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Note;;  Don't expect me to be around much for a while. I just had my big life long dream crushed. If you wanna talk, you can find me here. Ask me for my skype there and we can chat. See you then.

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heroineofaaa replied to your post: I’ll be lurking a tiny tad bit befor...

You’re auditioning for American Idol? GOOD LUCK!! C:

AAH NO. IT'S NORWEGIAN IDOL-- BUT THANK YOU!!

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I'll be lurking a tiny tad bit before going to bed, but I am also leaving this note here for you guys;; TOMORROW MY FRIEND IS COMING OVER. SHE'S SLEEPING OVER TO JOIN ME TO MY IDOL AUDITION ON WEDNESDAY. This means I will most likely not be much around, and if they send me to the next round on the audition, it means I will be stressed as fuck. So. Just so you know I am not going to be much around.

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Big vent under the cut.

Once again it's about a person who is following all my other blogs except for this one, and I NEED it out somewhere he can't see it;; I deal with a lot of shit as most of you know. I deal with depression and eating disorder shit. I haven't eaten in over a week now. I've had small snacks every now and then, but it barely counts as food. I throw up if I eat too much. Now the thing is, my friend here is dealing with some bad stuff too, I know that and I want to help him, however;; he's S O ATTENTION SEEKING in a way. In the beginning I didn't mind it. I really didn't. I figured he just wanted to let things out, but the thing is.. Now he looks more and more like a copycat?? Whenever I post something on my personal blog, or say a small thing to him, he suddenly decides to do the same. As in, I can write "I haven't eaten all day" under a cut and not say it TO HIM, and just minutes later he writes something that's practically identical to what I wrote. Now, I know I can trigger him, but it's getting to the point where it's ridiculous how much he needs to "let out" things EVERY time I try to let out things, as if he needs to drag attention to himself and not to me? Now this is one of my best friends, which is why I feel so bad about this. Lately I have gone back to old habits of making myself throw up, and I have mentioned it on my personal. Now suddenly he says 'lol gonna make myself throw up' right after I wrote I was falling back to it? He hasn't done it since forever. And this makes me believe more and more that he wants attention, which I don't blame him for, but the thing is, I deleted my main personal blog with 700+ followers, and now I have a new one with like 13 followers. When I post something, it gets nothing, but as soon as he posts a thing, his 6,000+ followers are there for him. It's just so sketchy.. I can't even tell him anything anymore because as soon as I do he suddenly turns it around and takes what I have said and puts it on himself, as if he wants attention? Today I had HORRIBLE stomach aches. I tried to eat something, but as soon as it got over the line from snack to meal, I felt sick. Horribly sick, and was almost close to throwing up. Now I told him this, and suddenly HE HAS STOMACH ACHES? JUST LIKE ME? I SHOULDN'T BE ANNOYED BY THIS BUT I AM AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I TOLD HIM ALL OF THIS LITERALLY ONE DAY AGO AND HE WAS LIKE 'I'LL STOP' BUT THEN HE'S RIGHT BACK TO IT I CAN'T TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS WITHOUT HIM SUDDENLY GETTING THE SAME FEELINGS AND FEELING SAD OR SOMETHING. IT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH. I also feel like he lies a lot to me, especially about his weight or something. Every time I mention my weight he says he's so fat, and he says he weight about 49kg, which is fucking annoying me so much because H O N E S T L Y ? Last time I checked I weighed 10kg more than him then, and it's TOO sketchy to me, because me and him are almost the exact same height, and I am not going to sound rude but he is obviously a bit "bigger" than me. It makes no sense. I don't fucking know what to do about this because he doesn't listen -- I'm starting to close away from EVERYONE about my feelings now because of this. Because of him. UGH.

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OH and also! My muse for Story is a bit stronger than Erich today, and I am making icons for her. I'll be mostly over there if anyone wants to roleplay, and I make starters for new followers!

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sighs loudly. okay im here also once again tumblr did the damn reblog thing sORRY. anywho. i think ill be lurking for today. i might throw in some replies to what my muse is strong enough for, because i am beyond tired. my audition is coming up too, and im close to having an anxiety attack -- udflb

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i will be on my personal. not feeling too good.

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♒ ⊿ ——- ;;                   ' I’m not special. I’m clumsy, they make fun of me.                           I don’t know how to lead. ‘

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Okay, I've made up my mind. I'm going to make a Story rp blog from Lady in the water because I can --

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gfdi i wanna rp story from lady in the water now.

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when you find out your friend likes furries

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alright with that said i'll go and watch a movie with a friend, see you in a bit!

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dmoniic:

WTF CAN WE DO A DUET B/C UR AMAZING

SCREAMS SURE WE C A N T H ANK YOU OH MY GOD--

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sindxrin:

seriously, you’re an amazing little red tomato xD

come here and let me l o v e you

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Can I just -- When it comes to movies, I am a big nerd. I may not be the Star Wars type who knows everything, I am not on who knows better than others, but I am still a big nerd when it comes to it, and I wanna talk about M. Night. EVERYONE I KNOW is making fun of him, saying he's the worst when it comes to movies, and someone said that Lady in the water is one of the worst movies ever -- and I just -- n o. Lady in the water is a beautiful movie. I absolutely adore it to bits. The ending is amazing, the actors are so cool, and the plot twist in it surprised me as much as I was surprised in Frozen. This is a childhood movie for me and I actually adore M. Night. SURE. Some of his movies, usually reboots of old stories, aren't done too well, but when he writes a story HIMSELF, he knows what he's doing. I just wish people would stop hating him and making fun of him.. I love him.

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sindxrin:

( LOVE YOUR VOICE AAAAAH )

AAAAH TH A NK  YOU SO MUCH ;a; OH MY GOSH

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toothixna:

{{ your voice is beautiful <3 i think you did wonderfully~!

A-AAH THANK YOU. ;a;