want you to be

You know, getting hypnotized into becoming a completely subservient plaything sounds like a lot of fun, but I have no idea what I want to be hypnotized to become. Do I want to become a loyal maid, cheerfully cleaning my mistresses house and cock? Do I want to become a latex drone, clad in full body latex and stripped of all individuality? Do I want to be a pet, crawling on all fours and unable to speak anything other than barks or meows? Do I want to be a dress-up doll, existing only to look pretty and nothing else? Do I want to be a bimbo, caring only about pretty clothes, sex and the color pink? Do I want to be a fembot, robotically following my programming with no feelings of my own? Do I want to be a sex slave in the simplest sense of the word, being literally nothing else but a piece of fuckmeat with some holes to play with? There are so many options, and having to pick one goes a bit against the whole “having my ability to choose stripped away” thing

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25 posts!

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50 likes!

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looking for a master

I don't know if you talk/know to dominant people that are serious looking for a slave well I would like to throw myself into the light you see I've been looking to become a 24/live-in free-use permanent sex slave that is abused used humiliated degraded pimped out (don't expect to live there for free) and even sold I'm a white male 44y I'm homeless and stay in the universal city tx area and I understand that if I become a slave then they will be able to do anything they want to me which can include being abusive make me do drugs raping me pimping me out body modification like tattoos or branding and may include sexual modification like hormones or even surgery now I would like to be grabbed never to be seen around here again and im homeless so no one will come looking for me but something can be setup please pass this around to people you know that would find this of interest thank you

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Holy fuc|{ing $hit omg wow I so want someone to do this to me my kink is about someone taking control away from me and forcing me to do what they want and not only would that be happening but also making me choose curtain freedom, privileges, right, or what happens to me and lose or it permanently happens so I also lose my control slowly that would be so awesome

Human Rights

Slowly depriving a girl of her Universal Human Rights. Once every other week, we settle in for a full day of hard brainwashing, edging, spanking, and humiliation. Break down her ego thoroughly, make her needy and subby and completely dependent... then, when she's tied up at my feet, aching for cock and willing to agree to anything - that's when I present a choice.

I have a little selection of cards, each of which has one of the articles on it. I ask her to rank them from most to least important; whichever comes last, I tear it up (and probably feed it to her, let's be honest). From that day on, she no longer has that right.

There are 30 articles in that declaration. Removing one every other week gives her a little over a year before she's completely enslaved - no longer a person. Changing her life in accordance with the rights that she's lost, so she can really feel control slipping away from her. A lot of them may seem abstract or unimportant... but I'm sure I can find ways of hammering home their impact.

Naturally, the brainwashing, edging, spanking, and humiliation need to be kept up - more for her own good at this point. She needs to be treated like property; my property. Caged, naked, voiceless, helpless, utterly subject to my merest whim (which will be calculated to twist the emotional knife as much as possible). "Go to the shop and buy me some... oh wait, you can't! Because you're not allowed to use money any more, silly me."

And, of course, I'll constantly remind her that I have freedoms she doesn't. I'll enjoy them, thoroughly, rubbing them in her face the entire time. Won't that be nice for me? I'll find myself really appreciating my life, all the things I have the right to do. Aren't you happy for me?

-Thoughts after a lovely series of conversations with @rose-idiot

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But he only gets you to say that by recording him earlier forcing you to watch and unable to stop him then he asked if you want to suck it off instead but you're throat hurts to much to talk because he was shoving in there a few moments ago he says ok and pumps his load in your ass then uses that video to blackmail you into complete submission he always makes you watch the video he uses to blackmail you with and he does upload it online so you learn to quickly obey and he does delete it if you didn't want anyone to see it then you should move faster but with each task you do so he'll delete the video he makes another and someone else also makes a video and also blackmail you

Thinking about being raped in front of a camera and being forced to repeat "I consent, I consent, I want this" over and over so if I try to press charges everybody will think I'm just an attention seeking whore

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Someone told me about a M4M hookup site but does anyone know of a site like it but straight

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

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I wish someone like this would find me someone who is the dominant type sexually aggressive will use me for personal and monetary gains enjoy watching as I pointlessly struggle but unable to stop what's coming the defiance in my eyes start to fade and in it's place shock and defeat my begging and pleading is music to you as I start to rage you use it against me while mocking me proving your point that I'm nothing more than animal and most animals have a purpose and I do not makes me worthless animal that's why your animals are above me and my worth is whatever you say it is you have a primal urge to make me prey and chase me forced intoxication, cnc play, rape play, gangrape play, impact play, fear play can be foreplay I want to be used abused humiliated and degraded to be broken and reshaped made into a 24/7 live-in free-use permanent sex slave passed around friends forced to do taboo things with each time proving more and more that I am owned I have no freewill that I was a complete fuck up and don't deserve any freewill that you're doing me the favor by controlling me and I owe you for breaking me and shouldn't be upset when I'm asked to do something and if you decide I need a tattoo or brand I should already know it's to keep me safe and how everything in my life fell apart shows that I'm to stupid that why you use my body or why pictures and videos are taken to make you money and that is just me paying my part that's why you also keep me restrained and nude so I don't hurt myself or others really no limits except for CBT and scat

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well I didn't think about getting muzzled until now but I constantly think about being tied up

slightly obsessed with the idea of getting muzzled, partially for the kink and partially just for the uhhh symbolism. its the being restrained, being on a tight leash, the helplessness of not being able to fight back or get away from whatever they decide to do to you but its also the implications, being muzzled implies youre a dangerous animal, an attack dog, being muzzled implies that you can and will do damage, will pierce their skin, will tear them to shreds, and the fact that they're aware of that and taking those weapons away leaves you with such a delicious feeling of helplessness. just a dog on a chain, a wild animal backed into a corner that can't run and cant fight, its the being at the mercy of someone else, someone you know doesn't have your best interests at heart, its the fear and excitement of knowing that they could do anything to you and not knowing what they're going to choose

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I just got these in hope that these would be forcibly used on me I just keep them in my backpack you never know and maybe we can make a deal I'll let you put these on me if you pick me

It might seem like I'm really trying hard to get raped and yeah a little but what I'm really trying to do is to become a 24/7 live-in free-use permanent sl@ve

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Atm I don't care who anyone can own me

I am actually looking for someone to own me to keep me 24/7 free-use permanent sl@ve. To be tied up and used, forced intoxication, pimped out, humiliated and all that comes with it. Make me do anything you want. Im pretty much already broken. Hell at this point I'm willing to be marked or giving body modifications

It was about 25°f the other night I'm homeless pulled myself together as tightly as I could had my felt sheet cover me the best it can my body aching from violently shivering as the shivering slows down I lose more energy and I'm trying to stay awake knowing it going to get colder and I'm already having hypothermia and I'm out I wake up sometime later and there is fucking snow on and around me. Since I fell asleep thinking that I won't wake up the first thing that came to mind was fuck hell really did freeze over. That night really fucking hurt my toes are still fell like they're burning I don't want to do that again

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NE side of SATX universal city

Reblog if you're from San Antonio

SA COUPLE HERE WANTING TO MEET WITH COUPLES

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I’m sure you’re a beautiful person… And I wouldn’t mind seeing you… Just how you are… Sexy

Thank you and Tumblr might disagree with you or it could be just me but anytime I post a picture of me even fully clothed one my account gets banned or flagged as spam don't know if it's because I'm a guy or i just take bad pictures but I can dm you a picture if you would like just let me know