issa-pheonyx

[issa-pheonyx]

Miguel piece I did for Enrapture!

[issa-pheonyx]

quality time with uncle Hands🥰

[issa-pheonyx]

i need to get this off of my chest. Johnny is obsessive, as we have seen with maria. in his eyes its normal because why wouldn't he think that. he is very easily driven into the obsessive state, someone shows him kindness the way any normal being would? trust he knows everything there is to know about them, their schedule, their style, definitely each and every member of their bloodline. he needs to source out the dangers in that persons life and when they are finally in his possession, he sees it as a normal romantic relationship. that's really all he has ever known. it's 'normal' until they reject him, and then he can't understand what he did wrong or why they hate him so much, when all he is doing is protecting them from the world, his family and maybe even their own. the cycle continues, he thinks it will be different the next time around but it never is.

okay thanks for listening.

[issa-pheonyx]

funky texan man commission made for @starrdust-cat !

[issa-pheonyx]

[issa-pheonyx]

this is NOT the type of "stocking" he thought he was signing up for💀

[issa-pheonyx]

🍖How the Sawyer Family Self Destructs

Texas Chain Saw Massacre Masterlist

Main Masterlist

Trigger warnings: self harm, cutting, eating problems, drugs, drinking, verbal and physical abuse, mentions of murder, canon-typical violence

Word count: 2k

☮️Chop-Top

Chop is a messy one. He mostly ignores his own problems, mental and physical, and makes jokes about all of them, he takes nothing seriously and just decides not to fix any problem he has. He never talks seriously about his time in the army, he only ever drops hints about what happened through jokes. The only thing he will be slightly serious about is the plate in his head. He’s only slightly serious about it when he needs help with something like cleaning it or trying to get a dent out. Even when that’s happening, he’s being stupid and making jests about the situation.

Sometimes he genuinely forgets to eat, he gets too distracted or too focused on some project… and sometimes he just decides not to. The food problems come from his time in the military. He got little food, much less any good food, when he was in Vietnam and it changed his relationship with eating. He usually gets forced to sit down and eat with the family. If he doesn’t eat with the family, he’s not going to eat for one reason or another.

He spends quite a lot of time smoking weed and trying to forget everything. Sometimes when he gets too high, he ends up blacking out and when he comes down, he doesn’t really know what he’s said or done. He thinks that’s funny.

Bobby always has his lighter on him, for smoking and for scratching his plate. Sometimes Chop uses his lighter and burns himself. He likes feeling the heat on his hand and seeing the wounds that he can inflict. He just likes playing with the flames and ends up burning himself, whether by accident or not.

He burns himself more than he cuts himself, but he still loves doing both. Sometimes he will make patterns or designs on his skin, sometimes he just gets too into it and ends up slicing up his whole arm or leg. It starts out just wanting to feel something and then his brain switches into a tunnel vision and he just keeps going, getting too excited about the look and the feeling. It’s usually not deep, they’re just on the surface; just enough to bleed and leave small scars.

📷Nubbins

Nubbins is the most pathetic one in the most dictionary sense. The biggest thing he does is constantly seek out abuse from his family. It’s mostly Drayton that gives it to him, but Nancy and Johnny are not the nicest to him either. Drayton constantly hits him and degrades him and yet Nubbins always comes back for more. There’s no way he can stop, he always ends up seeking out his brother and expecting a different result. He just ends up with more bruises and cuts.

He really neglects any type of self care. He never bathes, he only actually cleans himself when somebody forces him too and even then it’s a huge chore for him so they usually just clean him up themselves. Nubbins is just overall really bad at taking care of himself. Sometimes it’s a simple mistake of forgetting but a lot of times he just doesn’t care enough about himself to take care of his body, much less his brain or heart.

The most obvious one is that he cuts. It’s not crazy and frenzied like how Bobby does it. Nubbins is more for quality over quantity. He does them deep and slow; he makes sure that they hurt and will leave a scar for him to fond over. It doesn’t happen super often, just when he’s specifically feeling a little frantic that day. It’s like the world gets too much and he needs something to focus on. He loves how the wounds look and prods at them and plays with his blood. He never cleans the wounds or wraps them up on purpose, he likes when things get messy and he gets blood stains on his clothes.

🌼Sissy

Most of Sissy’s self destruction is the way he just plainly ignores all of her needs. She will eat very little, barely bathe, forget to drink until she’s nearly sick, she is just reckless and apathetic about literally everything. She has to be dragged into the bath and she will throw hands over it, she only ever eats at the specific mealtimes and always has small portions. With her constant bare feet, she never cares about how dirty she is or if she gets any injuries while she works. If she does get a cut or bruise while working, she pokes it and makes it worse on purpose. It’s not necessarily to force a scar or make the blood spill, she just likes the feeling and gets caught up in causing herself that pain.

She is similar to Bubba in terms of recklessness. Sissy is very rash and not necessarily elegant in her movements or practices. She’s accidently hurt herself with all manner of tools and weapons around the property. It could be tripping from running too fast, smashing her finger with a hammer or slicing her own hand with her straight razor while sharpening it. It’s not that she has no regard for herself because she is a servant, like Bubba. Sissy is just so confident in herself that she forgets how fragile human beings are. She remembers how fragile they are when she’s got victims in front of her, and she constantly reminds them of this fact. She just forgets that her own body is also just as fragile. It’s like she holds herself on a different level than normal human beings.

Another similarity to Bubba is the effect that the constant verbal, and sometimes physical, abuse has on her. Sissy is a punching bag for Drayton, Nancy, and even Johnny sometimes. Nubbins and Chop sometimes make jokes at her expense, and she has a lot of trouble taking them as jokes. All of the negative comments and horrible things said to her really stick with her and bother her. She struggles with her identity as she flips back and forth between the holy cult confident mentality and the poor abuse victim who can’t do anything right. She tries her best to act like it never bothers her but unlike Johnny, Sissy is terrible at poker and struggles with staying calm and collected. Her emotions always get the best of her and she ends up blowing up and having a fit over it all, which never ends well for her. She usually ends up with a few more new bruises to poke at.

When Bobby is having one of his smoke sessions, Sissy likes to join in. She likes feeling that blacked out, fuzzy-brained giddy attitude. She also brings some of her own drugs to the party though. The plants she grows for her poison clouds have many different uses and she’s studied them well. Sissy will smoke them and end up tripping bad, she never feels good afterward, but that out of body experience that she feels is so otherworldly that she could never just give that up. Part of her love comes from when she ran with multiple different cults on her adventures. Some taught her that she would see god if she smoked, some taught her that she would be god if she smoked. The habit started there and then just kept going. She doesn’t do it all the time, it’s like a special thing that is reserved for either a certain day or when she’s really struggling. She does get the normal high with Chop more often than she uses her own special supply.

🐔Bubba

Bubba’s is pretty straight forward. He doesn’t cut or burn himself (on purpose, he struggles with being careful). He will actively hit himself though. Sometimes it’s his fists pounding at his head, sometimes he hits his head on a wall, or something of that sort. He’s grown so used to Drayton’s abuse that at this point in his life, it almost brings him a sort of comfort. Bubba knows that no matter how much Drayton hits him and yells at him that Drayton will always be there to look out for him. Whenever he hits himself, it is his way of punishing himself, like he did something wrong and he knows it. But it’s also a type of comfort to him. When things get too overwhelming, he needs something to bring him down a few notches, and that just so happens to be forceful punches to his own head.

Bubba does the same thing that Nubbins does, they both always run back to Drayton’s abuse. No matter how big the bruises are, or how much the words hurt Bubba, the big boy will always bow down and serve his big brother. All he wants is a tiny taste of praise but Drayton will never give him any. Even when he does a good job, Drayton will make up random things to be mad at. Bubba believes himself to just be a toy, a puppet for everybody else to use for whatever reason. He’s been conditioned to always listen to Drayton, help chase down and kill victims and always be ready to jump at anybody’s beck and call. He was told so many times that that is all he will ever be, so now he believes it.

Bubba is a very large and strong man. Sometimes he is clumsy with his tools and weapons, but more often than not, he is just simply reckless. He throws all caution into the wind and takes no regard for his own safety and wellbeing. If he’s worried about anybody’s safety it’s his family’s, never his own. He runs around with his chain saw, cuts meat up too fast and doesn’t pay attention when he’s sewing a project together. He hurts himself constantly and never takes care of the injuries. They’re usually not very big wounds, but they add up after a while. Bubba is always covered in scars, cuts and bruises from many different sources.

🔪Johnny

Besides working on the cars or mechanics around the property, Johnny’s favorite pastime is having a drink at the local bar. He gets very indulgent with his drinks and has at least a few beers daily. When he’s having a particularly hard day, he indulges in the harder stuff, but he doesn’t allow himself to ever blackout or get so drunk that he makes a fool of himself in public, he has an image to uphold. He doesn’t even let his guard down enough to get black out drunk in the safety of his own home, he would rather just have a constant buzz throughout a normal day.

As strong and important as Johnny is to the family, he gets a lot of verbal and sometimes physical abuse from Drayton and Nancy in particular. Drayton only ever yells horrible things at him, the old man fears what would happen if he ever tried to hit the much larger and stronger man. Nancy is a different story. She only ever speaks highly of her son to other people, but she holds him at an impossible standard and always reminds him of that. She hits him too. Nancy is the only person who ever gets away with hitting The Johnny Sawyer. He’s gotten more than a few bruises from her. Johnny tries to hold up the facade that nothing bothers him and he is super confident, but that’s not entirely true. The negative comments and constant berating really does wear him down and he believes what they all say about him. He makes sure not to show his weakness to any of them, but it just cuts open his insides and leaves invisible scars that hurt just as much as his real scars.

Johnny has a huge love for his knives. He loves the action of cutting people or animals open and seeing the damage it, and he, can do. It gives him this crazy power trip and gets him really excited. Sometimes Johnny takes his knife and cuts himself. It’s nothing crazy and it doesn’t happen too often, he likes the pain of it and how it makes him look. He thinks the battle scars make him look stronger and tougher. He would never admit it to anybody that a fair number of the many scars littering his body are self inflicted. It helps his facade that he naturally gets a ton of cuts and wounds from fighting victims and his general blue collar working.

[issa-pheonyx]

Hello, I hope you and your family are well. Can you please help me recycle the post on my account? 🌺 And help rescue my family from the war in Gaza? 🙏 Thank you.

https://gofund.me/198b6d57

Yes, of course!

Thank you for sharing your info/gofundme. I pray for you, your family and everyone in Gaza to be safe and receive justice. I'm so sorry for what is occurring with everyone over there.

Your in our thoughts and prayers!♥️🙏🏼

[issa-pheonyx]

Hi my love I miss you!! It was your birthday a few days ago omg I hope you had the most amazing birthday you deserve it <3 I love youuuu

AHH MY LOVE I MISSED YOU MORE!!!

Again so sorry I am replying to this all late, but thank you very much for thhe bday wishes (it was suppose to be replied in April, but we here in August LMAOOO). But, I love you very mucho and more of your boy Noah coming soon...gonna peg the fuck outta him--

[issa-pheonyx]

Hi friend!! I just want to say I lit finished playing Silent Hill 2 earlier today and i'm OBSESSED with your JamesxReader fanfic. it's so perfectly written <3 <3 <3

HI BB!!

Apologies for being so late on this reply (same goes for the rest of my inbox), but that means a lot to me. I am so excited for the remake and I bet you are too!

I'm most likely going to be making some more James Sunderland (maybe some Maria/Mary too if people request that👀). Other than that I'm glad you enjoyed it. I appreciate it♥️✨

[issa-pheonyx]

Seen you active on here, mamas 😌

Just dropping by to say what’s up, and how you’ve been!! Cooking up any new fics ?

-🧋

HI BB!!

God, I missed you so much. I hope you’re doing okay :((

I’m doing good just had to deal with an anon that had the audacity to claim I’m not an adult cause the way I write my shit is suspicious💀💀💀

I mean you know me personally, so you already know that anon is on some bullshit doing some ‘um actually you’re not an adult and claim to say you are to save face☝🏼🥸’ like shut the fuck up bruh😭😭😭

Anyway, yeah imma be doing some more Johnny Sawyer and slashers coming up soon for this spooky time. Plus, I got some requests to go through

I’m happy to be back cause of ya’ll and finding the humor of such audacity with anon pussies telling me what to do and claim that they know me and shit👀💀

Other than that I love you very mucho! Hope to contact you more and my other moots often again♥️✨

[issa-pheonyx]

are you a minor? you really shouldn't be writing porn if you're not an adult. i know you'll likely claim to be an adult to save face but your writing abilities say it all. please, for your own safety, wait until you're older.

Brother how else am I suppose to prove I’m an adult??💀💀💀

I’m literally 23. Born 2001. I mean if you want my socials like insta and TikTok I’ll gladly do so. Just ask. I don’t know how else you want me to prove here. Do you want my ID?? Wanna dm me to see it all??? Be fucking for real

Like yeah sure my writing sucks and doesn’t give fucking Shakespeare, but girl seriously?? They’re just fanfics and couldn’t care less making it literature. Get out of my feed

My face when I saw this shit (come again anon, please)

And don’t pussy out of this when you see me reply to this cause I know you’re reading this and gonna go to my inbox again as anon like a little bitch. Say it to my face and I’ll go to yours that I’m a full grown✨lady✨. Fuck outta here with this bullshit

[issa-pheonyx]

Dante’s delivery here he’s so silly

[issa-pheonyx]

Blog Appearance Changes+Blocking

Well, just uploaded a new writing and new content. Check it out here if you haven't!

Other than that I made some different changes on my blog based on appearance mainly. So, don't worry still me just wanted to change into something different. Got bored of the one i had previously that was red and black.

Other than that I had to go through hell in my follower lists seeing bots and people not putting their age/18+ in their bios. I mean it is not hard and no excuse. But, I have mentioned in my pinned post to read the urgent link if you do not have any of that then that's not on me that's on you. Plus, I know I would give warnings and all, but stopped. So, if you made a new account and followed me again wondering why I blocked you...then please put the age in the bio. It really takes less than 5 seconds to do so.

Anyway, I miss you all and want to write again. It has been so long and miss my moots dearly. My apologies to my moots I missed you all and I hope everything is going alright with all of you. I love you very dearly and hope to talk to you all more :(((

Stay safe and blessed be~✨

[issa-pheonyx]

Johnny Sawyer X FEM!Reader🔪🌶️

𝗛𝗶 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆…𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁, 𝗵𝘂𝗵? 𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗱…

▌│█║▌║▌║ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ ║▌║▌║█│▌

-Oh boy if I had to expose what song I was listening to that made me rise from the grave again...its this song. This is the vibe I am getting from both Johnny and (Y/N). Lets say you were Ana and Maria's auntie/tia (yes, ya girl is Latina what up🤪)--you were absolutely livid when you found out your niece Maria has gone missing and then Ana when she went out to look for her sister. So, as any good and baddass auntie/tia should...you look for your nieces.

-You were seeking blood from whoever took away your baby nieces and it don't matter how hard you're going to take whoever is responsible down cause how dare they!? It was an emotional moment when you found Maria first as she bawls her eyes out hugging you so tight and seeing her condition made you extra protective of her. When she explained that not only Ana went out looking for her, but her boyfriend Danny and her other friends too. You locked the fuck in...

-You were like a damn monster compared to the sick and twisted family of killers and cannibals mixed. It was sickening, but all you felt was rage. Despite the whole family finding you the most complicated and irritating victim (Bubba found you genuinely terrifying) Johnny developed such a huge crush and obsession with you on sight when you were dodging Hands' hammer almost hitting you in the face and broke his ankles (not literally) before grabbing a rock and slamming it in his face. Absolutely no hesitation.

-For some odd reason no matter how many locks you picked, traps you destroyed, removed all noisemakers, pulling switches up for the basements to open, and beating the shit out of generators...Johnny is there on your tail. "Hey there!" He cheerfully surprises you with his menacing laugh grabbing onto you. He purposely keeps you alive longer and stalking you around the property cause he loves that you are a fighter and not a crier. "Well, look at this! Somebody is ready to fight." The look of hate and rage scrunched in your face was nothing he could ever feel devotion for. It confuses him cause yes he is a psychopath...but, my god he needs it. He needs more of you!

-Not a shocker this guy could be a masochist I mean come on it says in his voice lines: "Oh yeah. Oh that's it. Hit me!" That's literally him every time he catches you around purposely manhandling you at first just to tease, but when it backfires on him when you throw a punch, blow a kick, or even do a shoulder throw move at him...fucking boner. He finds it so accelerating and an addiction. Johnny wants to feel more of your hands and hear your insults--just give it to him! He can handle it. He is telling everyone even Nancy to not touch you and get out of his way cause you're his to take not theirs. His family never seen such genuine rage on his face when his family tries to hurt you cause the fuck?? We are trying to kill her not keep her alive.

WARNING!!! Spicy after this thread [MDNI🔞]

-The main thing between you too when it comes to such...adultery interactions is his words since you would not let his family and him (god forbid he does I mean you are fuming for what has happened to Maria) lay a finger on you, so him using his pretty boy advantage and flirting was one way to somehow get to know you. Which he claims to LOVE that you are 'playing hard to get'...yeah so he is delusional. You thought he was the most annoying and confusing killer, but in the end you're helping the kids escape first and yourself next. He is just a nuisance to you.

-Sure, Johnny would sneak out of the house to go to bars and street fights bringing in trouble, but finding his main and forever obsession--AKA you--he must have something from you first when you managed to escape with your nieces and their friends. When you both go toe-to-toe he would take a big whiff of your hair or your neck to smell your shampoo/perfume when he holds you from behind with the knife on your neck saying things like: "Mmm...darlin' you smell so damn good. I bet your blood would get me high for hours." "Oh sugar, never have I seen a pretty thing like you to be smellin' so damn fine." He would rip a piece of clothing from you to keep it and smell the perfume on it at random times in his pocket for safekeeping or cuts a piece of your hair to ball it up in that same piece of cloth and tie it up securely.

-I swear every time you kick his ass and escape his grasp when he catches you he needs to run somewhere around the house in private to jerk off cause goddamn you are a whole lot woman. He is focusing so hard replaying the moment just now when you dodge his knife to give a punch on his side so hard then throw him over your shoulder so fast he didn't expect it then...NUT. He is growling and groaning so loudly, body shuddering and everything you name it. He is catching his breath rolling his eyes back flashing his wicked grin (like the gif), chuckling darkly, and fixes himself up to look for you again. Never has his orgasms and such pleasures got him shaking and lasting that intensely.

-He would honestly get rid of the missing poster of Maria right away when everyone has escaped. He puts the blame on his family getting in the way, but still that was on him at the end of the day. Despite having that cloth he managed to rip from your shirt and having the piece of hair inside it wasn't enough for him. He needs a picture. No! Not one he needs many. He tells Hitchhiker to go out there and take pictures of you which he teases that Johnny got a crush which he tells his ass to shut up. Anyway, when retrieving the pictures of you when Hitchhiker was out of the house...he has them all over his shed. The walls, the ceiling, and the rest of the piles by his makeshift bed. Better for him as he can wake up and masturbate to the pictures attached to the ceiling or the walls. The piles of pictures on the floor he just looks at them, zones out, and frustrates him that the folds and dents were of him clenching the pictures cause damn it Johnny! You should have left her escape.

-His shed is starting to look more of a shrine of you. The pictures, the ripped piece of your shirt, and piece of hair he managed to cut from you. He even got some pieces of papers written all about you. How much he wishes he could have done better to not let you escaped, how things would've went differently by kidnapping/luring you into his shed instead of Maria, imagining what would happen if he has you alone in his shed (girl...you know what I mean), and damn if only he was more touchy quickly with you when he catches you before you kicked his ass. Come on, let feel your curves, sugar. You feel so soft and so fine--please, give me more time with ya...

▌│█║▌║▌║ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ ║▌║▌║█│▌

𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴! 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝘁. 𝗠𝘆 𝘂𝗽𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗦𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹~🖤🫣

[issa-pheonyx]

JKAODOXIAIAI

I swear to god imma make another writing I SWEAR—

hiiiii bb!! >:3

glad you’re back and better than ever (i missed you ;w;). also, thank you for the love and encouragement of my NSFW writing for Noah. i went all out and maybe make some more in the future (plus, with any other new characters you bring hehe👹). but, i was wondering if you have the chance—

headcanons pegging noah?? i need to know. gimme details. i want to see his stupid face being dumbfucked and crying from getting railed🫣🌚

again no pressure. take much time you need. love you~

THIS HAS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR SO LONG CAUSE I KEEP ADDING STUFF INTO IT😭 a special gift for my angel @issa-pheonyx I HOPE U LIKE ITTTTT

nsfw so minors dni!! gn reader? there’s no mention of pronouns!!

this fucking CUTIE I SWEAR TO GOHAJSAHJKHD

he’s so so so adorable, so shy…he’s had this fantasy of you pegging him for EVERRR..literally im not kidding—even before getting into a relationship he’d have his hands down his pants, thinking of all the things you’d do to him when he’s finally yours.

and now…

the time has come *smirks evilly*

you obviously want to be gentle and slow with him since its his first time

but he wants it rough and hard—he’s begging you so hard!! give the boy what he wants for gods sake!!

you give in and the way his pretty face lights up oh my god you just want to eat him up right there and then

he jumps up from where he’s sitting and pulls you up with him, you look at him confused….he wanted it now???

he whines and nods, pulling on your arm; you couldn’t say no to that could you?

“alright angel, go to the bedroom, I’ll be there in a—“ you hadn’t even finished your sentence when he had already sprinted towards there, you chuckled at his excitement; shaking your head in an endearing way.

a few minutes later (after you had finished your work), you got up and made your way to the room, squinting your eyes when you saw the lights were dimmed?

then your eyes widened.

oh..my…god?!?

there he was..in all his glory. noah: the true embodiment of an angel itself laying on the bed wearing nothing but a thin vest that covered his crotch…the rest of him was naked. his pale skin looked as soft as ever, his pretty blue eyes shyly looking away even though how he was laying was so bold…his long legs slightly crossed over one another…fuck you wanted to kiss him all over his pretty body~

“s-stop staring at m-me like that…” his timid voice finally spoke, not even daring to look up at the love of his life who was staring at him so intently. staring is not the right verb—gawking was better…don’t blame you tbh…

you snap out of your trance and slowly walk towards him, your eyes widen slightly more when you see his hands were tied aswell…kinky bitch~

how the hell did he even tie his hands up in the first place??

“noah…what’s all this~?” you bring your hands to his soft cheeks, cupping it gently while speaking in a soft tone.

“I…umm..Y/N…” he just whined adorably, too shy to express his true wants and needs. please use me please use me please use me!!!!

“spit it out angel…use your words~” you spoke in a stern yet gentle tone, making his pretty blue eyes shine as he tried leaning up further towards your hands.

“i…i w-want to…please…i need you…i need your..” he became flustered as he looked away but you gripped his chin and forced him to look you straight in the eyes, “finish your sentence.” you order, making him melt at your words immediately.

“i need you to…f-fuck me please…” he finally spoke, his entire face turning red as he turned away from you.

you smirk as your hand trails from his chin towards his neck, tightening slightly around it. noah gasps, his back arching as he whimpers from your simple touch. you had such a big effect on him~

“i-i..l-love yo…you…~” he mumbled out of the blue, warming your heart from how adorable he was acting.

“i love you more sweet angel…now come on, let me fuck that pretty body of yours yeah?”

now to the FUCKING hehehehe i put too much foreplay I’ve actually realised this i need to stop

when i tell you THIS BOY is sOOOO FUCKING LOUD LIKE???

you’d barely even be doing anything and he’d be moaning and screaming at the top of his lungs

but its not his fault!! he’s just too sensitive to every single one of your touches, it makes his body go into over drive.

when you run your hands over his pretty body, he whimpers so beautifully. these little touches mean so much to him, he truly cherished you a lot.

“m-more..nnnghh~” he whines, his back arching so he could be closer to you. closer to your tender touches.

noah loves it when you’re rougher, when you’re mean and when you degrade him. its so adorable seeing the way his eyes fill with tears from your words but then he clenches so adorably around your ‘dick,’ precum spilling out of his own.

“fucking dumb slut, you’re such a whore aren’t you?” you pull on his hair as your thrusts increase in speed; his tongue was lolling out and his moans were intensifying.

“uh uh uh uh uhnnghh…p-please pleaseeee…i-ish t-too much…ahh!!!” he sobs, beautiful tears running down his face; he tries to compose himself but you were so good at what you did.

“too much?” you chuckle, sweat trickling down your own forehead as you admire the scene in front of you, his pretty hips in your hands, his ass was bright red and handprints were all over it. There were bite marks, hickies and bruises all over his pale body; he truly was so beautiful.

noah loves acting as if he can’t take it, the thrill of it turns him on even more but he very rarely says his safe word—but thats mainly because you know not to push his limits too far

so all in all, this masochistic little bitch loves to be dominated BUT!!!

he needs needs needs aftercare, he literally wont be able to function without it.

once, you accidentally spent too much time in the bathroom and when you came back, he refused to speak to you for the whole night!!!

it’s sad though, he only acts like this because his attachment issues are crazy; he can’t spend even a second without you. so please please dont ever forget to give him after care.

he’s honestly the sweetest though, i love him sm MY BABY

—> my masterlist <3

[issa-pheonyx]

She turned 23 today…

Yes, I’ve been heavily absent. College is a bitch and many other personal things.

To my mutuals I love you and miss you dearly. I hope you are all doing well!!

To my followers I do not plan to post writings until I do a follower check and change things up.

Anyways, stay safe~🖤♥️