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i can’t be around you without wanting to be yours. i can’t act normal without wanting to throw myself into your embrace. to hold you and never let you go.

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Born to say "Why are you going out with your friends? Wouldn't you rather spend time with me? Am I not enough? Are you tired of me, are you bored of me? Why are you leaving me? why why why why why why why why. Don't go out with them, stay with me." Forced to say "Have fun with your friends. Stay safe."

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stalk me stalk me stalk me stalk me stalk me stalk me. don't you want to see what i write about you? everything i do is a show just for you, darling. look at me, won't you? pay attention to me and only me.

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Hearing about your plans with other people makes me want to bash my brains in, but go ahead. I won’t and cant stop you.

As much as it hurts, I only want the best for you.

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yeah I think he's pretty cool (I would set myself on fire to give him warmth, I would bend and break my bones to give him comfort, I'd reshape myself until I am unrecognisable to be a vessel for his happiness. I would give myself and everything I am for a hint of affection from him) just an all around nice guy!

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please like me. I'll carve myself up and mangle my insides if it means you'd pay attention to me. don't leave me alone. please want me

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it doesn’t matter if it hurts.

as long as i’m by your side, then that’s all that matters to me ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

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I don’t mean to sound possessive or whatever, but can you tell me who you’re with, where you’re going, how was your day, everyone you saw today, where you are right now, and that cute stuff?

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“don’t trust any negative thoughts you have past 9 pm” girlies when they have negative thoughts before 9 pm

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is it selfish for me to want you all to myself? I want to be the only thing in your mind, to be loved by you so greatly that your love for me won’t fade as if I was just a passing breeze.

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Jealous? Obsessive? Why wouldn't I be? You're everything to me, angel. You're the air in my lungs and the blood in my veins. I'd wither away and rot without your presence, why can't you see that?

I love you. I need you. I want you.

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my entire existence is contradictory

i feel nothing and everything

i want to be normal and i want to suffer

i hate my scars and i want more

i want to live and i want to die

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it feels like im getting stabbed in the chest over and over and over

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pain is the only thing that wont abandon me

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I try so fucking hard but they always leave. Every single time.