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what people don't tell you about coming to college outside home is how quickly everything changes. one day, you're crying in the bedroom you grew up in in front of a big green bag with all your clothes, worried if you can do this, and three years later you're crying in your tiny room you shared with a stranger who has now become your biggest support in front of a big green bag with all your clothes because you're finally done. one day you're hugging your mom goodbye after you've just put the sheets on your rickety bed, and three years later you’re hugging your friends goodbye as you fly back home (for good?)

one day, you receive a very awkward “hi” at a random big bazaar, two years later you're hanging out so much that your thoughts sync up at random times, and three years later you realise the only evidence you'll have of them being in your life is a stuffed animal and in the way they've altered your speech patterns.

what people don't tell you about coming to college outside home is that it's so fucking difficult, but the only thing harder is realising that you can never easily see the people who became your absolute life ever again.

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three specific kinds of terror, jacob geller / working for the knife, mitski / the magnus archives, ep. 92 "nothing beside remains"

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Reblog if you think public libraries are important and should be maintained.

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i love the sheer liminal energy of airports so damn much actually. seeing new airports is usually my favourite part of any trip.

the airport is such a weird place in that time just Doesn’t Exist. It can be three in the goddamn morning and there will still be people queuing for Starbucks. You can wear a suit jacket over flannel pyjamas and no-one cares. People willingly pay £15 for a sandwich. There’s always someone in front of you who doesn’t know how airports work. You start to think that chocolate and chewing gum is a perfectly acceptable breakfast.

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cassiopeia ↳ bitlyrics 2/?

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there’s a graveyard book graphic novel??? and i’m JUST learning about it????????? rude!!!!!!!

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i am HURTING

I went through every possible emotion in those last 20 minutes, plus some that I made up on the spot! how are y'all?

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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day four of being on tumblr to cope with the pain of good omens and i’m beginning to realise that this move is backfiring heavily i cannot stop crying

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Nothing matters // Everything's important

Mother Mother, Infinitesimal // Iain S. Thomas, How To Be Happy: Not a Self-Help Book. Seriously // Carl Sagan, Cosmos // ND Stevenson, The Fire Never Goes Out // @ falseknees on Instagram // Will Wood and the Tapeworms, -ish // @ lostinwildspace on Instagram, with “Evening of Ushibori” by Kawase Hasui in the background // Shaun David Hutchinson, We Are The Ants

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i can't believe my push to join tumblr after 7 years of contemplation was the absolute heartbreak that was good omens season 2