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I HAVE MOVED  the new blog is the same as the old url . insaniamcura . it’s not completely ready for action and i’m still filtering my muses and stuff on there but i have moved .  i will reblog this probably once i day for a little while so i don’t get annoying but so that it can reach everyone that might want to know . thank you . 

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I HAVE MOVED  the new blog is the same as the old url . insaniamcura . it’s not completely ready for action and i’m still filtering my muses and stuff on there but i have moved .  i will reblog this probably once i day for a little while so i don’t get annoying but so that it can reach everyone that might want to know . thank you . 

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Lola, we’re women. We’re not allowed to have things of our own.

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* creepy item meme

send a number for our muses to interact with the following!

a flashlight 

the last box of matches

a balloon that follows you everywhere 

a scrapbook crackling in the blaze

a music box that plays sinister tunes 

camcorder with a ‘ YOU’RE NEXT ’ sticker

an axe

a candle that keeps dying

a bag of bones

the final letter

a billboard that says ‘ TURN BACK ’

shotgun ammo

a first aid kit

an empty chair with bloody hand prints

a payphone that emits a low, ominous growl

dying flowers

a locked suitcase in the middle of the road

polaroid camera with stories of mayhem  

a bloody pair of boots

a monster mask

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WOLFHYMNS   /   SEBASTAIN  

Why hadn’t he gone and told her everything? How could he even go about doing that? Just vaguely mention that he randomly learned he could turn into a bird of prey while in the middle of a suicide attempt and then a little down the track he learned that his mother virtually died at the hands of his father because she too could transform into an animal? How the hell is any sane person meant to casually bring that up and not sound like a raving lunatic? And now, with everything that he had become and how much they had both probably changed with the tides of life… for now, he’d play the human game and make shit up as he went along for the sake of her sanity and to protect his secret. While they were once friends, it didn’t change the fact that the shifter perceived the human race as mostly evil.

“Wait, are you telling me you thought I was dead?” There were several layers in trying to process that and if he was being honest with himself, it would be a hell of a thing to even try to tackle, but all his mind could really jump to was what terrible schemes his father held over the community. Vincent the kind, understanding, charitable… monster. “What else did that man say?”

      “   everyone thought you were dead   !   ”   she exclaims   ,   voice shakes as full realization hits her that he’s standing in front of her and very much alive right now   .   she’s trying to breathe   ,   she can feel her heart in her throat but the panic attacks were nothing new anymore    .   she’s grown up with them   ;   fighting it down until she was alone and save was something she was more than capable of   ,   at least she should be   . 

      she licks her lips   ,   trying to think   .   “   it was so long ago   ,   i hardly remember the funeral   .   just bits and pieces   .   i wasn’t very present the whole time   ,   by the time we had it   ..   i was in a bad state   .   um   ...   he told the town you   --   ”   she couldn’t ever bring herself to speak   ,   hands shaking   .   “   vincent made you a funeral   .   he’d said there was an accident and you died   .   he asked me to speak at it   ;   when you just disappeared i didn’t know what else to think and   ..   ”   voice trails off   .   he hadn’t tried to contact her at all   .   maybe she was the only one that thought that they were close   .   she wraps arms around herself   ,   nails dig into skin   .   “   how   ..   what happened   ?   ”

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WOLFHYMNS   /   CODY  

“I like to think I can play human pretty well,” it had been a mask he’d been wearing for so long, after all, “so if you need any tips and tricks, I’m your guy!” But she’d truly been at least human presenting for a while and… on the grand scheme of things she had been thought to be human her whole life leading up to a key moment in time and he considered then that those kinds of jokes wouldn’t really be that appropriate for her. But it was in the past and now she could absolutely thrive as both a witch and a mother.

He was quick to find a cute bowl he thought she’d like and upon filling it to the absolute brim, he was quick to join her on one of the couches, even going as far as taking a small ( for a wolf an man of his appetite ) bite from it before handing it over. “Before you go all person not hermit again, I’m pretty certain you’re gonna make us sit through something on Netflix, hmm? What are we watching this afternoon?”

      “   wow   .   ”   she laughs as he speaks   ,   shoving him softly   .   “   what do you mean make   ?   are you saying you don’t want to sit here and enough crappy movies on netflix with me   ?   ”   she can’t help the teasing tone in her voice which is quickly cut off when she takes a bit of the ice-cream provided for her   .   part of her is overjoyed at the food   ,   the other cries for something more   .   she pushes that part away for the moment   ;   indulging it was something she would do later because she knew she needed to   . 

      freya takes another bite   ,   she can almost feel her happiness rising   .   “   do you want to choose tonight’s entertainment   ,   since i’m making you   .   ”   she taunts once again with a mock glare before indulging in the snack again   .   there’s movement around the house and her eyes follow it   ,   it’s easy to tell her attention is all over the place   .   for a second her head turns back   ,   ears listening before she mutters to herself   ,   “   focus freya   .   ”   it was a lot easier said then done   .   she quick to pretend like she didn’t slip off into her senses though   .   “   oh   ,   we could watch james bond   ,   i haven’t seen those in a while and it popped up on my recommended a few days ago and i almost forgot   .   ”

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WOLFHYMNS   /   DEACON

“You’re kinda the opposite of me then.” Sort of, kind of. Spells and the like he had little in the way of troubles with,  “I’m her son, s’far as she’s concerned I can do no wrong.” That wasn’t entirely true. She let him be a kid but rose him sternly, so if he as much as tried to walk all over her, she’d have him seated in seconds. “No, for real, as long as we don’t take anything that’s marked as a gift from someone else, it’s open season. And personally, I could use a drink. It’s been one of those days, ya know?” Casually, he stretched his arms out before resting hands on his mother’s kitchen island, eyes glancing over to the sink. “You’re trying to do what?” Lips pressed together while he assessed the scene and situation. “You considered trying for a bigger fish in a smaller pool of water?”

      “   one of those days   ?   ”   for a second freya forgets that she’s supposed to focus and fingers move on their own   .   water rains down on them as she lifts everything but the content of the water out of the sink   .   “   fuck   !   ”   it leaves her lips before she can catch it   ,   a shake of her head and a groan the only evidence to her irritation   .   “   i am   ..   so sorry   .   ”   she laughs it off   ,   cleaning up her messes   ,   she’s starting to get good at though as she rounds up all the water and puts it back into the sink   .   moving quickly   ,   she pulls the stopper from sink and holds up a plastic   .   “   a fish   .   your mom’s got it magicked so when you drop it in water it acts like a real on   .   ”   a shrug of her shoulders before she walks back over to meet him   . 

      “   enough about me and my fish problem though   ,   what’s going on that you feel the need to steal from your mom’s stash   .   i’ll make   ,   of course   ,   you just grab me some glasses   .   ”

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      “   i really appreciate you coming out to lunch with me   .   ”   caroline’s voice dances as she speaks   ,   sitting across from him at the small deli   .   she couldn’t care less about the surrounds   ,   she’s still reeling over the fact that he’s the same boy she remembers from when she was little   .   she’d had such a crush on him   ,   she probably still would have if she’d known who he was now   .   she wonders how he’s changed   ..   aside from the obvious things   .   even she’s got quite the story she doesn’t think she’ll ever tell   .   “   i still can’t believe it’s you   !   i used to talk to my best friends about you like all the time   .   they hated me   .   ”

               @wolfhymns   /   joshua

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      “   i seen your little boy fishin’ earlier   .   ”   a one off statement   ,   she’s no reason to really bring it up   .   perhaps it’s the silence that makes her talk   .   speaking had gotten easier   ,   trust still didn’t come   ,   and sadie still found herself uncomfortable when the silence surrounded her   .   she wouldn’t call abigail her friend just yet   ,   but light conversation with the woman hadn’t hurt her yet   .   “   he’s gettin’ much better at it   .   patience of a saint   ,   i hate just sittin’ there   .   ”

               @misroberts   /   sc.

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 Reign Meme •  7/? Pretty Dresses Lady Kenna - Hearts and Minds (#104)

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𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐄𝐑  𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

season  one ,  episode  four  ‘spy  games’ .  written  by  jonas  pate ,  directed  by  cherie nowlan .  tw ;  guns ,  violence ,  brief nsfw .

look, i feel real -  real prosecuted right now by you and…

what are you lookin’ at, bro? what’re you gonna do? you gonna tase me?

are you really gonna let that happen?

did you just yeet over that chain?

oh, my god. holy shit, your shirt.

take me to the hospital.

why are the cops after you? what, did you rob a bank?

it’s probably better if you don’t know.

i did not do this! are you kidding me?

i mean, i do- i literally do everything she wants, and I’m sick of it.

listen, man, i am not the enemy here.

never heard anyone whine like that before.

i mean, i can get you in if you want.

i’ve just waited my entire life for someone to say that to me.

the less you know, the better. okay? you’ve just- you’ve gotta trust me.

will you calm down and get a grip, man? they don’t know shit.

they hit us, we hit them. it’s the law of the jungle.

you know? aren’t you glad i made you come?

my couch was pretty comfy, i’ll be honest.

if they corner me, i’m coming out swinging, okay? slice and dicin’. i’m on edge right now.

please tell me that you did not bring a gun here.

wow, thank you. that’s really convincing. i love that.

it might go down tonight.

do you… i don’t know, do you wanna play a game?

it’s called truth or dare, except there’s no dare.

that was a really lame thing to say.

my take is that whoever did this was trying to destroy evidence.

i promise you, they will not let us in looking like we crawled out of a swamp.

you are the single most dramatic person I’ve ever met.

yeah, don’t worry. i’ll sugar mama you.

aww! you look like you’re ready for the middle school dance.

i look like i got kicked out of the barbershop quartet.

not like i’ve never seen a boy in underwear before.

it’s like a soccer mom’s first outing.

how do i put this on?

this dress comes with built-in nunchucks.

and I already know what the rest of my life is gonna look like. it’s gonna be… stupid yacht clubs filled with hollow people making useless small talk, and i feel like if i don’t get out of the bubble wrap now, i never will.

and then, by the time i’m 30, i’m going to be an alcoholic, and i won’t even notice it.

i can’t hold it. i drank too much soda.

this feels better than a blowjob.

this feels better than what i imagine a blowjob would feel like.

isn’t it past your bedtime?

take one more step, i’ll rip that prepubescent face off.

you’re a freakin’ idiot.

wait a minute. did he kidnap you? or drug you?

can we talk about this privately, please?

my dad is going to kill me for being out all night, but at least we completed the mission.

you’re not as bad as I thought you’d be.

i can’t let you take the blame for somethin’ i did.

for once in my goddamn life, i’m gonna tell the truth.

you’re just gonna walk away like this never happened?

i don’t care if my friends find out or your boyfriend with his frosted tips. 

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WOLFHYMNS   /   DEACON  ​

He tried hard not to snicker, he really did. But by the end of it he couldn’t help it and while he attempted to deflect the splashing water his way with telekinesis, he unintentionally turned the water to ice and the small blocks were quick to fall to the kitchen floor. “Witchy homework? I mean,” loose bun was undone only to be done back up again and tightened, “I’m kinda knew to this stuff myself, like actively practising magic, so maybe we can help each other out?” A small smile before a look of confusion graced features, only to turn slightly mischievous. “Didn’t you used to work at a bar? I’m not saying that my ma’s got the liquor cabinets of dreams… but she totally does, so why don’t we hit that after getting this out of the way?”

   “   i’m emotionally unstable so i can’t control the magic thing is so cliche and i love that it’s my own personality trait   .   ”   she says back to him with a shake of her head and roll of her eyes   .   there’s no malice towards him   ,   she just thinks it’s hilarious that her own personality is keeping her from being good at what she wants   ,   though it’s been thirty years of repressed magic   ;   she shouldn’t be surprised   .   jewel says she’s figure it out and freya trusts her   .   she’s just worried she’ll disappoint her too   .   “   i mean   ,   sure   ,   but if your mom tries to kill me for entering liquor cabinet of dreams   ,   i’m taking you down with me   .   ”   she states flatly before laughing and turning her attention to the water at hand   .   “   i’m trying to catch a fish   ,   but all i can catch is water and disappointment   .   ” 

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WOLFHYMNS   /   SEBASTIAN  

If he were anyone else, the comment about the witch would have made him laugh. “Her name is Freya.” He didn’t know her, neither he or her had really gone out of their ways to interact, but he knew enough about her from what he’d observed from watching her specifically and from what he’d heard Cody and the pack say about her when she wasn’t around.

“From what I gather, witches don’t really like their personal grimoires being read by others.” He didn’t trust her enough to not to destroy the hours of hard work he’d put into completely organising the shelves of the magic shop, so if Blaez or the little ones didn’t need him, he’d accompany Malia there and put his brain to work while they took on the shelves themselves. “We might be in for a long night. You don’t plan on doing anything else, do you?”

   “   freya   ?   that sounds kinda   ...   ”   she cuts herself off quickly though   ,   doesn’t finish the thought that comes to mind   .   she quite likes cody   ,   he’s been nice to her   .   probably wouldn’t be very nice if she said something that was mean to the girl he liked   .   she doesn’t mention her again   ,   she really shouldn’t unless it comes up but it’s not like it was her there   ,   just whatever she was   . 

   she stares   .   “   oh   .   she’s a witch   .   ”   he states it as if it were common knowledge   . she’d only just learned it   ..   though at this point the surprise of other creatures wears off   ,   especially after beacon hills   --   and here   .   “   and they just   ..   let her walk around and stuff   ?   being a witch   ?   ”   it’s rare she spends time with anyone outside sebastian and blaez   ,   so figuring out all the people they know and what they are is a very slow process   .   “   i don’t have friends   .   so no   .   ”   she states that as if the question surprises her   .   what does she really do aside from hang out with him most of the time   ?   she’s getting better socially but she’s learned by how many times she’s been corrected that people would not like her   ..   so she just avoids them   .   “   do we have to ask someone for the magic books   ?   can’t we ask cody’s frien--   can’t wait ask freya   ?   if this place is here   ,   can’t she help   ?   where are we gonna find all the books   ?   ”

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WOLFHYMNS   /   SHANNON     

This was all quite concerning to Shannon, so she returned to her counter after gathering some coloured ribbon; one of blue, one of green, one of pink and one of silver. Without giving much to the thought of her actions, she began to braid it together, keeping up at least something of a conversation while in the process. “If you see any books that interest you, you’re more than welcome to take them.” Though she would start up something of a tab, as this was a place of business, after all. “Though you will have to let me see them. Not all books housed here are for the novice practitioner. And not all of them are real.” Not in the fake tome aspect, but the selling of fake magics was a necessary evil to protect the craft from those who had intentions of using it to pose a threat to the city they lived in. Upon Savannah returning, completed bracelet was roped and tied around wrist. “The colours should help you sleep.” The sleep walking was still considered a much larger issue, but for now she figured the young brain needed to rest.

   she nods but savannah only looks   .   she’s not quite sure how she’d pay her back for the book   ,   she definitely doesn’t have any money with her now   .   instead   ,   she chooses to simply browse   .   she’s still trying to comprehend coming all the way here on her own   ;   safely   .   fingers guide along book   ,   but she doesn’t choose   .   instead   ,   she drops her attention off miscellaneous items after a minute of looking and walks up to find shannon   ,   still no hint of a smile on her face but she does seem like she’s warmed up a little   .   eyes gaze from shannon’s face to the braid and then down   ,    she flushes pink   .   “   oh   .   ”   she states with widened eyes and head turns back up   .   “   i just realized i’m barefoot   .   i was wondering why i was so cold   .   ”   there’s a hint of nervous laughter and embarrassment   .   her awareness of the issue brings the ache   ,   but she doesn’t want to mention that   .   had she really walked all the way here   ?   that just didn’t make sense   .   “   i wanna laugh it off but i feel like no matter what i do it can’t even be considered normal since magic can always be involved   .   ”

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   she wishes it were as easy as saying i already have one   .   had   --   she guesses   .   no   ,   it’s still have   .   joel will always hold that title for her   ;   whether he wanted it or not   .   she looks at the man sitting across from her now though and hates seeing herself in him   .   no   ,   that’s wrong   .   it’s not hate   .   she doesn’t know how to describe seeing her miniscule action on the man claiming to be her biological dad   .   it’s almost so accurate it’s scary but she doesn’t want to admit it   . 

   “   are you just going to keep following me around then   ?   ”   he’s been tagging along with her since they crossed paths   ,   shaking him didn’t seem to be an option   .

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