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jk

no more writing porn on the internet i got a gf

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no more writing porn on the internet i got a gf

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felt bad yesterday. felt bad again today. will probably feel bad again tomorrow

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hello. logging in to say my life is hell and also i am literally no longer giving a fuck about people who don't treat me like they care about me you all suck

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in my self destruction era see u all when i am at rock bottom

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ok anyways back to my hiatus lolz

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i have to have stupid and blind on my forehead

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ptsd

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i gave up talking to someone who matters to me to keep the peace in my family only for it already to be fucked

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i don’t know why i lie to me or anyone around me i am not a good person i am not capable of being a good person i am so fucking sick of pretending i even have an ounce of good in me i am sick of being told i have good in me when i was formed and created to never be good or get good things in return

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eheheh feeling gross it’s isolation time

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bashes head against wall and draws in my own blood

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i do not have it in me to be a person anymore so please excuse me as i become an eldritch terror

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giggling and kicking my feet as i watch myself spiral and deteriorate once again

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love the red on this one. real