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Crowded Town, Silent Bed

Part One

Pairing: Alpha!Aleksander x Omega!Fem!Reader

Summary: After bumping into you - Aleksander’s childhood neighbour - for the first time in years, he asks you out to dinner for a catch up.

Warnings [18+]: usual omegaverse themes and content, discussion of heats and sexual content, unspecified age gap between Aleksander and the reader.

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Aleksander can’t help himself. He isn’t snooping; you had told him to make himself at home while you are in the shower. It’s not his fault your things are everywhere in preparation of your evening. He wants to see who you’ve become in the years he hasn’t seen you.

He eyes the makeup spread across your desk. Some brands he vaguely recognises, whilst others he has no knowledge of. Shimmers and sparkles. Glosses and glitter. Similar looking products from different brands. It’s clear you’ve expanded your repertoire since you last saw one another.

Carefully, he lifts the stopper on your bottle of perfume, bringing it to his nose so that he can breathe in the scent. Always so sweet. It clings in his nostrils, like toffee sticking to the roof of his mouth.

He glances at the bed, pretty floral sheets tossed haphazardly over the mattress, with matching pillows placed askew at the head. It looks like you had assembled it in a hurry this morning.

There’s a basket full of blankets at the foot of your bed - pink and knitted, cream and fluffy - all manner of designs poke out from the container. He can imagine you gathering them together, alongside the cushions currently on your window seat, to build your nest before your heats.

As he’s scanning over your bookcase, he notices his name adorning one of the spines. It seems an odd addition; most of your books are fiction. Aleksander writes relationship and self-help books for both alphas and omegas.

It takes a moment for him to process that you’ve read one of his books. Then he realises which of his books is on your shelf. O for Omega: a brief guide to self-pleasure for omegas. He spots a few other titles by him and his heart skips a beat at the thought of you taking an interest in his work.

When he hears the water shut off, he retreats quietly back into your kitchen, seating himself on one of the barstools. He hears you enter your bedroom, rummage around for several minutes before a long moment of silence. Then you call out to him.

“Aleksander?”

He stands immediately, heading towards your open bedroom door. The apartment you live in is so small it takes a mere few strides before he’s leaning against your door frame. He watches as you style your hair.

“Yes?”

At the sound of his voice, the frown creasing at your brows smoothens out and when you sense his presence you turn away from your reflection to smile at him.

“Where are we actually going for dinner? I don’t want to be too overdressed.”

“It’s a restaurant downtown. The Little Palace.”

He watches your eyes go round, but you quickly smooth over your expression. It’s obvious you recognised the name as one of the best restaurants in Os Alta. He didn’t pick the venue to impress or intimidate you. Money isn’t an issue to Aleksander, he likes the food there, and he wants to treat you.

He loosens the button on his coat, opening it up to reveal his outfit - a dark charcoal suit with a white shirt and a black tie.

“I’m wearing my work wear.”

He notices the sudden flutter of your lashes, your pupils dilating as your gaze sweeps down his form.

“That’s what you wear for work?”

“Not always. Usually I opt for something a little more casual. But it all depends on what kind of session I’m leading. Stubborn omegas tend to respond better to an alpha in a suit.”

“Oh.” Then a frown appears between your brows, your head tilting aside as you think something over. “Really?” He cocks his head, raising a brow at you questioningly which prompts you to elaborate. “I would have thought it’d be the opposite.”

“How so?”

“Wearing a suit often conveys authority. Shy, more reserved omegas like the visual reassurance that someone else is in control of their environment. Whereas such an obvious display of dominance is going to raise the hackles of a more stubborn omega.”

“That’s… very insightful.”

The smile you give him is shy as you lower your gaze to your hands, clasped in your lap.

“Alphas fascinate me.”

“Fascinate?” he repeats, surprise threading its way through the word. You nod.

“The way you can walk into a room, and it instantly becomes your space.”

“Omegas can do that too.”

“I know, but it’s different.”

“How good are you at controlling your pheromones?”

All omegas secrete pheromones during moments of high emotion. Some omegas can use their emotions to produce specific pheromones to gain a reaction from an alpha. They focus on their desire while flirting, or their fear when they want comfort.

“I can do it occasionally,” you admit. “I wouldn’t say I’m very good at it.”

He takes a step forwards, moving towards you as he speaks in a warm, low tone.

“You’re doing rather well now.”

“I think that’s mostly you.”

He tilts his head aside.

“Me?”

You hum weakly in affirmation.

“I don’t feel like I’m in control of anything when I’m around you.”

“You’re in control of everything,” he states. Then he frowns slightly. “Unless you don’t want to be?”

Seemingly overwhelmed by the sudden question put towards you, your gaze drops down to your lap once again.

“I- I don’t know what I want.”

“That’s okay.” He pauses for a moment, looking down at your knees pressed tightly together. “You don’t have to hide from me.” That makes your eyes snap back up to his, round in surprise and confusion as you attempt to decipher the meaning behind his words. “Spread your legs.”

“Aleksander-”

“Omega,” he states firmly. The volume of his voice drops, though the intensity in his tone remains the same, gentle but commanding. “Spread your legs.”

The whimper that writhes in your throat makes sparks dance across his skin, the familiar, delightful feeling of bringing an omega to heel. The fact that it’s you makes it all the more thrilling. He knows you’re going to obey. Not only is it in your nature, but it’s in your temperament too - you never could deny him and that hasn’t changed even after all these years.

“Let me read your scent, hm?” he murmurs encouragingly.

He hears you breathe out a little gasp of agitation, knees squeezing together one last time before your muscles relax, your legs slipping open to reveal your scent to the room.

He hooks a finger beneath your chin, guiding your eyes upwards to meet his.

“Don’t be ashamed.”

Aleksander shifts his stance slightly, parting his legs a little wider so that you can inhale a deep breath of his scent - filled with desire - a mirror of your own. He watches your teeth sink into your lower lip and he has to swallow down a growl of frustration. Instead he says quietly,

“I’ll leave you to get dressed.”

A pale green dress is what you eventually decide on. It’s short and flowy at the bottom, stopping a little beneath the curve of your buttocks - where his gaze most definitely does not linger. The sleeves are long, flared at the wrist, and the mesh-like fabric reveals hints of your skin from between the floral swirls adorning the garment.

The neckline is low, though he isn’t sure whether the addition of a black bralette makes it better or worse. The thought of seeing so much of your bare chest makes his stomach twist, but the lace that clings to the curves of your cleavage is as equally as distracting. When you slip on your boots, the only portion of your legs that remains visible is your thighs and it’s hard not to imagine how it would feel to squeeze them in his hands.

His gaze isn’t subtle, though you seem to misinterpret the reasoning behind it.

“Is this okay?” you ask shyly, fingers playing with the hem of your dress.

“You look beautiful.”

─•~❉᯽❉~•─

“So, you haven’t found yourself an alpha yet?” Aleksander asks as he dips a cut of his steak into the small dish of sauce at the side of his plate.

He breathes out a silent laugh as you pause mid-chew, with a look on your face akin to a deer in headlights. Your expression remains somewhat flustered as you swallow your food, dabbing your lips with a napkin before you answer him.

“No.” He lifts a brow slightly and you fill the pause. “I’ve dated a little over the years, but no one’s really been mate material.”

He can see the question in your eyes, but as you reach for your glass he wonders if you’ll find the courage to ask it. Instead of staring, he lowers his gaze back down to his food. Out of the corner of his eye, he watches you turn your fork over in your hand.

“What about you?” you ask. He looks up in time to see your throat bob nervously. “Have you found an omega?”

He shakes his head slowly, leaning back in his chair slightly.

“No. I haven’t.”

“Really?”

The question is soft, as if it has slipped past your lips without thought, and your eyes go wide when you realise you had spoken it aloud. Aleksander cocks his head slightly in surprise.

“My work keeps me busy. It feels as though the only omegas I interact with these days are my clients.”

The smile that tugs at the corner of your mouth is small, but there’s amusement in your eyes rather than judgement. It’s refreshing. Lots of omegas think at his age he should be more focused on finding someone to start a family with. It’s not that he doesn’t want to have a family - he does, more than anything - it just seems like he can’t find the right omega.

“I read your latest book. I thought it was brilliant.”

His stomach flips at the word ‘brilliant.’ Aleksander has always been a perfectionist, striving to do his very best. His mother had scoffed at his career plan to help omegas, and his father died when he was small. It isn’t often that he gets praise from someone he truly cares for.

“You did?”

“I never thought about having a platonic alpha. It makes sense though.”

“Alphas used to lead packs. It’s in our nature to provide. They would look after everyone in their pack, regardless of their designation, and not just their mate.”

“Packs aren’t very common these days.”

He nods slowly.

“We’re the most isolated we’ve ever been. Pack dynamics are much smaller than they were a century ago. Like you said, some people don’t even form a pack. They exist in a bubble with their mate.”

“It’s understandable though, wanting to be with your mate.”

“Of course it is. Especially during the honeymoon phase of bonding. But afterwards, it’s just as important to be around other people of various designations.”

“Why’s that?”

“If you were dating an alpha, and he told you not to interact with one of your alpha friends, what would you do?”

“What’s the reason? Does the alpha know something about my friend?”

“The reason is that you should do as you’re told.”

Aleksander sees the heaviness your lashes gain for a moment, as you flutter them in response to his words. He suspects that you enjoy doing as you’re told. It takes a few seconds for you to refocus on the conversation and give him your answer.

“I’d tell him I’ll be friends with whoever I want and if that bothers him then he can leave.”

He smiles.

“Good girl.”

His praise flusters you, but he doesn’t regret the words that came to him instinctively. While he knows you enjoy submission, he’s glad you won’t be baring your neck to a bad alpha.

The two of you are quiet as you finish your meal and order some dessert when the server comes to collect your plates. You make idle chatter as you wait, telling Aleksander anecdotes from your work which he listens to with rapt attention. He feels as though he’s missed so much of your life in the years you’ve been apart.

It isn’t long before you’re both tucking into your desserts and Aleksander can’t stop himself from smiling at the sight of you enjoying yourself.

“Can I ask you something?” he says suddenly. When you nod immediately, he feels the need to add, “If you don’t feel comfortable answering, just tell me and I won’t mention it again.”

That makes you pause, thinking for a moment before you nod again, slowly.

“If you don’t currently have an alpha, how do you cope during your heat?”

He sees something shift in your expression - contemplation turning sad for a second before embarrassment takes hold of your features.

“I wouldn’t say I cope particularly well.”

Distress sours your scent as you press your knees together, your fingertips digging into the plush flesh of your inner thigh, and Aleksander wants to make you feel better.

“Come here.”

“What?”

He beckons to you.

“Come sit with me, omega.”

He sees your eyes flicker around nervously, but it isn’t uncommon to see an omega sitting in an alpha’s lap - even in public. Just in Aleksander’s eye-line, he can see two separate couples where the omega is seated on their alpha’s knee. A few tables across from the two of you, there’s even an omega sitting at their alpha’s feet.

When you stand, a little shakily, Aleksander shifts his chair back a little to make room for you. It takes a moment for you both to get comfortable, but he feels the tension in your body ease slightly once you’re seated.

He strokes his fingers across your inner thigh, soothing the glands there. They feel a little swollen, you must be around a week away from your heat. A tiny gasp slips from your lips, your body jerking in surprise at his brazen touch. He presses his lips to your temple.

“It’s alright,” he murmurs in a low tone. “No one here knows we aren’t a couple.” He cups his fingers beneath your jaw, his thumb circling over the apple of your cheek gently. “When they see us, all they will think is that my omega needs some soothing. Don’t you, darling?”

With an unfocused glaze to your eyes, you nod, and Aleksander’s smile widens.

“Would you tell me about your heat?”

“It-” He sees the emotion well up inside you, words sticking in your throat as you struggle to verbalise your natural plight without getting upset.

“It’s okay. Alpha’s here. I’ve got you.”

He watches you fight to keep your eyes from rolling back in response to his gentle display of dominance.

“Al- Aleksander.”

“I’m here. Talk to me. How long does your heat usually last?”

“Around ten days.”

He makes a sympathetic little noise in the back of his throat.

“Longer than average. Are you slick for the entire ten days?”

You nod bashfully. Omegas are nearly always embarrassed by the amount of slick they produce, especially those with a heavy flow. He understands that not being in control of your body can be somewhat mortifying, but as an alpha all he can think of is how much easier it would be to slip his knot into you.

“Sometimes it starts a couple of days pre-heat,” you admit, and Aleksander wants to grind his hips upwards against your body.

“You’re in pre-heat now, aren’t you?”

You nod again.

“It’s about five days before I start. I’m going to make my nest when I get home tonight.”

Aleksander is fighting a losing battle against his cock. The thought of you going home to build your nest after seeing him, the thought of his scent still clinging to you as you gather blankets and pillows, makes him ache painfully. He hopes you don’t notice how the bulge in his trousers is slowly hardening.

“Do you have everything you need?” he asks.

The smile you give him is soft, but there’s a self-depreciating twist at the corner of your mouth.

“Aside from an alpha?”

He grits his teeth to prevent him from offering himself to you. It wouldn’t be the first time he had helped an omega in heat, but with you it feels different. It would feel like more. He knows he would want more from you and it wouldn’t be fair to either of you. So, he offers you the next best thing - his expertise.

“I have a few suggestions for you, if you don’t mind me offering them.”

“Suggestions?”

“There’s lotions, to rub over your glands, to ease the swelling. I could help you find the right toys to sate your needs. And we can work out what scents lower your stress levels, to keep you more relaxed during your heat.”

“That would be nice. Thank you.” There’s a short pause before you ask with a shy smile, “Do I need to make an appointment with you?”

“Not at all,” he responds genuinely. “I can stop by your place after work, sometime before your heat?”

“Tomorrow? It’s my day off.”

“My last appointment should finish at around three in the afternoon. Would that work with you?”

“That would be perfect.”

─•~❉᯽❉~•─

When the two of you leave the restaurant, Aleksander notices you shiver. The thin little blouse you’re wearing over your dress is pretty, but Aleksander doubts it provides any warmth. He shrugs his jacket from his shoulders, wrapping it around your body.

“I’m fine,” you insist, your chin wobbling as you try to stop your teeth from chattering. He hums, unconvinced, and keeps his arm around you while you stand waiting for the valet to bring Aleksander’s car to the entrance.

He sees your eyes slip shut for a moment as you lean your forehead against his chest. Dinner had lasted much longer than either of you had anticipated. Aleksander knows you’ve had a busy day at work too. You must be exhausted. He presses a gentle kiss to the top of your head, and you nuzzle closer into his body, seeking out his warmth. He wonders, as the car pulls up, if you will be able to nap on the way home.

He dismisses the valet with a look, when the woman reaches to open the passenger door for you. He knows it’s irrational, but he allows himself this brief moment of possession. With you in such a sleepy, vulnerable state, he feels the need to protect and provide for you as much as possible.

He guides you towards the car, careful not to break the hazy headspace you’ve fallen into.

“In we go, omega. Watch your head.” He places a hand over the back of your head as you climb into the passenger seat. “Good girl.” Once he has you settled, he buckles your seatbelt and reaches down to your shoes. “Let’s slip these off, okay?”

He unzips the boots, pulling at them both gently before discarding them into the footwell. He rubs your calves soothingly.

“Get comfy, darling. You’ll be home soon.”

You do manage to sleep in the car. Aleksander turns the heated seats on, and keeps the hot air blowing gently, which seems to knock you out completely. He glances over at you regularly, your face turned towards him, cheek smushed against the curve of the seat.

When he pulls up outside your building, Aleksander doesn’t want to wake you. He wishes he could have taken you to his home, scooped you up in his arms, and lowered down into his bed. Instead, he strokes your face gently before nudging at your shoulder.

“Darling, we’re here.”

He breathes out a soft laugh at the adorable sight of you blinking groggily. Aleksander exits the car smoothly, but you take much longer. It seems to take you a moment to reorientate yourself. Then you unbuckle your seatbelt and shove your feet into your boots.

Aleksander opens the door, reaching down to zip up your boots and pick up your purse. Without a word, he offers you his free hand which you accept, and he walks you into the building. Once you reach your front door, he holds your purse open as you rummage for your keys. He wants to drag out his time with you as much as possible.

When you finally get your door open, you rub your eye sleepily, makeup smudging slightly in the corner. Then you seem to remember you’re still wearing his jacket.

“Oh, m’sorry.”

You begin to slip it from your shoulders, but Aleksander reaches out to stop you.

“No, no. Keep it,” he assures you. “For your nest.” He sees your grip tighten on the garment and for a second he hopes you feel as possessive over him as he does for you. “I’ll see you tomorrow night, okay?”

“Okay.”

He leans close, cupping your face between his hands as he presses a lingering kiss to your forehead.

“Good night, darling. Sweet dreams.”

“G’night, alpha.”

He sucks in a breath at your mumbled response. It’s clear you’re more than half asleep, but that’s the first time you’ve ever called him alpha. He watches you slip through your door, giving him one last smile before you’re gone. He stands there for a few seconds, hoping to cling to this moment for a little longer. Then he turns away.

─•~❉᯽❉~•─

#aleksander morozova x reader #aleksander morozova

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innerwriterwonderland · 2 months ago

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Hannibal × Hunger Games AU

Victor!Hannigram × reader

Hannibal who tells reader to make alliances with other carrer tributes but keep an eye on those from distric two.

Reader who follows his words to a T, expect she glues herself to the tiny girl from distric four: Abigail.

Will who's force to go to Hannibal for help, this is the best chance he has to bring Abigail out of the area.

Reader who planned beforehand everything she must do to win.

First: Let the tributes busy themselves with killing each other.

Second: Make alliances with the strongest competitors.

Third: Kill the strongest once they got rid of the rest.

Reader who had those three steps embedded into her head by Hannibal.

Reader who keeps Abigail close by, and kills the other carrer tributes in their sleep with her help.

Hannibal who watches as she does so with Will beside him.

Hannibal who knows what you must do next.

You both hold your breath, only one Victor will be standing in the end.

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#hannibal lecter #hannibal x reader #hannigram x reader #hannibal x will #will graham #hannibal nbc #abigail hobbs

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innerwriterwonderland · 3 months ago

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Hannibal × Hunger Games AU

Victor!Hannigram × reader

Hannibal who's a victor from distric one, known for his cruel and clinical kills in the games.

Will who's a winner from four who never really recovered from what he did to win.

Reader and Abigail who are their trainees for this year hunger games.

Reader is a trained throught and throught career tribute, expert in different weapons and physical trainning.

But lacks the actual instintic to kill.

Abigail who knows how to handled knives and gut out prey like no one else.

But is easy prey for the tributes from upper districs with better training.

They make an alliance, they force Hannibal and Will into an alliance.

But there came only be one victor in the end.

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part. 2

#hannibal lecter #will graham #hannibal nbc #the hunger games #abigail hobbs #hannibal x reader #hannigram x reader #will graham x reader #hannigram #hannibal x will

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innerwriterwonderland · 3 months ago

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a talking point i often see when defending the consumption of dark content is that it’s a coping mechanism for those with trauma which is very valid and true but i also want to make this abundantly clear: you can like dark content for no reason. you can enjoy fucked up shit in fiction because it’s enjoyable and entertaining. trauma is not required as a ticket for entry. enjoy your dark content bc it’s fun and sexy and don’t let anyone take that away from you

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innerwriterwonderland · 3 months ago

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Bittersweet Belladona

PAIRING: Dark!Will Graham x Yandere!Reader x Dark!Hanninal Lecter

CONTENT WARNING: SMUT (18+ only, mdni) very dark Will Graham. age gap (reader is twenty two) mention of mental instability, unhinged behavior by all parties, dubcon, stalking, slight blood, choking, hair pulling, manhandling (reader gets her shit clapped) degradation and praise, mention of cannibalism, scratching, slight fluff at the end.

SYNOPSIS: Following along the bloody trail left behind renowned Psychiatrist Dr. Lecter and his kin, Will Graham, your sick obsession had made you somewhat better than the FBI at tracking down the two. In the shadows, you lingered and stalked them both like a new born shadow, oblivious to the fact that you were also captured in their sight. Your twisted infatuation with the two had you cornered soon enough, trapped in an empty museum with them.

You were lured in.

You should've known.

Just why would they commit a crime in the open museum if not to lure you in and trap you?

The two men circled you around like you were their prey, like the man they had killed and formed into a firefly with its wings spread out, hanging in the air. Wings that were made out of the man's skin — red flesh exposed. The sight was spectacular and you wanted nothing more than to click photos of it, capture it in the deepest darkest parts of your mind and savor it forever.

You stared at it in pure awe, not registering the fact that you were trapped.

“Beautiful, isn't it?”

It was Will’s deep voice.

Strained and dry, it made you feel something dark inside your chest. You flinched at his voice, retreating a step back but all you felt against your back was Hannibal’s hard chest, as you crashed into him. His tall figure towered over you and you moved forward, in an attempt to get away from him.

“Beautiful like her.” Hannibal spoke, voice cutting the silence like butter. “But too bad she lacks manners, don't you think?”

All you wanted to do was stalk them, learn more about how their minds worked and get to know them. You had never found their acts of violence disgusting, no. It was simply human, their flaws and the gruesome darkness concealed behind their beautiful faces. It was all too fascinating for you but you knew all too well what the two men were capable of.

The proof was levitating right up in the air.

“Following us around, stalking us. Even going as far as to hacking our phones to eavesdrop on our conversations, how fucking impolite and ill mannered.” It was Will, as he snapped at you. Your face set ablaze underneath his searing gaze, feeling terrified as he stared at you.

A look of disgust in his eyes.

“She might as well be the next Freddie Lounds.” You wanted to hide away from the way Will was glaring at you. Glasses long gone, curly strands slicked back as he pinched the bridge of his nose.

Your lips trembled. “I—”

Your throat was parched, running dry in an instant as you attempted to speak and come up with some sort of excuse to your bad behavior. You felt like a child trapped between two adults, anticipating a very bad scolding, maybe even a beating too.

“You're scared, hm?” Hannibal reached for your face, squeezing it between his hand. Your lips forming a forced pout. You were trembling in his hold, as resilient as you were.

You'd decided to follow them, in a way, finding solace in them. The cannibalistic murderers of Baltimore, murder husbands, the FBI profiler who eloped with his cannibalistic psychiatrist. Everytime you saw them on the news, you felt a connection form between you and them and tug you towards them. It was profound, what you felt for them and how the people to whom you were an unknown person comforted you.

Without their own acknowledgement.

You didn't want to die.

As much as you had nothing to live for, other than the delusions that you were meant to join the two— you were an empty shell. An unstable mind wandering the world with nowhere to go. You attempted to make a run for it as soon as you felt Hannibal’s grip loosen. Bolting for the large door, your hand nearly grasped onto the golden knob and pulled at the door but Will was quick to run after you, grabbing your hand and pushing you up against the wall next to the door.

His palm laid straight on your cheek, forcing the side of your head along the wall. Holding you firmly in place all while you struggled and became a sobbing, sputtering mess. Pain blossomed in the side of your head, throbbing and roaring through your skull. Like it could grow two large heads more. The rough manhandling caused tears to pool in your waterline, threatening to drop.

You felt horrible, didn't know what was so wrong about wanting to get to know them on a deeper level as they provided you with comfort. Feeling a bit dumbfounded and stupid.

“Please—”

“Shut the fuck up.” Will nearly growled in your ear, a shiver of terror dancing up your spine.

You watched, in your blurred peripheral vision, a figure moving in next to you. It was obviously Hannibal and you stared at him with a plea clear in your eyes.

“She looks so afraid.” He commented, moving his gaze from your face to Will’s. The man still locking you in place. “She's pretty too.”

“I hate to agree.” Will sternly said, with a hint of frustration in his voice.

You struggled and squirmed, all futile and not enough to help you get your freedom. Will’s hand tangled in your hair, fingers grabbing a bunch of your hair and fisting them. He dragged you from the door and tossed you right across the vast space on the floor, watching as your body collided with the hard marble.

You didn't waste a single second in scurrying away from them both. Now you were the prey and they were the predator, stalking upto you like you were their food. Which, you were pretty sure you were going to become. You didn't mind but you couldn't die with a heart aching to be understood, to be seen.

“She deserves a punishment, no?” Hannibal said to will, voice laced with mischief.

You shook your head. “Sorry—so sorry.”

Your tears and apologies were falling upon deaf ears. Will reveled in the feeling of seeing you this helpless, at this mercy and he knew he could crush you beneath his shoe like a dying little bird. Hannibal was more interested in Will and your dynamic, how you craved to be in his presence yet were terrified of him.

He found it endearing, even.

“Oh no, apologies won't cut it, pretty girl.” He said, in a hoarse voice. “I'm gonna make sure you never ever do something so silly like this ever again.”

Fear had consumed your whole being. Fingers trembling and breath hitching. Heart beat pattering like wild raindrops against a glass window. You could feel it thumping in your ears, as nausea took over you. The urge to throw up all over the floor fought to dominate you but you didn't allow it.

“What were you thinking?” Hannibal asked, squatting down next to where you were on the floor, back pressed into an old viking artifact. “Following dangerous men like us around. Just what did you believe you would achieve from it, if not your demise?”

You gulped, staring between the two men.

Glancing at Will and cowering under Hannibal’s gaze.

You didn't dare speak a word. The letters of the word ‘comfort’ burning the tip of your tongue but you didn't say it. The fear that wafted off you was almost arousing for Hannibal Lecter. His strong ability to smell emotions and feelings helping him smell your fear and anxiety.

“Answer him.” Will ordered, reaching forward and squatting down next to Hannibal in front of you. His hand extended out and collected the hair straight from your roots, tugging onto them. It hurt, the burning sensation spreading along your scalp as your neck was craned up.

You stared at him, a lone tear sliding down.

“J-Just wanted to see, w-wanted to see how you both do it.” Broken words uttered by your broken self.

Hanninal and Will looked at each other, seemingly communicating through their minds as their eyes spoke. Hannibal nodded and Will’s attention shifted back to you, this time staring at you with a different type of void behind those blue eyes of his. His grip tightened and you whimpered, fueling your tears.

Then he leaned down and in a rough kiss, captured your lips. Teeth clashing against your skin, tugging and biting on it. Your little fists tried to push him away from you, banging on the expanse of his chest. He didn't budge at all. Will had newfound determination to break you, to break you in order to put your pieces back together.

In a way he'd liked.

Hannibal knew as manipulative as he was, Will Graham was a cunning boy.

You felt him sink his teeth into your lower lip, piercing the skin enough to evoke blood. A trail dripping down, accumulating at the round of your chin. Vision blurry and eyes squeezed tightly, you cried and cried while struggling. It only worsened your situation as you felt someone behind you— taking a hold of your small fists and restraining them behind your back.

Hannibal held you in place tightly, giving full access to Will to have his way with you.

Your lungs expanded, in desperate attempts to suck in air but all you felt was Will’s tongue slipping past the entrance of your mouth. Colliding with yours, like snake, wrapping around it and in a way, the man was fucking your mouth.

Plunging his tongue in an out of your mouth.

Saliva, blood, tears. All of these liquids proved your demise, though not forever. You knew after Will or both the men are done with you, you'd be different. You'd be dead and you'll be reborn.

“Will, do you intend to end her life with a kiss?” Hannibal called out and the man finally, finally retrieved his tongue and broke apart from you.

Terrified to open your eyes, you let them stay shut. You could feel the hot breath of Will mingling with your own, chest moving vertically up and down. Lungs dragging in as much oxygen as the organs could, unaware of when they'll be allowed to breathe ever again.

“Open your eyes.” Hannibal’s hands caressed your wrists as he whispered in your ear.

You didn't listen and that was a grave mistake. That somehow managed to piss Will off more than you invading their privacy. Your disobedience towards Hannibal and as he walloped his hand across your cheek, a ringing sound entered your ears.

It was loud, everything becoming a blur to you.

Just how hard had he hit you?

Your eyes were opened and you blinked profusely, now finally capturing the man in front of you. You noticed the swell of his lips, as well as the blood that was smeared all over it. His slicked back hair now messed up in a few strands dancing over his forehead. You didn't stop your cries this much, soft little sobs echoing in the spacious museum.

“Will,” Hannibal warned. “She's fragile, you shouldn't be this aggressive.”

“She's strong and she knows it. A fragile little girl wouldn't stalk two men all the way from the US to Italy, would she now, princess?” You shook your head.

The obedience you had shown by responding immediately was satisfying for both of them. The slap had worked, and Hannibal took a hold of your chin, moving your face towards him. His scrutinizing gaze hovered over your busted lip. “It's bleeding, poor you. Will is really cruel, isn't he?”

The sheer rudeness and strictness Will Graham expressed and showcased was in complete contrast to Hannibal’s sweet, gentle demeanor. Its like one was meant to leave bruises while the other bandaged those same wounds.

“Please.” You pleaded, completely unaware of what you were actually pleading for. You knew that even if they were to let you go, you would still continue to stalk the men. You couldn't survive separation and it wasn't like you wanted to live with the two or be roommates, no.

You were more than okay with striving in the shadows, only admiring them from afar.

How did they catch you?

Were you that obvious? That obsessed and infatuated that you hadn't realized these men could outsmart you?

Will stared at you, the scared look on your face stirring something primal within his chest. You looked so beautiful, so broken and he saw himself in you. He saw who he was before meeting Hannibal and this — what he was about to do to you — could be your breakthrough.

They could be your pillars.

Hannibal was in absolute awe of the beauty you possessed and were. Just the raw vulnerability you exposed and how dedicated you were to stalking them, it was all endearing to him. To him it felt like you harbored romantic feelings for him, for them both. Like a puppy following its owners.

“Tie her up.” Will said to Hannibal and he nodded — immediately getting to work. Despite the amount of tears you shed, the struggling and the pleadings, it didn't bother them one bit. Hannibal had found a rope, magically and it made you realize all the more of how deep you had fallen into the well.

They came prepared.

Oh they had thought everything out.

They were looking forward to this.

“No, n-no, please. Listen to me.”

Didn't matter. You were nothing but a lifeless little doll, a plaything to keep them entertained. Hannibal tied you up, hands behind your back. Each knot tightened to the point of purple bruising, his hands skilfully moving across your body. It wasn't just your hands he tied, he'd restrained your arms too and the pain begun in your shoulders.

Both of them looked at you, sitting on the floor, tied up. Your dress had riled up to your thighs in the endeavor and it exposed your soft flesh, which seemed to be an invitation for the two men. Hannibal could only think how you'd taste, drenched in honey and garlic, sizzled on a barbeque. The flesh roasted and sprinkled with diced coriander.

Meanwhile Will could feel his cock becoming hard at how fucking hopeless you seemed. Just sitting on the floor, soft little sniffles falling from your lips. Even a few hiccups here and there too. A red handprint on your cheek a clear indication of your disobedience. It was a sight he wouldn't mind if he were to witness it for the rest of his life with Hannibal.

Will leaned down to you, sitting next to you as his hand reached for the exposed flesh of your thighs. When his soothing fingertips touched your skin, you flinched. That act of yours and how unwilling you still were made him tighten his grip on your thighs, nails leaving crescent moons all over the skin.

“You could've chosen a different path. A different life, different interests than the ones you have right now.” There was almost a heavy sadness to his words. Like he missed the person who he was, somewhere deep inside his mind. “Yet you got yourself into such a mess. Trapped with two men. Do you have any idea what we'll do to you, pretty girl?”

You shook your head.

“If you knew coming here would have you end up like this, would you still go through with it?” He stared at you, in anticipation, searching for the answer in your blurry gaze but he didn't need to.

As you nodded your head. Proving the unstable state of your mind. Despite knowing things would end this way, you'd come to this place over and over again. They had noticed you, they'd seen you, felt you. How could it get any better? Yes, you were hurt but did it really matter? It was worth seeing the two perform their art in all its glory.

Hannibal stared at Will and the man scoffed — shaking his head. “You're such a braindead little thing, aren't you?”

You lifted your eyes up from the floor you were on, confused. The confusion gave you the look of a lost puppy, who had no idea just what was even happening to it. Puzzled and all over the place, terrified and lost.

“She's a peculiar one.” Hannibal commented, one hand slipped inside his pocket. “Should we take her?”

“We'll decide that when she's proven to be worthy of it.” His hand inched closer and closer, riding further up your thigh and between them. Your breath hitched, body shivering as you felt his fingers brush against your clothed cunt.

You were already soaked, as confused as you were about it. They had humiliated you, disrespected you, hurt you yet your panties were saturated. Upon feeling the slick coating your inner thighs, Will let out a dark chuckle and showed his fingers to Hannibal.

The slick glistening against the bright lights.

“She's not some innocent little girl. Her cunt is drenched, Hannibal. All because of how we treated her, like some whore.”

You squeezed your thighs together, not wanting Will to pry more but he did. Both hands at both knees, he parted your thighs open fully and exposed you to the lascivious gaze of himself and Hannibal. The wet spot on your beige panties the perfect innuendo that you were aroused, like some fucking animal and it grossed you out.

Why were you feeling this way?

Will’s hand lowered to your cunt, his thumb flat against your covered clit. He moved it in slow, circular motions, watching you in exciting anticipation. Your body twitched, hips immediately beginning to writhe and he scoffed. Your reactions were fucking adorable, both the men in complete awe.

You still wanted out — as good as this felt.

You struggled, squirming your hips and trying to stray further from him but Will grabbed your leg, putting his own over it to refrain you from moving. You whimpered at his heavy weight on your leg, as he continued his ministrations on your cunt. He then finally peeled the panties off you, sliding them down yout ankles and tossing them to the aside.

“Fuck, such a pretty pussy.” He whispered, Hannibal also joining him on the floor.

Both of them stared at your cunt like it was a meal they both had craved for a very, very long time. A fresh set of tears fell as Will parted your pussy open with his thumbs, pink flesh coated with creamy arousal.

Hannibal shifted behind you, pulling you between his own legs. Both his hands caressed your sides, slowly riding upto your breasts. Fingers kneading into the plush of your tits and dragging your dress down, watching the fat mounds bounce out. His own cock hardened at the sight.

Hannibal loved the female body, how beautiful and different it was than a man's. Innocence seeped into it, like a fresh drop from the sun and a tear of the moon.

You looked up at him and shook your head, squirming. “Stop —no. Not right, not right.”

At your resistance, Will delivered a sharp smack across the stripe of your cunt. Watching as the pink deepened. He slid a finger inside you and you whimpered, gaze fixated on Hannibal. The men simultaneously toyed with your body, having their way with it and you could only sit there helplessly and sob.

“She's tight, even around my finger. I wonder how she'll take both of our cocks.” Will’s comment made Hannibal’s concealed cock throb. A low rumble escaping his chest, vibrating against your back. “Don't tempt me, Will.” Hannibal warned, his fingers pinching and tugging at your hardened peaks.

Will soon inserted another finger, staring up at you. He found you disrespectful and downright rude. Somewhere you reminded him of a certain redhead, with how you lurked everywhere in the shadows wherever they were. But he knew you were nothing like Freddie Lounds. You did not possess the same greed she did, the same lust for fame and content.

Instead he saw darkness. The type of darkness that matched his own — a reflection of his own self. He plunged his fingers in and out of you, curving them and gaining access to that sensitive spot. As he hit it, your gummy walls tightened around his digits, greedy cunt sucking them in.

Meanwhile Hannibal forced you to look at him, one hand still toying with your perky tits. He stared down at you, finding you endearing. How you cried, every movement of your little body. The tears pooling in your waterline, the way your lips shivered and produced small sobs, how the fear flashed in your gaze once in awhile. You were so broken and so damaged, he wanted to fix you right up.

By breaking you apart.

“You should've expected this to happen. Stalking dangerous men like us, while being so frail and fragile yourself. Just what did you expect to happen, hm?” His grip tightened on your wrist, as he stared at you.

You had no words. There was nothing on your mind, other than the realization that you were trapped and had nowhere to go. There was no one coming to your salvation and the thought terrified you more than anything. The complexities of your own emotions and thoughts warring together only left you further braindead.

Hannibal captured your lips. At first the kiss was sweet, gentle even but soon you realized it was only to swallow your little sounds. Every time Will bruised your sensitive spot, Hannibal swallowed a gulp of your whimper. These two were like wolves, consuming and sucking the blood out of their prey.

He continued kissing you, prying your mouth open and mingling his tongue with yours. The fact that you still had Will’s saliva in your mouth, also dribbling down your chin and Hannibal kissed the same mouth. It was all too taboo to not turn you on. Your hips shuffling a little only for Will to press his own leg harder down on yours.

Will stared at you both, watching with a burning gaze as Hannibal practically sucked the soul out of you. He scoffed a little, remembering Hannibal’s words from earlier at how he almost ended you with a kiss. The man was doing the same now, just with a much gentle tone.

He didn't even allow you to inhale or breathe, lips locked against yours in a tight firm kiss. You struggled, attempting to move here and there but it didn't work at all. He continued devouring you like you were his last meal. He kissed differently than Will. He kissed with the intention to eat you, with the intention to savor you for the rest of his life.

It was too passionate for you to ignore. Tears sliding down your face. “You can't eat her now, Hannibal. Don't end up biting her tongue off.”

Will’s words made Hannibal stall for a moment, registering what the man had said. He was right, Hannibal couldn't actually eat you now and from how sweet you tasted, he wanted to bite your fucking tongue off and decorate it with your white teeth.

He backed out, after relishing in the taste you had to offer. Hannibal almost flinched at how fucked out you appeared, from a mere kiss. Your vision had blurred, your mind hazy and your cheeks red. You stared at him, partially lost and numb and then more tears slid across your face.

“Let's take her over to the table.” Will passed an order and Hannibal complied, picking you up within seconds. Your legs resting on his waist, as he carried you to the table.

It was somewhere in the back, concealed in a dark corner. Hannibal laid you down against it on your stomach, and you kicked. Your little kicks delivering to his leg but it didn't affect him at all. Your act of disobedience was like drops of fuel against a fire and it angered both of them. Hannibal’s fingers circled around your ankles, holding them in place.

Will walked over to the two of you, and his fingers drowned in your locks. Grabbing a fistful of it, he craned your neck up and made you look at him. “You fucking brat.” Will slapped you across the side of your face, watching you with a burning stare.

Incinerating pain grew on your right cheek as you slowly regained your senses back and registered the slap. Blood trickled down your chin, the source being your busted lip. The trail cold and dark. “S-Sorry.”

“Oh you'll be fucking sorry when we're done with you, whore.” Will turned to Hannibal. “You take her cunt, I take her mouth. She'll know just how easy we were being on her.”

“Don't end up damaging her.” Hannibal responded, grip tightening on your ankles. “I have taken a liking to her, she'll be good entertainment.”

“Fine.” Will replied with a groan.

Then you caught his attention, again. How unlucky you were. You watched as he unzippes his pants and your eyes widened in horror, hearing another zip being pulled down right after Will’s. You shook your head but it caused Will’s grip to tighten.

As he pulled out his cock, you heard shuffling behind you as well. Will tapped his fat tip against your cheek, then slowly running it along your sealed lips. “Are you going to open up or do I have to force you?”

You contemplated. You really contemplated and the slap made you more pliant, as you parted open your lips. On the other hand, Hannibal had pushed your legs apart, his own cock in his hand. He slowly guided it inside you and when you felt his thick head enter you, a high pitched moan echoed within the walls of the museum.

Will pulled your hair. “Stick your fucking tongue out.”

And you obliged. Ashamed and embarrassed, you stuck your tongue out and Will slapped his fat cock flat against it a few times before driving it inside the wetness of your mouth. Feeling them both enter you at the same time, one inside your cunt and the other dominating your mouth. You cried out in pain.

Hannibal looked down at how your pussy hugged his cock, barely halfway through and a low growl rumbled from his chest upon seeing the ring of blood around his cock.

You were a virgin.

“She's a virgin Will.” Hannibal called out, pushing himself deeper inside you. To a point where no one else has been. “Poor girl probably wanted something sweet, something gentle for her first time.”

Will practically melted at the fact that you were a virgin. Completely untouched. He wondered how could that be possible with the way you appeared and how your body was carved by the gods them selves? But he didn't care. It was perfect. You were perfect.

Made for them.

Crafted for them by the same god they both resented.

Will’s gaze dropped down at you, watching you as your lips squeezed around his cock and sucked him in. “Ever sucked a cock before, princess?”

The term which was usually used for endearment sounded so ironic when it came from Will. Like he was mocking you, using it to taunt you. He didn't mean it when he called you that. He was only using it to make you feel horrible, calling you a princess while treating you worse than a peasant.

You shook your head. You were foreign to the idea of such explicit activities before this very night but now, you were stuffed two cocks. One in your mouth and one in your cunt.

You felt Hannibal’s cock grow thicker inside you at the information, its veins throbbing against your gummy walls. A muffled cry of despair left you as Will continued sliding his cock further into your mouth. “If I feel one tooth, I will punch them right out of your mouth. Got it?”

You inhaled through your nose, nodding.

“Good.” Will released your hair as both his hands settled against your face. He held your face, the head of his cock pushing past your palate and uvula as a loud groan mixed in with your muffled whimpers. He snapped his hips, not caring that you were choking all over his cock.

Saliva trailing down your chin, making a mess around your mouth. You moved your shoulders, all the while Hannibal held you tightly against the table by your hips and fucked you like some wild beast. Both men used their full strength, snapping their cock inside you and it left you light headed.

“She's squeezing me in so much, almost as if she likes this.” You heard Hannibal grunt, his cock slamming against your cervix. From how hard his fingernails dug into your flesh, you knew your skin was bloodied by now.

Hannibal’s gentle demeanor was out the fucking window, replaced with the monster he truly was.

As Will’s cock slid along the surface of your tongue, his hips bucked and he fully bottomed out in your mouth. You could feel his head at the back of your throat and gagged all over it, tears splattering out of your eyes. It was all a mess. You couldn't even breathe anymore and let out little screams — which were muffled and only worked as vibrations against Will’s throbbing length, nearing him to his orgasm.

“Fuck, fuck. I bet her little cunt is as tight as her mouth. It's like I'm fucking a pussy.” Will whimpered, slurring out soft little pants.

Hannibal groaned in respond. “Show me her face, Will. Right now.”

Will nodded, pulling out of your mouth only for a few seconds as he flipped you on your back and pushed your head up, holding it for Hannibal to witness the mess he'd created out of you. A mirror with broken shards, showing Hannibal a reflection of himself.

He almost came at the sight of you.

Looking so fucked up. Hair a mess. Lips bruised, bloody and swollen. Tears and saliva running down in rivulets. You were a fucking sight for sore eyes and Hannibal wanted this every single day. He needed to witness this every single day.

And he never needed anything.

“So beautiful. So fucking—” He snapped inside you, his pace becoming rough and animal like thrusts founding their way against your bruised spot. “beautiful but such an impolite little girl.”

He spat as the sound of skin against skin echoed in the room. Bouncing off the walls of the museum, reaching the carved out ancient ceiling. The cupids listening to each and every noise made in sin.

Will dropped your head down, your neck bending slightly as he shoved his cock back inside your mouth. This new position gave him all the power to fuck your mouth thoroughly, watching as the imprint of his cock inside your throat formed against your skin. Bulging and moving along the skin.

It turned him on like nothing else.

He glared at you, eyebrows furrowed in pure pleasure, lips parted to allow heavy pants escape it. Will Graham looked fucking breathtaking when the sweat trickled down his forehead. You were wondering if this was that bad, if them taking you against your will was anything bad.

But it was the pleasure getting to your head.

Of course this was morally wrong and fucked up.

But who had morals in this room?

One was a cannibal, the other was an accomplice and murderer and you were an unhinged stalker.

“Fuck you looking at huh?” He asked you, abruptly slapping your chest. Your back arched and you let out a whimpered cry, almost tempted to use your teeth.

But you were well aware what that act would cost you.

Will gasped out, feeling his orgasm nearing while Hannibal looked at Will. He could only admire the view before him and as he fucked your cunt, his own orgasm came knocking at his door. Both of them imitated each other's pace, fucking you like wild animals during mating season.

They came soon and the intimacy of them cumming together was so intense. Hannibal’s load shot out, coating your gummy walls and filling you up to the brim. Will’s thrusted, and as you subconsciously tightened your mouth around him, the man also released into your mouth.

His moans had evolved into whimpers and gasps, breathing ragged as he emptied himself inside you. Balls throbbing and hips bucking. It was fucking intense, for both Hannibal and Will. His fingernails dug into the wood for support, fucking your mouth leisurely to ride out his orgasm. Hannibal had left marks on your thighs and hips from how roughly he'd gripped them, as well as blood trails from his nails.

Coated in your own blood, your once untouched and unclaimed skin was now drenched in sin — purity long snatched by the hands of the devil himself. In your case, both Hannibal and Will relresented the Devil. Falling angels they were.

As Will pulled out from your mouth, he caught a glimpse of all his load sitting there in your mouth. It's taste salty and texture thick. Something you'd never ever experienced in your mouth.

“Swallow it.” He ordered and you shut your mouth, swallowing it all. It felt gross and weird against your throat but you didn't complain, only a look of grimace crossed your face.

You still hadn't cum.

Your body twitching and aching. Your cunt screaming for its own release, knots building up in your stomach and thighs convulsing. You were close too but Hannibal stopping made you let out a whimper of frustration.

“Look at her, Hannibal. Twitching and whimpering for a release, huh.” Will scoffed, lips shuddering as he inhaled long chains of oxygen.

Hannibal pried open your hole with his thumbs, watching as his cum oozed out of you and pooled on the table. Your gaping hole sputtered, more cum leaking out and Hannibal licked his lips at the sight. “Although she has not been an obedient girl, I think she deserves her release too for taking us so well. Don't you, Darling?”

You nodded.

You needed this feeling of intense desire and wanton to disappear. This frustration that bit at your stomach, nipped away little pieces of flesh.

Will walked over to Hannibal as the man took you into his arms, sliding his cock back inside you. This time Will sat on top of the table, his half soft cock fully hardening at the evil idea that cooked in his mind. He held your ass, opening it with both his hands and slowly pressing his tip against your rim.

Your eyes widened. “N—No.”

“Still resisting us? Knowing we've claimed you, all of you? How naive.” Hannibal commented, face only a few inches apart from yours. He slid his cock inside your cunt as Will lowered you onto his. The two men were gonna tear you apart, you knew that.

Their girth and length were both something you couldn't handle, not at once at least. But Will didn't care — and Hannibal shared that. Feeling the burning stretch in your ass, you shrieked as Will entered you. A tear slid down your face, disappearing into your parted lips as Hannibal held you for Will.

“It hurts— hurts please.” You cried, like a broken doll and Hannibal pressed a kiss against the corner of your lips. “It'll feel better soon. You shouldn't feel pain. You're only a set of holes for our pleasure, aren't you?”

You didn't answer, too lost in the searing pain in your bottom. Will wasn't even half way through, you could feel it and yet it felt like you were being ripped apart. Hannibal’s cock stayed inside you, not movinf at all. Allowing Will to first adjust himself inside you.

“Answer me.” Hannibal held you with one hand, as he lightly smack you with the other.

You nodded. “Yeah, only a set of holes for your pleasure.”

Hearing you accept it like this, so vocally and out loud. Will lost it and slammed you down onto his cock, bottoming out. Pain bloomed in your ass and you screamed but before it could reach the ears of people somewhere outside the museum, Hannibal captured your lips in a rough kiss.

He licked at your tongue, teeth against teeth while fucking into you slowly. Will sat there as Hannibal moved you up and down on his cock and the burning sensation only grew with each thrust. “Stupid fucking whore. Just what was going through your head, this young and dedicating your life to stalking men twice your fucking age. It's like you wanted this to happen to you, yeah? Two cocks in you at once.”

Will’s filthy words was like alcohol, and blitzed you were. Guilt consumed you and somewhere their manipulation was seeming to work on you in this vulnerable moment. You should've know better. This was bound to happen. Just what were you expecting? That they would invite you into their lives with an open, warm embrace?

You were so fucking stupid.

Hannibal parted from you, his forehead pressed against you as he settled you down against Will’s thighs. You sniffled, feeling his cock all the way inside your ass as Hannibal used your cunt. You felt nothing more than some whore that was here for their pleasure, their sake.

Your stomach flipped and churned, a disclaimer that your release was near. Your thighs shook terribly and when Will pushed upward, you surged forward and leaned against Hannibal’s chest. You tightened around them both, toes curling and eyes squeezing shut.

“Oh she's close. I can feel her. She's gonna snap my fucking dick in half.” Will grunted, as you twitched. Then it came. That strong, bone chilling feeling of pleasure, consuming your whole being. Eyes witnessing white and lips agape, high pitched moans slurring out and tainting the purity of the museum.

You felt the potent need of release take over you ans you gushed out, squirting all over the men. Your body going limp and losing all its strength, falling over to Hannibal. All you saw was darkness, as your eyes stayed closed and your chest moved up and down. Frame suffering from convulsions.

For a moment you thought they'd stop but what a mistake it was.

“She's made quite the mess, Will.” Hannibal commented, his button up soaked in your release.

Will released a hoarse chuckle, his chest rumbling. The man started fucking into your ass, watching as it revived you back but this time you had no resistance left in you. One orgasm had sent you over the edge, overestimated and sensitive. You whined into Hannibal’s chest, tears staining his shirt as Will continued fucking into you.

Hannibal was also in pursuit of Will, his cock carrying its assault on your cunt. Encouraging broken whines out of you. The two were also stimulated enough and after fucking you for awhile, they too came.

Feeling Will’s load in your ass was a weird feeling. It was uncomfortable but what made it even more uncomfortable was Hannibal’s cum leaking out of your cunt, as he fucked it back into you.

You fell against Will’s chest, head resting on his shoulder. Face drained and numb, no energy left in you whatsoever. You were so fucked out and numb — no expression on your face as you stared at Hannibal.

“She's fucked.” Will said, with a laugh as he stared at the worried expression on Hannibal’s face.

He tapped his fingers over your cheek. “Hey, can you hear me?”

You didn't respond. Completely broken and tired. You craved solace in that moment, absurdly from the two men who were the sole cause of all this. How fucked up could this situation get?

“Hey.” His taps on your cheek grew harder but you didn't respond. Will sat up straight, arm wrapped around your waist as he held you against him. “Fuck, I think we damaged her.”

“We?” Hannibal raised a brow.

Will narrowed his eyes at him. “Don't pretend as if you weren't manipulating her into thinking this was all her fault, all the while fucking her.”

Hannibal looked at you, also tapping at your face but to no avail. You were completely speechless and devoid of any human emotion. Like some fucking statue.

“All the fucking left her braindead huh.” Will whispered and then he leaned forward, pressed a soft kiss against you cheek. He shook your body lightly and there you were.

Staring at him, with your innocent eyes and his heart clenched. You still had remnants of who you were, just like all of them but he knew this would change you.

“There you are.” Hannibal said, a wave of relief washing over him. You stared between the two men and finally gathered the courage to reply to their question.

“Comfort.” Both their gazes narrowed in on you when you spoke, voice strained and almost gone from all the moaning you did. “You a-asked me what I believed I would ac—” You coughed out before continuing, “achieve from this. Comfort.”

Will’s jaw tightened.

Hannibal found you even more endearing than before. How foolish yet adorable of you to think being with them could bring you comfort. He caressed away the drop of nearly dried blood from your chin, watching it taint your skin further.

“Let's go, we're going home.” The blonde said — as Will nodded his head. He liked the idea of taking a broken person like you home, especially when you had chased them only as a means to seek comfort. He didn't know whether to think of it as something sad or something sweet.

But both of them had plenty of time to decide that, as they were taking you home.

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innerwriterwonderland · 4 months ago

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i roll my eyes so hard i get a migraine every time i see one of those whiney posts like "all the fics on here are smut! why doesn't anyone write fluff or angst anymore!! boohoo please why don't authors cater to me and my interests specifically!"

try writing something yourself then you spineless leech 😀

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innerwriterwonderland · 4 months ago

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a v i s o s : uni!au, dark academia br, harém, smut com o swann, perda de virgindade da leitora, dirty talk, saliva, penetração sem proteção, breve masturbação masc e fem, cockwarming 3,3k palavras ݁ Capítulo 1.

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De todos aqueles que você mantinha na sua mira naquele fatídico período de uma semana, Swann era o único que você considerava inalcançável. Podia ter acesso facilmente durante as aulas, através dos e-mails fingindo não estar entendendo a matéria, mas fora desse âmbito — da maneira que você deseja —, seria procurar por algo que não existe.

Se esforça para estar perto dele, cumpre a grade de uma disciplina obrigatória e se matricula no semestre seguinte numa oficina que ele promoveria. Está um bocado perdida no primeiro dia de aula, daí pra notar. Não fala francês fluentemente e muito menos consegue juntar os neurônios para compreender a graça em Moulière. Só que permanece ali, sorrindo quando os outros sorriem. Se atrevendo a ler em voz alta as falas da peça, ou contribuindo para as discussões com o repertório cultural que possui. É fácil notar que se empenha, seu professor nota.

Ao fim da aula, te saúda por estar num ambiente que claramente não equivale às suas necessidades acadêmicas. E questiona, com um sorriso, o porquê de se engajar num assunto tão distinto do caminho que planeja percorrer.

A resposta é óbvia, com certeza ela a avistou chegando e saltando da sua boca antes mesmo de vocalizá-la. Gosto das suas aulas.

De fato, a didática é envolvente. Não é daquele tipo de professor que parece se dedicar muito na missão de aparentar “legal”, essa reputação se desdobra naturalmente. Ele compartilha piadinhas pontuais, mencionando por cima uma juventude universitária que passou ao lado de outro colega de trabalho, Cillian. Ele conversa com a turma. No entanto, a semântica da palavra ou mesmo os sinônimos para ela não são o suficiente para expressar o jeito com que o homem se expressa e se conecta com o público. Talvez seja você romantizando demais a voz mansa, o senso de humor irônico. Talvez ele, de fato, desde o princípio, sabia muito bem como estava se comunicando contigo — e com qual intuito.

Diferente de Wagner, o qual te encurralá-la com aquele “eu sei os joguinhos que você tá jogando, e com quem tá jogando”, Swann também está ciente do que vem acontecendo, porém a escolha de não falar sobre mostra mais domínio do assunto do que se espera. A manifestação dos julgamentos se revela por meio da forma com a qual corre os dedos pelos cabelos grisalhos, ajeita os óculos redondinhos no nariz, enquanto está citando uma linha do roteiro da semana e olhando de soslaio na sua direção.

É quando ele descortina pouco que ele mostra muito.

Isso te instiga. Mais até do que os e-mails dele te estimulando a escrever mais e mais nos trabalhos da disciplina. É como um desafio. Procura por outras fontes a respeito dele, mas se decepciona quando só o profissional disponível não é o suficiente. Entre as publicações que ele faz nas redes sobre as peças de teatro que participou e ajudou a montar e o comprometimento político, há uma escassez exorbitante do que tange o dia a dia fora da universidade.

Assim, você se pega analisando a aliança dourada com certa frieza. Raciocina, em silêncio. Por um momento, não se recorda de Moulière, a turma toda da dramaturgia francesa, só pensa no metal reluzente, no brilho assombroso que marca o anelar da mão esquerda.

Existe uma esposa. Existe um filho pequeno. Mas te irrita o fato de que tem que deduzir tudo isso com base no evidente sinal de matrimônio e nos momentos que deixa escapar alguma aventura engraçada como pai na escola primária.

Seria mais fácil para você digeri-lo se ele te contasse como é o casamento, como é a vida no domicílio para o qual retorna após o trabalho. Te aliviaria alguns neurônios para entender o possível motivo pelo qual ele se coloca nessa soma. Ao mesmo tempo, ironicamente, a falta de pretexto para a equação é o que move ainda mais o seu desejo.

Quando o apartamento afastado da universidade está pronto para os encontros de todos vocês, fica a encargo do Arlaud passar lá para verificar a situação. Como tinham acabado de ter uma aula juntos, ele te convida para acompanhá-lo e te pega no estacionamento de outra faculdade no campus para evitar suspeitas.

Os móveis são planejados, madeira, sem vida. Com o tempo, você acredita, pode trazer umas plantinhas para aperfeiçoar a decoração, alguns quadros para as paredes brancas e vazias.

Senta-se no braço do sofá, a mochila abandonada em algum ponto do estofado. À sua frente, a poucos passos, Swann se escora na pilastra que sustenta no cômodo conjugado que leva da sala de estar à cozinha. Deixou a bolsa estilo carteiro sobre o aparador ali perto, antes de dar uma volta pelo ambiente.

— É um apartamento bom — comenta, com as mãos nos bolsos do jeans, ao que você apenas resmunga um é, sim, sim, em voz baixa. — Mads tem uns outros dois desse na cidade, acho.

Hm, você murmura. Os olhos passam pelo porcelanato cintilante e, por fim, retornam para a silhueta masculina diante de si. Sorri.

Ele cruza os braços.

— Quando pensa sobre sexta... — inicia, dirigindo uma possível pergunta a ti — ...como é? Como se sente sobre isso? — propõe, na escolha mais delicada de termos que encontra. Simultaneamente, acredita que nem foi sensível o suficiente e se retrata. — Mas, se estiver com vergonha e não quiser responder, não precisamos ter essa conversa agora...

Você acena negativamente, aumentando o sorriso compreensível.

— Não, tudo bem, não tenho vergonha de falar com você — garante. Umedece os lábios, como quem toma fôlego para avançar com as palavras. — Acho que sinto... uma mistura de tudo, talvez. Uma mistura de medo, de timidez.

— Tudo bem, é normal se sentir assim.

— Sim — reforça. — Especialmente considerando a... — gesticula sem saber explicar, rindo — ...a dinâmica, sei lá. A quantidade.

Ele ri também.

— Não, é bem simples, na verdade — brinca —, é só pegar tudo que você já experimentou com o Mads e multiplicar por quatro. Vai ser assim na sexta.

A piadinha te faz rir, sim, mas é um sorriso um tanto retraído, hesitante. E essa ambiguidade é notável, está descrita no seu olhar, nos ombrinhos caídos. É quando menos conta para ele que mais mostra a verdade sobre si mesma.

Swann afia os olhos.

— Ainda não... com o Mads...

— Não — responde baixinho.

— Eu pensei que já tivesse, porque... — Corre os dedos nos cabelos. — Pensei que ele era o primeiro, porque é meio que... tudo isso nasceu muito por causa dele, então...

Você coça a cabeça, buscando uma melhor forma de explicar a situação com o Mikkelsen.

— Na verdade, ele é — diz. — Só que a nossa questão é mais... Não é sexual dessa forma, é mais... Cotidiana.

— Entendo.

— Então... — vai trazendo a conclusão só pelo jeito que perpassa o olhar perdido pelos pontos do cômodo antes de, finalmente, encará-lo de novo — ...eu sou virgem.

Não que você esperasse que a declaração fosse assustá-lo ou afastá-los de ti, porém a naturalidade com que a palavra adentra os ouvidos dele e é processada pelo cérebro te pega desprevenida de certo modo. Queria que ele reagisse da maneira a te reconfortar, e a reação aqui agora é reconfortante, mas também mais do que isso.

— Isso não é um problema — a voz dele ecoa rouca, depois dos breves segundos de silêncio. — Talvez você seja menos virgem do que imagina, inclusive. Você se toca, não é?

— Sim, mas... eu nunca... nunca coloquei nada em mim. — Os joelhinhos se pressionam um contra o outro. — Dentro de mim.

Swann sinaliza positivamente de leve com a cabeça, ainda te olha.

— Na sexta, se não quiser, nada precisa acontecer — consola. — Pode ser só um momento pra todo mundo conversar, estabelecer umas regras, quem sabe. A gente janta, o Wagner tá animado pra fazer um prato especial aí, e depois a gente volta pra casa.

— Essa é a questão... — você começa — ...eu quero que alguma coisa aconteça.

— O que você quer que aconteça?

— Não sei. Mas, às vezes, mesmo sabendo que é um pensamento bobo... eu tenho um pouco de receio de não ser o suficiente pra todos vocês.

— Não precisa pensar assim...

— Eu sei, eu sei... — murmura, retraindo-se. — É só porque vai ser uma coisa diferente. Uma sensação diferente... Pra você não deve ser tão diferente assim.

— Vai ser, sim. Eu não tenho experiências com tanta gente assim. — Sorri. — Eu já estive em situações parecidas com o Cillian, e o próprio Mads, mas não com os outros... Se algo acontecer, também vai ser uma sensação diferente pra mim.

Ele desvia o olhar. Os braços se descruzam, as mãos acabam por se enfiar no bolso da calça outra vez. Está produzindo outra questão, você tem certeza. O vê puxando ar entre os lábios umas duas vezes, tentativas falhas de trazer um novo assunto. Até que, enfim, externa.

— Você idealiza?

— Hm?

— A sua primeira vez — ele especifica. — Como imagina que vai ser? Se pudesse escolher o jeito que seria, como queria que fosse?

Agora, você tira um minutinho para calcular as palavras.

Você compreende bem o tipo de situação em que está, capta o teor de genuinidade no tom de voz dele. Há um objetivo prévio na sua mente, estabelecido desde o princípio. Discretamente, espia as mãos dele escondidas no bolso. Pode, mesmo através do tecido escuro, enxergar com clareza a aliança dourada ao redor do dedo. Raciocina, em silêncio.

Antes que possa parecer insegura demais, entretanto, disfarça com um sorriso de falsa timidez. O olha.

— Não sou muito apegada à ideia de uma primeira vez perfeita — conta. — Concordo que tem que ser com alguém maneiro, que vai te respeitar. Ter certeza do que está fazendo, tudo isso... Mas, acho que, no contexto em que estou — sorri mais —, eu só queria que fosse simples.

Ele se ajeita contra o pilar, deposita o peso apenas num dos braços.

— Como assim “simples”? — instiga.

Você suspira, uma mãozinha se aperta na outra.

— Tipo — articula —, tô aberta ao leque de coisas que podem acontecer na sexta, sabe? Acontece que queria chegar lá pelo menos já sabendo qual vai ser a sensação que eu vou ter dentro de mim. Uma amostra pequena.

— Deveria pedir ao Mads isso.

Você vira suavemente o rosto, negando.

— Meu lance com ele é outra parada... poderia pedir pro Wagner ou pro Pedro também, só que sinto que eles vão querer ser mais românticos. E não que eu não goste do romantismo — alega —, mas preferia algo mais pontual. E o Cillian... — pende a cabeça pro lado. — Ele é compreensível, sei que seria ótimo, mas queria tentar outras coisas com ele.

Swann comprime os lábios, segura um sorriso frouxo.

— Está ficando sem opções — comenta.

— Pois é...

Por fim, não consegue reter por tanto tempo o riso. Até procura mascarar com a mão mergulhando nos cabelos, porém opta mesmo por esticar as pernas. Vai ao aparador, te dá as costas momentaneamente enquanto pega o maço de cigarro no bolso da calça. Você escuta o chiar do isqueiro.

Ele caminha em direção a janela. Traga.

— Você quer que eu tire a sua virgindade. — E expulsa a fumaça pra fora do apartamento.

Não é uma pergunta. O tom dele não deixa espaço para equívocos, por mais aveludado que tenha soado. Te encara, um rascunho de sorriso ladino ameaçando se completar a cada segundo.

Você abaixa o olhar.

— Olha pra mim — te pede com afeto, quase num sussurro, e você obedece prontamente. Ele traga mais uma vez. — Quer que seja eu, então? Aqui, hoje.

Dessa vez, você tem uma pergunta para responder: “sim”, acanhada.

— E os outros? — o homem parece te estudar, incitando.

Você segura o retorno, feito temesse por qualquer mísero segundo as implicações do que vai dizer. Mas a verdade é que você não teme.

— Eles não precisam saber... — encolhe os ombrinhos — ...precisam?

Swann traga pela última vez, volta ao aparador para apagar a bituca no cinzeiro e abandonar lá algo além do tabaco. Torna-se para ti.

— Tenho aula às 17h — lembra —, não tenho muito tempo.

Você o observa se aproximando do sofá.

— Só quero que seja pontual — reprisa.

— Só uma amostra pequena?

— Isso.

Ele passa a pontinha da língua no lábio, pensativo.

E assente.

Você abre um sorriso largo, se levanta do sofá num pulo. Vai correndo na direção do quarto, ignorando totalmente a voz calma dele ecoando atrás, “Não se anima tanto, vai ser só a pontinha...”. Desabotoa os jeans, aguarda deitadinha no colchão, com a peça íntima à mostra e com a blusa de alcinha.

Ele adentra o cômodo desfazendo os botões da camisa, mas não a tira totalmente do torso. Entre as bandas da blusa, você encontra o abdômen magro, apenas um vislumbre. O cinto é deixado no canto da cama, junto da calça. Se livra da cueca ao passo que chega mais perto, para se encaixar no meio das suas pernas bem abertinhas esperando por ele.

Você se apoia nos cotovelos, ergue o olhar para espreitar a nudez. Flagra o momento em que ele molha os dedos com a língua e guia a mão úmida ao próprio sexo, acariciando. Você se permite ousar: “posso também?”. Ele te olha. Ainda um pouco incerto do que exatamente você quer com essa pergunta, mas consente. Aí, compreende melhor a expressão indecente que ilumina o seu rosto quando te assiste sentar-se brevemente para estar inclinada o suficiente para que o filete de saliva possa vazar entre os seus lábios e melar a cabecinha do pau dele.

Swann usa da umidade extra para se masturbar lentamente. Teria dedicado mais atenção com os dedos da outra mão por cima da sua calcinha, se não tivesse sentido o tecido tão quente e molhadinho. Curva-se sobre ti, arrastando de lado a peça do caminho.

Você permanece sustentando-se sobre os cotovelos, quer ter a oportunidade de testemunhar o momento em que ele se inserir. Nesse meio-tempo, enquanto o homem concentra-se em esfregar a glande inchadinha entre as suas pernas, você se entretém nas tentativas de evitar que as mechas mais longas do cabelo dele recaiam sobre os olhos.

A pontinha beira a entrada, se força pra dentro. Assim que penetra, você puxa o ar, surpresa. Sorri.

A sensação é singular. Não machuca, muito porque é apenas o começo, mas está ali, ocupando um espaço.

— Mais — você sussurra. — O resto.

— Calma — se diverte com o seu imediatismo —, pra que tanta pressa?

— Bem, mas não foi você que... Hm! — Morde o lábio, paralisada. É preenchida por inteiro, até sentir a virilha alheia roçando. Dessa vez, os músculos tencionam, arde um bocadinho. Se apega aos cabelos dele, aperta pra descontar a ausência de pleno conforto.

Swann ri do seu rostinho frágil, afoga o dele no vão do seu pescoço, ao se deitar sobre o teu corpo. Deixa uns beijinhos, cochicha, “gostou? É assim que pode ser na sexta.”

Te dá um tempinho pra recuperar o fôlego, conviver com o sentimento novo. Arranha a ponta do nariz pela sua garganta, com afeto.

— Se eu tiver que meter em ti, a gente vai demorar muito — segreda.

Você solta o ar dos pulmões, mais dona de si.

— Então, só fica assim — sugere. — Só mais um pouquinho.

Ele levanta a coluna, volta a basicamente se sentar sobre o colchão. Desliza as mãos pelas suas pernas, parece refletir consigo mesmo em busca de uma resposta. Ao fim, um sorrisinho pequenino aponta no canto dos lábios.

— Tá, mas só deixa eu te mostrar uma coisa importante... — Firma as mãos na sua cintura, puxa o seu corpo pra mais próximo do dele. Sufoca o seu interior, todinho dentro. — A maioria de nós sabe fazer assim... — O quadril começa a se mover; recuando e avançando. — Bem devagarinho...

Você observa, hipnotizada, a forma com que ele vem e vai com tamanha maestria. De boca entreaberta, meio boba, uns gemidinhos abafados ecoam na mesma cadência preguiçosa com que é acertada.

Ele te encara.

— Mas o Cillian é um meio peculiar... — até a voz do homem soa branda. — Ele vai te pegar um pouco... — prefere mostrar do que apenas dizer. Crava as unhas na sua cintura, te ergue no mesmo impulso que usa para acelerar o ritmo das investidas.

O seu riso ressoa espontaneamente, mistura aos gemidos cortados por cada estocada mais bruta. Com os bracinhos esticados sobre a cama, seu corpo sacode com o impacto. Porém, a folia não dura muito. Swann deita ao seu lado na cama, cobrindo ambos com a colcha macia e dizendo “pronto, agora você já tem uma noção. Já tá bom.” Embora quisesse mais, a satisfação é recompensada ao ser abraçada por trás para receber aquele mais um pouquinho que pediu.

Ele suspende a sua perninha, se encaixa todo dentro de novo.

— Só quinze minutos — dita, ao pé do seu ouvido.

Nem queria pegar no nosso, mas torna-se impossível quando ele está te esquentando dessa maneira. Enchendo ao máximo. Consegue senti-lo pulsando, molhado. Ele pega no seu pescoço e te faz pender o rosto na direção dele. Cobiça os seus lábios com o olhar, alternando entre te oferecer um contato visual intenso, mas tudo que te oferece é um beijo demorado, sem muita profundidade, que termina com a língua dele resvalando nos seus lábios cálidos.

Você fecha os olhos e cochila.

Ao acordar, está vazia. O encontra terminado de se vestir, na sala. Swann abotoa a camisa e caminha na direção do aparador. Ali, recolhe o anel de volta para o anelar.

Nesse tempo todo em que estiveram no quarto, ele não estava usando a aliança.

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— Onde você vai?

Swann é pego de surpresa. Desiste de ir até o aparador para procurar a sua silhueta se formando no sentido do quarto. As luzes estão apagadas, todos os outros dormem, seja na suíte principal, ou no outro cômodo. Porque as cortinas da janela larga da sala estão retidas, a luz natural da lua cheia na madrugada invade o espaço entre vocês dois. Na mesa de centro iluminada, ainda jazem os resquícios da noite de sexta: as seis taças de vinho, o prato com um restinho de batata recheada que sobrou após o jantar.

— Volta a dormir — ele estende a mão na sua direção, doce, a voz soa rouquinha e afável —, tá tarde ainda.

Você descansa a lateral do rosto no batente da porta.

— Você não vem?

Apesar da distância, é possível ver a hesitação tomando conta da face masculina.

— Eu já vou, só... — responde, de qualquer jeito, no modo automático para evitar justificativas mais complexas.

Entretanto, não é suficiente para você.

— Já vai embora — anuncia o desfecho evidente. — Alguma emergência em casa?

Ele respira fundo, dolorosamente silencioso antes da voz aveludada tentar apaziguar: “não precisa se preocupar com isso”, sorri discreto, “sério.”

A sua linguagem corporal não camufla o que sente, embora sussurre um tudo bem. Se abraça ao batente, contrai o corpinho, roçando até o joelho na porta. E o homem não resiste à manha, se rende aos seus braços, se aproximando com as mãos esticadas para segurar os cantinhos do seu rosto.

— Desculpa — sussurra, tocado.

— É só que eu pensei que fosse de manhã, ou depois do almoço — você relata, baixinho —, mas ainda nem amanheceu.

— Eu sei, vai ser só dessa vez — promete.

Como acaricia a sua bochecha com a palma das mãos, o calor da pele te acalenta, porém é a ausência da sensação frio de um certo material metálico que ganha a sua atenção.

— Te vejo na segunda, okay? — o homem negocia. — Não pode matar aula, já está no máximo de faltas — brinca.

Você aceita a barganha, aceita até o beijinho que ele deixa na sua testa antes de te dar as costas. Fica onde está, na porta da suíte, no silêncio da madrugada. Apenas o vê saindo, pegando a bolsa no sofá e indo direto para a porta. Se despedindo com um bonne nuit, ma belle, e sumindo na escuridão.

Seus lábios se separam, o ar é engolido para dentro no instante em que uma lembrança assombra a sua mente. No entanto, guarda para si e retorna para o quarto.

A aliança ficou no aparador.

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