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you know what? Fuck you. *turns your strong and stoic and serious character into a crying, traumatized, whimpering, curled up mess in the floor*

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How it feels to find a fanfic where your favorite character is going through literally the worst horrors you can imagine

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The man on the bridge... I knew him... Sebastian Stan as Winter Soldier // Scenes that make my heart brake Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

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Sebastian Stan as Winter Soldier Captain America: Civil War (2016)

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Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014) / Captain America: Civil War (2016)

Something in Civil War that I hadn’t really paid attention to until now (though this is probably long discussed in fandom already) is the way Bucky first reacts to hearing the codewords read by Zemo - his eyes close as he’s immediately, in his mind, brought back to The Chair, and, most heartbreakingly, his head tilts back in conditioned anticipation of receiving the torture that usually accompanies them. I want to say it’s a nice touch to highlight the horror of Bucky’s situation, but nice isn’t quite the word ;)

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gently grabs you by the chin hey. if an author selects “chose not to use archive warnings” on a fic, they’re allowed. even if you don’t like it or disagree.

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Half un-brainwashed confused Winter Soldier dumping a dead HYDRA agent of Steve’s doorstep like a cat brings its human dead birds

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Little Secret

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Bucky “I would rather burn to death in this building than leave without you” Barnes and Steve “I would rather die by your hands than live in a world where you are gone” Rogers

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Fanfiction is so silly. I am playing with my dolls and people are coming over to watch. Some of them even clap and give me compliments. And when I'm done playing, I can go and watch other people play with their dolls.

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the thing about captain america the first avenger is that it tries really hard to sell the idea of Bucky being a macho womanizer. Too bad they cast Sebastian Stan, the master of sad longing gazes you'd normally only ever see in eastern european gay porn.

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…because Steve can be a real punk sometimes, ya know?

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just two retired super soldiers lounging on a couch in the sun :)

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i really enjoyed how at no point in this film, did Tony actually look scared of Steve, at no point did he look worried that he wouldn’t make it out of this fight. Until, Tony blew off Bucky’s arm. And then Steve was gone, he went off, he was erratic, he was full fury and rage, and Tony? Tony looked fucking terrified. Tony looked like he was realising that this is what Steve was talking about when he said Tony hadn’t seen his dark side yet. This was his dark side, and his dark side comes in the form of an unwavering devotion to protecting Bucky Barnes.

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Hey, remember when the MCU was actively trying to make Steve and Bucky less queer and still put this in a movie? ‘Cause I do. 

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Could you maybe draw this? I don’t know the original source unfortunately sam: why are bucky and steve sitting back to back nat: they got into a fight sam: then why are they holding hands nat: bucky gets sad when they fight.

also it’s from this post ^^