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Rant.
I am going to write here because she won't listen to me anymore and I need this off my chest. This weight is going to kill me otherwise. Though, maybe final death is the answer.
I am unable to move forward like this. We need closure and I don't know how to get there. I have tried to make peace, tried to make the best of this situation but I'm stuck.
You want freedom? So do I. You want to, to not be tied to me for the rest of unlife? So do I. You think this is unfair, that it's cruel? So do I.
I did not ask for this. For us to be separated, to hurt you, to bind you, to leash you. I am doing everything in my power to stay afloat and I am sorry. Love, I am so, so sorry. You can't possibly know how guilty I feel. I think you can see it in my eyes, but how would you know? Yours never meet mine.
I have sworn my faith, I've promised every remaining part of who I am and who I used to be. I am yours and am for as long as we are both stuck on this rock. I don't know what to do anymore.
It was supposed to be you. I want you to remember, that this never should have happened. He chose you, planned for you. Like they did. Planned for you, but then there I was. The spare.
I was always just meant to be you.
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If you could see a doppelgänger to begin with, of course.
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I want everyone to be less fucking obtuse. There is one confirmed hunter in the city. She is not going to be alone. And in the rare, off chance that she is, her back up won't be far. Why are we acting as if this isn't cause for a lockdown? We need to completely re-secure our Elysia, our city. This isn't a chore, it's a threat. A threat I am begging for the kindred of Kingston to take seriously.
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Truly.
I've noticed many rumours and musings circulating about court affairs and the term praxis. It seems many don't understand the rules and nuances of our sect to even begin understanding that endeavor. If you need a refresher, I'll be hosting a class on the Camarilla in my laboratory. Please spread the word to your clanmates, especially the young ones.
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I've noticed many rumours and musings circulating about court affairs and the term praxis. It seems many don't understand the rules and nuances of our sect to even begin understanding that endeavor. If you need a refresher, I'll be hosting a class on the Camarilla in my laboratory. Please spread the word to your clanmates, especially the young ones.
#it's improper to speak on matters that you remain uneducated about#camarilla etiquette is essential
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"Delicate sensibilities" couldn't be further from true. And to imply such is so incredibly vulgar...
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I'm not controlling. I just think no one else can do it correctly so I may as well. It's different.
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To many of you FEAR the bloodbond
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Came back wrong this, came back monstrous that
What if they came back loving? What if they came back in love. What if the necromancy worked and you cheated death and it's everything you've ever wanted, but now they love you in a way they never did before and you cannot know if that is because they finally know the lengths you are willing to go for them, or because something in this deathless magic bound their soul to yours to guide them home and it left them no. choice.
#ooc#everything i do is for her#come back to me#come back to us#and if we are so lucky i won't take you for granted#you're perfect just as you are
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Thank you, we tend to get overlooked
Big up to all my viziers out there. Keep on scheming.
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me: chat what do we think
the angel and devil on my shoulders: can you not call us that please
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I will succeed because I’m crazy
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I JUST THINK.
All the vtm clans should have "traditional" clothing for fancy events that have a vague theming matching the imagery of the clan. Also what this "Traditional" clothing would look like would change from culture to culture
Quick example. The like vague dragon imagery in the targyan outfits in HOTD would be like for the Tzimisce
#ooc#all of the banu haqim attend gather with sword jewelry of some sort#it's required#actually one of the clan neonates brought in swords for everyone but instead of saying thank you we just wear them religiously#vertigo definitely didn't turn the clan jewelry into a weapon#that would be bringing a weapon on Elysium... they would never...
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i'm so understimulated can someone come over and beat me to death
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OoC Info
This is a roleplaying blog for Vertigo "Go" Ogden, a Vampire the Masquerade PC based in the San Francisco Camarilla. An AU version of Vertigo in the Kingston Camarilla (LARP) was killed in August of 2024.
All out of character posts will be tagged, otherwise everything on here is considered in character. This blog is written under one of Go's alternate identities, Ayda Azule.
Content Warnings: Standard VTM Themes and Topics, Necrophilia, Incest
About Go (they/he/she): Vertigo is a 10th generation Banu Haqim Vizier and the current Harpy of San Francisco. Go is a natural leader, and a prime example of a member of the Ivory Tower... Save for their wraith twin sister, Beth. Unfortunately, Beth's embrace failed, leaving Vertigo as the begrudged second choice. Their sire fucked off shortly thereafter, disappointed by his own failure and by his extremely haunted childer. His loss: Despite the ghostly hang-ups, Go is the overachiever he always wanted.
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