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We finally got the horse out of the hospital

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bro getting mad while you're sick and sleepy is the worst. I was on the phone with my boyfriend and I got offended because he named a character of one of his stories like a girl he doesn't even know I don't like and I started crying, poor man doesn't have a clue

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This mf really stole my glasses last month and popped a lens out and then just dropped it today on the floor I've been looking for it for WEEKS

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The most depressed thing I've ever done was going to the pharmacy to buy my medications wearing a coat on my pijama and it Happened Today ™️

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OKAY SO

when 5sos youngblood album came out I was SO PISSED because I was 100% SURE I had seen a tweet from Michael which was something about the title of the album and it was R E B I R T H. I was so sure because I had been using Twitter on my computer which I absolutely never do, it was my first and only time doing it, another person saw me and confirmed it, it was not a dream.

Then the album came out and the title was Youngblood and I couldn't find that tweet ANYWHERE. I even thought about the possibility it had been removed but it was crazy to me that anyone hadn't seen it, because nobody was talking about it NOWHERE ON THE INTERNET.

Now I've seen someone from ig/twitter saying one of the songs might be named Rebirth and I'm sO DAMN CONFUSED LET ME REMIND YOU THAT THE TWEET THING HAPPENED SOMETIME BEFORE YOUNGBLOOD CAME OUT WHICH WAS ON JUNE 2018

What do you think

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Do you remember my story of the rock?

I recently applied its moral on my boyfriend and this is what happened + the story of a nice day

For Christmas, he had a drawing printed on a white shirt for me, I totally loved the gift because I really like that drawing and I had mentioned getting that shirt but I was just thinking out loud, you know, so the fact that he remembered a thing I told him probably three months ago is really meaningful to me.

Anyway, I was waiting for the right moment to wear it, and last Monday I surprised him going to his school and waiting for him to come out, he thought I was working that morning because that was what I had told him. I had put effort to look cute for that day, I wore a pair of new red pants, a new eyeshadow (he always hypes me up when I wear eyeshadow) and I wore the shirt he gave me. He was really happy and told me several times I looked great, then we went to his house and had lunch with his family and we had a good time.

Then we went in his room to watch a movie and rest, and he accidentally scratched a wound he already had on his hand and bled a bit on me, we didn't notice because it was dark, but when we got up and switched the light on he immediately saw the stains and was really sorry and sad, he apologized to me a million times, and I was sorry too because I could never fix something stained with blood and I was worried that the shirt would be ruined.

That night I tried to remove the stains with some white vinegar but it didn't really work, so the next day I went to a place that washes specifically stained clothes for you and I told them what happened, and they told me to never use vinegar because it quite sets the stain (remember, guys). During the whole conversation he was listening because I already was on the phone with him so I just like, put my phone in my pocket, and he could hear everything, and he got really sad because he was worried that he had ruined my shirt. Then I told him

Last time I fucked up and you fixed everything, now you kind of fucked up and I'm doing what I can to fix this

This was very simple but it really helped him stay chill and more relaxed about the subject. I'll let you know how the shirt turns out as soon as I get it, this is the drawing that is printed on it!

By cassandracalin on Instagram

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LET'S BE CLEAR

If I'm in the middle of a self-deprecating session

YOU 👏 CAN 👏 NOT 👏 JOIN👏 and YOU 👏 CAN 👏 NOT 👏AGREE👏

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Last summer my boyfriend went on vacation with his family and brought me a rock he painted for me and I was really happy. A couple months later I bought a transparent spray polish for an artwork I had done that I wanted to seal, and I thought, why not spray it on the rock to make it nice, shiny and protected? The thing is, I think something reacted with the colours because it totally ruined it, making the rock look like it had mold on it. I was so ashamed that I hid everything from him for months.

One day I was at his house and he was passionately talking about an assignment he had to do (he goes to an art school) and what technique he intended to use and when he mentioned the rock for an example I bursted out crying, he was all worried, I told him what had happened and he laughed and hugged me and then got serious and proceeded to sum up a very emotional talk we had previously had and apply it to the situation, he told me:

I can't promise you that what we have will last forever, but I can promise you that in our darkest moments I will fight to get us better, I will commit to fix everything in every possible way I can. I love you and this rock is like our relationship, it may get a bit ruined, but I know we will work together to fix it.

It's been maybe a month and everytime he came over he did some work on the rock, while I made him hot chocolate or tea and just stood there watching him paint, because I really couldn't help any better, and then we took time for us. The rock is finally finished, I didn't take a picture of what it looked like because I was very sad and ashamed and also didn't want anyone to see it, but here are a picture before the accident and a picture of what it looks like now!

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Okay so apparently my 2.6 feet, 66 lbs dog just jumped on my parent's bed and I guess mom didn't like it because it's almost 1 am and she's shouting"get off! get off!!" and my dad is calmly and resignedly telling the dog "would you please go back to the floor please, thank you lovely"

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my dog just got up and bumped his head under my table and then ran away all scared and trembling he's so stupid I love him