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CAREFREE | JJK

how Jeon Jungkook of BTS and L/N Y/N of STRLIGHT fell in love <3

wc: 3.3k

warnings: none

notes: y/n is a member of STRLIGHT which has five members but they’re not mentioned much, y/n is under Wonijin Entertainment and JK is under Hybe, JK is head over heels for y/n, slight angst if you squint

Enjoy !

The first time you locked eyes with Jeon Jungkook was in the hallway of the Wonijin Entertainment building. He had been at your company for the sole purpose of filming content with his good friend and your senior, Eunwoo.

It wasn’t unusual for idols to visit other idols in your company but this one surprised you.

You’d just finished dance practice with your group, STRLIGHT, slightly sweaty, tired, and just a bit irritated.

You were scheduled for a comeback soon meaning you had to learn new choreography. A couple steps were a bit difficult to perfect, your members could more than agree, so it’s safe to say you weren’t feeling the happiest.

Taking sips from your water bottle, you suddenly felt a push against your shoulder. Someone bumped into you. Someone that smelled…really nice.

“Sorry,” a voice murmured and you look up to see him. Jungkook. Like time was no longer existent, you felt frozen for a good second.

Jungkook’s eyes were wide with a sincere apology and all you could think about was about how you were standing in front of *the* Jeon Jungkook. One of the world’s most famous man who went viral for simply drinking water or even breathing! Holy shit.

He wore an oversized hoodie and sweats. It takes you a moment to realize you’ve just been staring at him when you reply, “It’s okay.”

You expect him to walk away afterwards but he doesn’t. He stays put and stares at you for a moment longer like he’s trying to solve a puzzle.

“You’re Y/N right?” he asks and it’s like a bulb turned on above his head.

You’re taken back, “You know who I am?” you ask with a giggle and think about how lame of a response that was.

He smiles, “Yeah you were that idol that went viral last year on Inkigayo for covering ‘Fake Love’. You performed my role,” he explains like it’s something he has memorized. Like he thinks about it often. He does.

He remembers first hearing about it but not giving it much of a thought. A lot of idols cover their songs but for some reason people *really* fell in love with your version. Perhaps it was the way you were expressive with your dancing or your more than amazing vocals. You caught the eye of many around the world, including Jungkook.

Maybe he watched your fancam of the performance once a day for a whole month.

With a flushed face you say, “Yeah…that was me,” with your confirmation he replied, “You were amazing,” his lips curled with a smile.

“Really?”

“Yeah! I mean you had the expressions down and everything,” you smile and thank him for his praise. He says something about having to go because of his schedule but you can barely hear through the loud thumps of your heart.

He soon walks away and you’re stood staring at his back while your heart does a little dance that doesn’t stop for the rest of the day.

The next time you see Jungkook isn’t for about another 2 months. It’s not on purpose obviously. You’re from two different companies and the only time you would ever see him again would be at social events like today.

BTS had just finished their performance and your group was next. You were finally having your comeback stage after months of practice and perfecting every detail. Safe to say you were more than excited for this.

You and your members watch the cleaning staff as they broom up the confetti that was set off during BTS’ performance.

Enseo is the first to notice.

“BTS members,” she says quickly and in a low voice so only the five of you were able to hear. You watch as the 7 idols walk in your direction, most likely back to their room.

They walk by and you all greet each other politely, you stand the last in line and Jungkook notices you in an instant

“Y/N,” like a deer in headlight you smile at him, “Break a leg out there. I’ll be watching and cheering for you,” he says and pats the top of your head before walking away and catching up to the rest of his members. You have no time to respond and you’re once again faced with the same image of his back.

Your leader is the first to say anything, “I’m sorry since when are you buddies with Jeon Jungkook?” Hana asks and you giggle.

“I’ve only spoken to him once,” you admit and they scoff.

“It looked like you guys were best friends with the way he was looking at you,” Enseo says and the rest nod in agreement.

“Just please be careful. You know how protective his fans can get,” Hans says and you nod before your group is given the cue to go on stage and get ready to perform. You try not to think about how Jungkook is probably watching.

The third time you meet Jungkook it’s you who spots him first.

STRLIGHT was to appear on Knowing Bros, a huge opportunity for your group who was growing in popularity quickly.

You had all been aware that idols from another groups would be joining you guys as guests but weren’t given much information after that.

Even Siyoon who likes to ask a million questions to be well informed about situations didn’t know who would be starring along with you.

Turns out, it would be Jimin and Jungkook.

You’re stood at the end of the line, having your makeup touched up before cameras first start rolling when you spot him. He looks handsome, of course he does, as he walks towards the front of the class in a school uniform.

Your eyes meet and a smile is put on both of your faces at the same time. You don’t notice but he walks a bit quicker to stand next to you.

“I didn’t know it was you guys we would be doing this episode with,” he simply says and you nod.

“Yeah we weren’t aware of it either,” he nods in acknowledgment and you greet Jimin as well who smiles at you like he knows something you don’t. Your members all greet the two idols as well who were more than excited to share the stage with well known stars.

The filming starts shortly after with a couple games played here and there. Jokes thrown left and right. Jungkook’s subtle eyes finding you as often as he could without making it seem so obvious for the cameras.

He knows there would be compilations if he had given you the amount of attention he really wanted to give you.

And when the episode is coming to an end and you crack a joke that makes the entire set laugh he finds himself feeling the urge to spend more time with you.

Third time seeing you in person and he’s hooked.

Filming wraps and your group is the first to say their goodbyes. The staff hand you flowers and thank you for joining them. Shortly after Jimin and Jungkook appear in front of you five.

“That was a fun episode. You guys are truly entertaining. I hope you guys have nothing but success,” Jimin starts and you all thank him.

“Yeah I hope the world loves and supports you guys. You’re all going to make it far in this industry I know it,” Jungkook adds and once again you all thank him before your manager is leading you all backstage to remove make up and such.

Jungkook grabs your arm before you have a chance to follow the rest of the first.

“Didn’t know you were so funny,” he quickly says.

“I’m full of surprises,” you playfully reply and he smiles, “Oh yeah?” you nod and your manager calls you to hurry.

You look at him once more before waving and catching up to your group. This time it’s Jungkook staring at you and wishing he had a bit more time.

The first ever time Jungkook and you speak outside of work is through your Instagram DM’s.

You had posted a blurry picture of you and Mittens, your soft black cat, and posted it to your story.

Within 5 minutes you had received a DM from Jungkook.

You found it a bit silly considering he didn’t follow anyone but his group members. You don’t call him out for him stalking your page.

@jk: ur cat looks like she doesn’t approve of anyone

@ynofficial: she doesn’t lol 😭

@jk: do u think she would approve of me?

@ynofficial: perhaps

@ynofficial: she gets intimidated by attractive people :P

@jk: you should meet my dog

@jk: he loves pretty girls

You laugh and heart his message but don’t reply. Too shy to, you place your phone on your couch and allow your warm emotions to travel throughout your entire body

The messages became an everyday thing. Suddenly you were messaging during practice, after performances, in the car when you were being taken back to your dorm.

After a while you had exchanged numbers and those messages became phone calls.

Some would last a few minutes just to check in while others would last hours. Usually after you were both finished with your individual schedules.

You found that Jungkook was easy to talk to. He was funny, observant, and vulnerable in a way you’d never expected to see. He asked questions that were genuine and not just to fill the empty noise, “Are you getting enough rest these days?” or sometimes, “Do you ever feel exhausted or like this is all too much?”

And you told him everything you wouldn’t tell others. Things your family or best friends didn’t even know. Things about your idol life or personal life, like how you hated airports and the way everyone surrounded you like you weren’t even a human. Phone cameras left and right. You talked to him about the pressure of always holding a perfect image. How lonely the dorms would feel sometimes after a day that was more than loud. You once mentioned how you missed the version of yourself that you were pre-debut.

You told him stories about how carefree you used to be and in return he told you stories he’d never spoken publicly about.

“No way!”

“Yeah we got in trouble with our manager almost immediately,”

“Well yeah what do you expect when you and Jimin escape your hotel in the middle of the night in a foreign country because you guys wanted snacks,” you say and he laughs.

On days when he would be a little bit more busy than usual, and didn’t have time to call, you he would send you voice notes instead of texts. His voice was low and a bit raspy, raw. Intimate, in a way that only private recordings could be. You played those a little too many times.

One night, when you and your members were in the middle or working out, your phone was loud when it dinged with a special ringtone. One you had set just for him.

The members paid you no mind as they were all in their own world just trying to get their workout done with.

You stand up mid-workout and grab your phone that had been in your bag.

He had sent you a selfie. His hoodie was on, messy hair barely shown, dark circles under his eyes. Nothing else. No follow up message. No silly gif.

So you do the same.

Your hair is just as messy, if not more, and you’re sweating but could care less.

A quick snap and you send the image his way. He responds within a couple seconds.

jk <3: you look pretty

Your heart skips a beat but you don’t reply. Simply stare at message a little longer and go back to your workout.

Your members mentally question the big smile on your face as you somehow finish your workout before them.

The first “date”, if you could even call it a date, was a drive at midnight. He had picked you up wearing a black mask and a dark brown bucket hat. You simply wore a hoodie, sweats, and a mask.

After the initial greeting you two don’t speak, simply listened to the soft and constant hum of the city that passes you by. The low bass of the playlist he had made was low but still very much present.

He finally speaks up with, “Have you ever wanted to just…disappear?” his eyes are still on the road but you could tell there was a lot on his mind.

“Most days,” you softly answer.

“Sometimes I think about moving somewhere really cold. Not as crowded as Seoul. I’d grow a long beard and open a ramen shop,” he says and you can’t help but sniffle a little laugh.

“You’d last two weeks max. You’d miss the stage too much, wouldn’t you?” you say and watch him nod.

“Yeah, hate that I love it so much sometimes,” you get it.

He parks near the Han River, safe distance away from the few people that are there, and you both just sit there watching the water shimmer in the moonlight.

You don’t say anything. You don’t ask him what’s on his mind and he doesn’t either. You come to realize he most likely just didn’t want to be alone tonight. He wanted your company.

You find yourself thinking about others things that aren’t about fans, concerts, headlines, or cameras. Other things like how you missed your parents and would probably go and visit them this weekend if you have time, or how Enseo’s birthday was coming up so you wanted to buy her a charm bracelet, or even the man sitting next to you.

“You make it easier,” he turns to look at you, actually look at you, as he says these words.

Your words feel trapped until you clear your throat, “You make it feel…real,”

He hesitates for a moment as his eyes glace at your hand that rests on your thigh. With gentle movements he reaches over and takes your hand in his. You let him.

It wasn’t easy. But nothing is ever easy when you’re internationally famous and have eyes on you everywhere you go. Every action you take is photographed and recorded.

The both of you were as careful as you could be. Discreet. Meeting in quiet corners, always watching out for anyone that could be near.

Sure, there were a couple of close calls. Dispatch here and there, fans noticing you guys interact more, and even your respected members were starting to question where you disappear to. But you’ve been lucky. Neither one of you slipping and getting caught. At least not yet.

You recall once after an award show where Jungkook had walked past you on stage. The hundreds of cameras everywhere not even crossing his mind for a single second. His fingers brush against yours for half a second.

Perhaps no one noticed. But you had. And of course, so had he.

Later that night, when you’re in the company car with the girls he sends you a message.

jk <3: couldn’t help it

jk <3: wanted to be near you even for a second

But of course this wasn’t a fairytale. It wasn’t all soft moments and stolen glances.

There were heavy conversations too.

“Do you even want this?” you didn’t mean to snap at him so suddenly after a particular risky near-miss.

“Of course I do! I’ve never wanted anything more,” he doesn’t raise his voice but his tone is stern, “but we can’t be so reckless my love,” a nickname that always made you feel warm inside.

“I’m tired of hiding Koo,”

“You think I’m not?” he answers, “This is our reality, Y/N. I can’t risk my career and more importantly I can’t risk yours,” he explains.

You turn away from him just slightly so as to not tear up when you look at him, “Maybe…maybe we’re just pretending like this could actually wor-”

He stops you before you could finish your sentence and grabs your hand gently, turning you towards him, “I’m not pretending,”

You allow a single tear to fall and in an instant he grabs the back your hear to pull you into his chest. Sometimes you hated how vulnerable you were in front of him, but he made you feel so safe every single time.

“I swear to you we’ll make this work,” he whispers, “I’ll do everything even if it kills me,” his soft kiss on the crown of your head imprints his words into your heart.

A couple more months had passed. You had celebrated your 100 days together on an out of city getaway. Each telling your company it was an urgent family emergency.

You had gotten better at pretending during the day when the cameras were on and the flashes almost blinded. You both smile during interviews, laughed with your group members, and performed like your hearts weren’t already tied to someone you weren’t even allowed to love.

But at night, when the lights were off, the makeup was gone, and the city was sleeping, you’d lie in bed thinking about. him. Scrolling through your exchanged messages, listening to his cute motivational voice notes, wondering how something that felt so right could be so wrong.

He’d call you just half past 2 in the morning to tell you he had just gotten home and how much he loved you. Sometimes you couldn’t hold back to temptation. As soon as Jungkook was done with his schedule and would get dropped off, he’d make his way to his car immediately and pick you up from your dorm.

You’d both then spend the night talking, laughing, and making out ever chance you wanted to.

You’d shower together and wash all the stress of the day away then get into his nice warm bed wearing the matching pajamas he had purchased early in the week.

One night, after your group had just your their first Daesang, you had stepped outside to take a breath and pinch yourself to make sure this was real. He had followed you a minute or two afterwards, softly calling your name behind you.

Holding out his hand, you ran to him, not caring if there was someone nearby. He kissed your knuckles and had given you a peck.

“Congratulations, pretty girl. You more than deserved it,” he says and you embrace him in a warm hug.

You stood in the empty hallway of the building. The soft lights adding to the warm ambience. He was holding you tightly before leaning back to look at you.

“You did amazing my love,” he brushed your cheeks with his thumb as he takes in your makeup that was done for your performance.

“You watched?”

“Of course I did. My gorgeous, gorgeous girlfriend performs her latest comeback and you expect me not to watch?” he teases and you smile, looking up at him.

“We’re gonna get caught,” your eyes wander the empty hallway but there was little to no sense of urgency in your voice.

“So? Let them catch us,” he whispers, “I wouldn’t mind being caught being romantic with the prettiest idol,” his face so close to yours you can barely feel his lips.

“So sappy,” you smile and he laughs.

“Just for you,” he closes the gap and kisses you like the world is going to disappear. For the first time in a very long time, you felt carefree.

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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summary: in which jungkook loses you in the grocery store.

> fluff / wc: 2.1k

> warnings: mentions of food and alcohol !

note: i love this gif lol. i mentioned this in the amusement park drabble so here you go :] here’s to romanticizing the trivial things in life to stay sane!

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“every time i remember that you drink white milk on a regular basis, i realize it’s god’s way of humbling me. there is no perfect man.”

jungkook’s jaw drops at your words, shocked and offended.

“never would’ve thought the day that you turn against me would come.” he grumbles, grabbing another carton of milk just to spite you and carefully placing it in the cart.

you scrunch your nose in amusement. “i said it lovingly! buy all the milk you want, baby. it doesn’t make me love you any less.”

he grins at you happily, gathering banana milk in the cart next.

“now we’re talking.” you mutter. “half of those are mine, right?”

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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couple questions with vogue — jjk.

summary: yn, world-famous model and jungkook world-famous artist are invited as a couple to answer some questions for vogue on a video. both known to be a chaotic couple are expected to show their competitive side.

pairing: idol! jungkook and model! yn (afab)

warnings: cursing, some dirty jokes? jungkook being the best boyfriend ever i want him so bad, third person narration

a/n: thinking about doing this for some other bts members but not really sure lol let's see how this one goes and go from there. also i used to be a wattpad writer and there we use — not " and i actually hate writing dialogues with " oh and also i mention a few things that are not true about jungkook but this is my universe and in this universe that happened yn happened

— hello, vogue! i’m yn and it’s so nice to be back here — yn says to the camera.

— hello, i’m yn’s boyfriend, jungkook — jungkook says, smiling to the camera — i am also in a band but not that that matters.

— i’m your fianceé, babe, remember? — yn lifts her left hand to show her engagement ring.

— she’s my soon-to-be wife, guys — jungkook giggles and stands up from his seat a little to give her a short kiss on her cheek.

— okay, my boyfriend’s humble as you can see but we’ll see if he’s a good boyfriend/fiancé because we’re gonna do the couple questions challenge! — an assistant hands her some cards with the questions on them — are you nervous, babe?

— not at all, i actually think i’m gonna crush you — jungkook responds.

— confident much? — yn asks.

— dude, come on, let’s go, i’m ready.

video cuts abruptly to the intro, showing a few pictures of the couple and jungkook’s seven playing in the back.

question no.1 for jungkook: how did you first meet?

— it was at a party in L.A. — jungkook replies — june 28th, 2017. she was wearing a black dress and her favorite manolo heels because she told me that the same night, also her purse from a special chanel collection because she told me it gave her luck.

— it definitely did, baby — yn couldn’t stop smiling — it made me met you, so bless the chanel bag. so, answer’s correct!

— ever since that night i fell in love and my band members were sick of me talking about her.

— just want to say that it took him two months to ask me on a date — yn laughs — like i literally said no to a few guys in those two months because i was waiting for him to ask me out and when he did i just told him “finally, bro.”

— you guys don’t understand, she was and still is too pretty for me — jungkook whined, making yn laugh — i thought she was gonna say no and also tell me that she doesn’t date ugly guys?

— weren’t you literally like on the top 5 of the hottest guys of the world? — yn asks him and he stops.

— i think i was? i don’t remember.

— of course you don’t, darling. next question.

jungkook: 1

yn: 0

question no.2 for yn: who initiated the first kiss?

— oh! oh! this one’s good — yn says — i did! and it was a mess.

— no, you didn’t — jungkook tells her.

— oh, yes, i did because you were shaking when you grabbed my face and you literally froze so i was like “well, let ME do this” and then i was the one to grab your face and kiss you — yn points at him.

— okay, fine, i did froze but you tasted like fish — jungkook starts — and although i love fish, tasting it from someone else’s mouth isn’t that delicious.

— you had just taken me out to eat sushi! what were you expecting? — yn asks him — besides, you tasted like banana because you had to eat your banana dessert of course.

— guys, if you ever go out on a date and you think you’re gonna kiss — jungkook looks at the camera — do not take them to eat fish or pasta because else they’ll get pesto on their teeth or their breath will smell like fish.

— oh, right — yn laughs — in one of our dates you got pesto on your teeth.

— stop, i don’t wanna remember how you had to get me a tooth pick cause i couldn’t get it out — jungkook rolls his eyes and yn keeps on laughing at him — if your girl gets you a tooth pick, marry her, that’s what i’m gonna do in a few months — he winks at the camera and laughs at yn blushing.

jungkook: 1

yn: 1

question no.3: which songs did jungkook write about yn?

— now this is a good one because you always get confused — jungkook laughs — which songs did i write about you?

— still with you, dimple, love maze, home, seven the explicit and clean version — yn winks at the camera.

— babe! — jungkook blushes and giggles.

— oh, so you can be no.1 on billboard, mind you the explicit version but your girlfriend can’t talk about it?

— don’t get off topic, finish the list — jungkook laughs again — and you’re my fiancée, not girlfriend.

— okay, fine — yn moves on her seat — your part in my universe, dna, paradise, best of me, my you and that’s it.

— WRONG! — jungkook yells at her and stands up from his seat to jump and laugh at her — you’re a loser!

— jungkook, what? i got them all correct! shut up!

— you forgot the one i have performed the most! — jungkook stands in front of the camera — vogue subscribers, my wife doesn’t love me.

— oh my god! — yn yells — i forgot euphoria and jesus christ, jungkook, sit down now, stop being dramatic.

— how dare you forget the amazing and unforgettable euphoria?

— i’m sorry, my love, please forgive me for i have made an awful mistake — yn holds his hand.

— i shall forgive you.

— thank you, my king.

— i love you — jungkook kisses her hand and doesn’t let go of it — but i’ll never forget this.

jungkook: 1

yn: 1

question no.4: what are the top 3 celeb crushes of yn?

— this one’s so easy — jungkook says — it’s matthew mcconaughey, chris evans and bradley cooper but as his character in the hangover.

— wrong — yn laughs.

— yn, you know i’m not wrong, those are your top 3.

— babe, you’re a celebrity too, you’re my no.1.

— don’t lie, yn, i’m not your celeb crush.

— yup, you’re right — yn gives up — he got the answer right, whatever, next question.

jungkook: 2

yn: 1

question no.5: when jungkook first started as an artist, what did he do to calm his nerves when he performed?

— I PRAYED — jungkook yells before yn can say her answer — I PRAYED AND I PRAYED.

— he didn’t — yn looks at the camera with a serious expression.

— YES, I DID — jungkook sits back on his seat — I DID. i did.

— can you shut up now? — yn asks him — he used to- — yn gets cut off.

— PRAY. HE USED TO PRAY. — jungkook yells again and all yn does is stand up from her seat and put her hand on jungkook’s mouth.

— he’s licking my hand right now but i couldn’t care less — yn still had a serious expression — he used to touch his bandmates’ butts and when they would question him he’d say “nothing better than your butts, you guys!”

— she’s wrong — jungkook says.

— jungkook, ew, you left my hand freaking wet — yn wipes her hand on jungkook’s shirt — and yes, i’m right, you can call up jimin and he’ll tell you i’m right.

jungkook: 2

yn: 2

question no.6: yn has a scar and has had a broken arm, how did both happen?

— on her chin — jungkook replies fastly. yn nods and lifts her head to show up her chin. — that’s like the only one from an ugly accident the other ones are just her being silly cause she has some scars, blame of our cats when she tries to shower them and another one from when she was trying to make some chicken nuggets on the air fryer last month and she burned herself.

— he’s correct.

— the broken arm… she told me she was playing outside when she was in kindergarten and she fell and broke her arm, she also told me the school didn’t call her parents right away and waited until her grandma picked her up from school but she took her to the hospital right away. sadly, they didn’t sue the school because they’re good people, the teachers weren’t.

— that story is also correct.

— ugh, so tiring being the best boyfriend/future husband out there — jungkook sighs.

jungkook: 3

yn: 2

question no.7: how many tattoos does jungkook have? which one was for yn?

— jesus christ — yn says — i kid you not, jungkook doesn’t even know how many he has himself.

— i don’t know the total number but i do have a close number, if she reaches it she’ll get the answer right.

— fine, uhm, the eye he had before was my eye but i told him to cover it because it was done really bad like the eyelashes and the color were a mess but there are other ones about me, the thunderbolts and the flower on your elbow, right?

— yes — he nods with a smile.

— and i think, you have a total of 21? 22? with the new seven tattoo behind your ear i think so, yeah.

— she’s not close in the number but she’s right about the tattoos about her — he smiles at her.

jungkook: 3

yn: 3

question no.8: what are yn’s favorite hobbies?

— reading, learning languages and trying out new restaurants everywhere she goes.

— that is correct.

— she’s currently reading beach read but her favorite book is the portrait of dorian gray because my girl is into classics but they have to be a little gay; she speaks 4 languages those being english, italian, korean of course and french. the latest new restaurant she went was momofuko ko here in new york and she loved it.

— i love you — yn couldn’t stop smiling as she got close to jungkook to give him a little kiss.

— i love you more — he said, after kissing her back.

jungkook: 4

yn: 3

question no. 9: what is jungkook’s pet peeve?

— damn, he has a lot — yn laughs — but i can name a few.

— i don’t have a lot!

— oh yeah? — yn asks and then turns at the camera — jungkook can’t eat if he notices people being loud while chewing but he is the loudest chew-er ever, he gets mad if whoever is driving doesn’t know how to park and oh! he despises when people walk slow but he had to be patient with me because i am a slow walker.

— she’s really slow but since i love her i can be patient with her.

— thank you, means a lot.

jungkook: 4

yn: 4

question no.10 (final question, decides the winner): if yn hadn’t been a model, what would’ve she been?

— oh, my girl’s born to shine — jungkook holds her hand — because she wanted to be a UN ambassador when she was young because she loved learning languages.

— oh my god, i did! — yn intertwines her fingers with jungkook’s — but i don’t even remember telling him about this.

— you said that on an interview but you also said that to me when we were on one of our first dates — he smiles at her.

— i did?

— you said you saw it on tv — jungkook nods — and that you wanted to travel the world like them. but now you travel around the world as a model, either way you were gonna be successful.

— reached full success now that i’m marrying you. — yn kisses him — i guess you won.

the interviewer behind the camera asked them if they wanted to say anything else before finishing the video.

— my soon-to-be husband has released a song called seven, not that it needs promotion because the song's killing it but if you haven't listened to it you should, the song saves lives.

— yeah, i released a song, i wrote it and it was just for her — jungkook smiles — my girl is also releasing her own clothing line so make sure to check that out too — jungkook points at the camera — and before we finish i want to say i won, yn lost — jungkook looks at the camera with a serious expression — vogue subscribers, i am here to tell you again that yn is a loser and i will write on my wedding vows to always call her a loser until death do us apart.

yn hits him on his arm and jungkook giggles.

— i hate you, jungkook.

— i love you too, my sweetie cutie pie, come here.

jungkook brings her in for another kiss.

— thank you, vogue! see you next time — jungkook says while squishing yn's cheek with his own cheek.

— save me — yn mouths.

and the video finishes.

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WORST BEHAVIOR ⋆ 정국

you asked your boyfriend to keep it a secret, but can you?

୨ৎ from the grande series

pairing: bodyguard!jk x idol!fem reader

genre: smau, established secret relationship, fluff

contents: based on this ask, very quick and silly, mingyu appereance, jelly grumpy jk, it girl oc, idk this is corny

a/n: hi lovies 🩷 first of all THERE’S A VIDEO AMONGST THE PICS! it doesn’t show if you scroll through them but it’s there plz stream worst behavior ‼️ this is the first (and last) time i’m making a smau 😭😭 it was fun but also i feel like it’s not giving anything since it’s very short and yall know i Zon’t do short lol… but i wanted to apologize for my absence and keep you busy w this small thing before i come back with a proper fic 🩷 love youuuu always ❣️

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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˚. totally my type —jeon jungkook ✧ ˚.

[ about. two dumb friends finally getting closer. ] ★ :inc. swearing, them being blind and idiots, genre. smau, crack, f2l

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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this is how you fall in love | jjk

After years of drinking and clubbing most days of the week and leaving every gig with a different girl on his arm, Jungkook feels what it’s like to want someone with his entire being.

pairing: jungkook x f!reader

genre: rockstar au, established relationship, fluff, smut, light angst

playlist: listen here <3 | moodboard

warnings: not-so-linear storytelling, my attempt at writing soft giggly sex 🤭, slight sub!jungkook, big dicc!jungkook, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it folks), riding, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, creampie, brief cockwarming, hint of exhibitionism kink if you quint 👀, mentions of insecurities and anxiety. i think that’s it! lmk if i missed anything

word count: approximately 9.3k (i thought it was gonna be 11-12k at one point lol)

note: here she is, my first proper oneshot !!! the title is from jeremy zucker and chelsea cutler’s song ‘this is how you fall in love’ lol how creative, but you should listen to it while reading this bc i feel like it sorta adds to the experience. also my first time writing smut lmao bear w me 😫 anyhoo this jk in particular is so special to me i enjoyed writing this so much !! btw it’s not as edited as i would like but oh well lol

— as always, i’d appreciate any thoughts or comments you may have, and please drop a like and/or reblog if you enjoy reading ♡

Jungkook commands the attention of every room he walks into; and just like right now, he’s basking in all the attention, all the screams of his name from dozens of girls and boys alike in this packed bar. You knew he was a charmer since you first met him, and you had known from the start that no matter how hard you try to resist, you would succumb to him eventually.

Sometimes, you feel as though he doesn’t belong to you—he can’t possibly, right? Not when people are shouting along to every word falling from his lips and you are… well, you’re just you. He’s destined for the world, for bigger things than just your two-bedroom apartment. Loving him is a privilege, and the thing about privileges is they can be taken away.

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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four seven eight; intermission 02.

wordcount: 3k

glimpse: sometimes, blood doesn’t have to be thicker than water.

alternatively, sora protects you and jungkook from eunwoo.

[ part one + intermission + part two + intermission 02 + finale — complete series masterlist, from phase 1 to 3 ]

as always, lmk what you think <3 send in feedback n love to my askbox anytime!! even replying to this post sends me over the moon :) | series masterlist

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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four seven eight (2)

pairing: jungkook x reader

wordcount: 12k

glimpse: it’s the first fifteen days of your month-long break away from jungkook, and even if you were the one who proposed it, you didn’t think it would be this hard.

alternatively, jungkook really hopes it’s true that things do get worse before they get better.

[ part one + intermission + part two + intermission 02 + finale — complete series masterlist, from phase 1 to 3 ]

[ kinda major angst (it’s heavier than the previous updates), references to anxiety, a lot of crying n drama, a lot more yearning, emotional constipation + tones of regret all throughout, some wholesome moments, character development, redemption arc is starting to peek thru, based on the moral dilemma of whether or not it’s okay to be friends with ur ex ]

notes: part two’s finally out!! this was little more difficult and took longer to write because this would serve as a bridge to the finale :O fair warning that this could be heavier depending on ur tolerance for angst, so pls take a break when you need to <3

as always, lmk what you think <3 send in feedback n love to my askbox anytime!! even replying to this post sends me over the moon :) | series masterlist

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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four seven eight; intermission.

wordcount: 4k

glimpse: you don’t plan on coming home tonight.

alternatively, you and yoongi go out for drinks together.

[ part one + intermission + part two + intermission 02 + finale — complete series masterlist, from phase 1 to 3 ]

as always, lmk what you think <3 send in feedback n love to my askbox anytime!! even replying to this post sends me over the moon :) | series masterlist

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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a new series to read!!!! this was so ???@+#+$;$($;$! IM CRYING

four seven eight

pairing: jungkook x reader

wordcount: 12k

glimpse: you’re secure when it comes to loving jungkook, knowing that your husband loves you beyond words. what you aren’t so secure about is his first love — someone who isn’t you.

alternatively, jungkook’s married to you, but he still celebrates his anniversary with his ex out of sentimentality.

[ part one + intermission + part two + intermission 02 + finale — complete series masterlist, from phase 1 to 3 ]

[ major angst (pls take a break when necessary!!), no cheating happens here btw, some rlly cute moments i swear, jk’s a cold lover, emotional constipation + breakdowns, allusions to anxiety + anxiety attacks, self-deprecation n loathing, miscommunication, based on the moral dilemma of whether or not it’s okay to be friends with ur ex, eventual redemption in the next parts :) ]

notes: it’s finally out and i can’t wait for you to read!! this piece is my baby, the rightful successor to heartburn <3 i’m aware that the last time i wrote a mini-series it was rlly heavy, but please trust me when i say that this would be lighter <3

as always, lmk what you think <3 send in feedback n love to my askbox anytime!! even replying to this post sends me over the moon :) | series masterlist

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istjjk · 3 months ago

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Adieu mon amour | jjk

⤷ adieu mon amour, french for goodbye my love

— pairing: jungkook x female reader

— genre: angst

— summary: jungkook released two days ago a song about saying goodbye to a loved one.

— words: 894

— warnings: crying, mention of dead, heartbreak, and grief

— author’s note: sooo this extremely sad drabble was written a while ago, but i never felt confident to post it. but a french artist released a song called “adieu mon amour”, and somehow, i felt like i could post this. i lost two dear people not a long time ago and writing this helped me putting into words my grief. this is not perfect and might contain mistakes, but i don’t want this to be perfect because pain isn’t.

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The crowd fills the concert hall with the soft glow of their phone lights. Jungkook sits at the piano, his fingers resting on the keys as he performs the song he just released. It’s a heartbreaking ballad. A ballad that tells the story of two people that never got their happy ending. A ballad that tells his story with you.

A week ago, he found out that you passed away. The pain he felt that moment was something he never felt before. It’s the kind of pain that eats you alive. His heart aches so much and sometimes he feels like he’d be able to rip it out from his chest. This pain is simply overwhelming.

Three days ago, he assisted to your funeral with an aching heart, shaky legs, swollen eyes, and tears streaming down his face. He never imagined saying goodbye to his first love. He never imagined you’d no longer be a part of his life at 27. He never imagined a life without you.

His sweet voice sings the first notes of the song, his mind brought back to the many memories he cherishes. He closes his eyes and let your smile irritate his world one more time. A smile he’ll never see again. Without realizing it, tears run down his face, but he doesn’t hold them back.

After your funeral, he received a letter. A letter you wrote right before dying. A letter he never imagined receiving. It’s a love letter you wrote months ago, one where you told him just how much you love him. In the entire page, you kept telling him how lucky you felt to have him by your side all these years. And you also kept mentioning how proud you were of him.

He never leaves without the letter. He carries it with him everywhere. It’s all he has left of you. Your final words, the love you left behind, something to hold onto in a world without you. It’s a symbolic way to carry you with him as you are no longer here. The mere thought that you won’t be home when he finishes his show breaks his heart in ways he can even express.

His voice breaks. Then he hears you. ‘I love you.’ The words cut through him. His heart bleeds, and he doesn’t know if he can finish the song. His manager told him earlier that he didn’t need to sing the song if it was too hard for him, but Jungkook wanted it. Jungkook wanted to do it for you. For the only woman he ever loved.

Even though there’s a knot in his throat, he keeps singing. He wants to finish the song for you. For the love of his life. For the only person that ever made his heart truly beat. It seems like it’s the only thing he can do right now. For you, he can find the strength to finish this song.

He never imagined himself writing and singing this type of song. He never imagined writing a song about losing someone, and that’s the most heartbreaking thing. But music is the one of the few things that keeps him going. If he stops for a second, he just falls apart. He could have taken a break, put this world tour on hold, but for his own sanity, he can’t. And he knows that the second the show ends, he’ll just cry his heart out.

‘How is he supposed to live without you?’ is the question that constantly echoes in his mind. Time seems to move so slow without you by his side, and he doesn’t know if he can bear all of this any longer. There’s only been a week, and he still has a lifetime to live.

But there’s the little Arya. Your daughter. She’s the reason why Jungkook keeps going. She’s the reason why he bears this pain. She’s only four and doesn’t deserve to lose her mother. She doesn’t deserve any of this, just like Jungkook.

Jungkook opens his eyes and finally looks at the crowd. The view is breathtaking. This is so beautiful. On top of it, he’s surprised to notice that some fans already know the lyrics to the song he released two days ago.

The other heartbreaking thing is the fact that nobody knows what and who this song refers to. Nobody knows it’s about losing a loved one. Nobody will ever know Jungkook just lost you and how much he loved you. People don’t even know about Arya because he always protected you and will forever do it.

“I hear your laughter everywhere,” he sings. “In my souvenirs of you.”

From wherever you are, he hopes you can hear his words and see this crowd, his fans. If you were still here, you would most probably shed a tear. Whenever there was a sad song, the beauty of the moment would made you cry. It was something he loved about you.

The last harmonies of the song echo in the room. Jungkook is already sad to finish this song. He doesn’t want it. He wants this song to last forever, but he knows he can’t. He engraves in his soul this painfully beautiful moment, and he knows he’ll hold it dearly in his heart.

And he finally says the last words of the song.

“Goodbye my love.”

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