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Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

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A confession

Okay, you fucking demons. Here we go. My confession about the things that I did, just for you. I hope you're satisfied now.

Yes, I criticized a player and their character of an old campaign I was part of in front of my new D&D group.

Yes, I openly said that I don't click with the DMing style of my last DM and found it not balanced enough for our party setup.

Yes, I complained about how I didn't feel integrated enough in my last group, amd how I was often talked over by them.

Yes, I overexaggerated some things because they felt worse for me at that particular moment than they actually were.

Yes, I made some passive-aggressive posts in response to the conflict. Y'all don't need to crack out the screenshots for that. Just because I deleted them, doesn't mean I try to deny them.

Yes, I called someone immature for not being willing to sort that shit out with me.

Yes, I was very angry and said some not so nice things.

Yes, I 'lied', if that's what you want to call reacting badly in the heat of the moment and later thinking about it, calling it a misunderstanding ON MY PART and trying to apologize for it.

Yes, I alluded to who I argued with to friends, but only because it's clear as fucking day to anyone who knows me longer than 5 minutes.

CONCLUSION: Yes, I am not a perfect person, definitely make quite a lot of mistakes, and can most certainly be cruel and vengeful if I'm not actively fighting my impulses. But I have and will never hide behind lies and talking behind someone's back. I always state things as they are to the people in question first. Only then do I retreat into sharing my sorrows with friends to vent and not take it out on the person I'm currently at odds with. I don't take responsibility if they chose not to listen, and certainly not for things I have never said in the way they're portrayed as. I do, however, take full responsibility for what I've done, and accept that some friendships had to end over it. I know the cost of growing well enough to not salt my and other's fields over it.

That's my statement to what went down. Full disclosure, no topics unaddressed unless I forgot something, in which case I'm happy enough to edit them in if you shoot me a message about it. I have nothing to hide and am not too proud to stand by my mistakes, even though that unfortunately still is my first reaction because I still need time to process and confront things I did in order to see my own bad moves. I'm working on that with my psychiatrist, though, so you can kindly shove your colorful commentary about how I am a crazy bitch that needs therapy up your asses, my dear, angry nonnies. 😘

Btw, if you want to have nothing to do with me after reading all this, I'm not mad. Everyone should do what they think is best for themselves.

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I'll be reblogging this sporadically until after Christmas. After that, this blog will serve as an archive.

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.

[infragalaxia]

Important Announcement

Since someone’s waging war on me right now and I’m being bombarded with nasty anons, I will shut down this blog and move to a new one. All my sideblogs will go with me for good measure. If you want the new URL, message me. I will only notify those who interact with me regularly.