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me 2day

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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i need to be SMALL

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literally what the fuck is wrong with me

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im back bitches

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Ok, is it just me? Or is everything on the internet boring now? I go on YouTube and there's nothing I want to watch because my old favs only post every other full moon (they, too, are sick of the internet, and I can't blame them). I deleted Instagram and Facebook back in December because they were literally just ads, ragebait, live feeds of genocide, and marketplace. I honestly don't miss them at all.

All the edblr blogs are getting termed or censored, so my feed feels like the same 15 posts over and over and over again. There's fuck all to see anywhere that isn't specifically targeted to make me angry so I'll engage with it. What happened to the internet being fun? Everybody's just mad at each other all the time, and it's. So. Dull.

Every day, I become more of a luddite. Every day, I become less enamoured with technology, and every day, I have to use it anyway. It's so exhausting. Does anybody else feel this way? Like I just feel so empty all the time, and I don't know how to fill this void. Nothing seems enough anymore.

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the urge to post body checks but the fear and disgust of old wanker pervs looking at them. it's for the girls and the gays, leave!!!!! ToT

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The way I could be skinny AND rich if I’d stop eating

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lunch for 350 kcal 💪

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alcohol should be 0 calories and free at the gas station

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suicide note that says "don't let them think the haters won I just had other shit going on"

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knowing my weight:

not knowing my weight:

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In my next life I will be reborn as #not ed.

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I’m not going to say it again: #weight loss deserves to win first place.

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Legend has it if you put any good tag in the title of your favorite car movie, it sounds canon. The #real as fuck and the Furious.