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Don’t Have Any

But you don’t have any.

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can't wait for that day to come..

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Concept: maybe we’re not borderline, maybe we’re just more aware than everyone else. Maybe we just feel more than anyone else. They say geniuses use more of their brain than other people, maybe we use more of our heart than other people

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im a patchwork of traits ive stolen from other people

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bpd isn’t just simple ups and downs it’s not just depression or anxiety it’s having total breakdowns for the most ridiculous reasons feeling like your life is over for practically no reason and crying over the smallest things it’s having one of the highest suicide rates  it’s complete self invalidation, neurosis bordering psychosis feeling like you’re being torn in all kinds of directions it’s your own mind making you believe no one cares even when people keep telling you they do it’s the illusion that you’re worthless and you don’t fit in that perhaps you’ll never fit in no matter what it’s so much more than what people think it is it’s the fear of abandonment we struggle with whenever we think we’re being ignored it is horrible and makes you feel like you’re drowning like you have fallen into a body of water and you can’t reach the surface no matter how hard you try, it doesn’t matter like you’re trapped in a tiny room without any opening it makes you want to die, but also you don’t want to die it’s everything but fun, it’s not something hip people shouldn’t use it as a label to be special it’s nothing but bad and those dealing with it have to be incredibly strong simply to make it through the day, every single night dealing with the same thing again and again time and time again it’s the same old battle and it never changes by saying you have bpd when you do not have it, just to stick out you’re making the stigma so much worse, you’re making it worse for those who actually struggle with this disorder every single day as someone who deals with bpd myself I am incredibly proud of those of us that don’t give up it’s beyond difficult and I know we all know a bpd life is very difficult and at times seems worthless but it’s not even a bpd life is worth living for we too deserve happiness, and I believe we will find it if only we don’t back down you might think you’re worthless but you’re not you’re a brave person, a beautiful soul

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Aren’t Loyal

Once their needs change, so does their loyalty.

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when you successfully resist a self-destructive impulse

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me: *trying to use coping skills* i could watch netflix or listen to music or

Intrusive Thoughts™: or you could kill yourself !!!

me: oh ya great plan

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Me Searching

For people I can trust these days.

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ahem.

If I don't talk to you, don't take it personally. It's difficult for a broken person to gather his thoughts and put it into words. Better that I just stay quiet. Thanks.

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I’ll take the pain. Give me the truth, me and my heart, We’ll make it through. If happy is her, I’m happy for you

Demi Lovato (via pointlesscries)

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pretty much..

Got My Reservation

My reservation for Valentines day.

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