itsgettinghardtoknowwhatsreal

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Rolling up to the knight's guild in a chainmail brayette and low-cut mail chausses watching my fellow knights visibly fluster under their helmets as their gaze follows up to my maille voider scandalously worn without a breastplate

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my pussy sounds so pretty getting fucked (in case u were wondering)

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their dick a paintbrush, their pussy a muse

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Dont ask or I'll cry and wont be able to deny the truth... that it isn't enough, that i want more

I want you to talk about me like you talk about her

I want you to smile when you think of me like you do when you think of her

I dont mind you doing that with her

I just want you to do that with me too...

But i said I wouldn't insist on that again so I won't, just don't ask why i look tired because it's actually heartache

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My hair smells like your hair gel

My heart is sinking

You are so happy with her

Your heart she's winning

She doesn't even know you are smitten

Your eyes light up when youre meetin'

And i do my best to help you

Cause You know how much i love you

While my heart breaks

Im doing my best to motivate you

Notice your golden heart, I'll make you

Realize you are so much more

While my heart breaks

I hear you talk so sweet about her

The adoration when you describe her

I'm sinking while i pull you up

Im not upset that you like her

I just wish you liked me too

We keep fitting so well im shocked

Love both of us im begging you

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I truly feel so strange, misshapen, odd and completely unlovable

I am cared about

But nobody LOVE loves me

Im too weird, too much

Im too myself for anyone to love me like this

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And there's nothing I can do about it

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I was so busy keeping your heart from being broken by her

I didn't stop to think of mine being broken from you caring for her and she possibly caring back

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IJustWannaKnowYourName.mp3

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ah yes the horrors (being horny and no one taking advantage of it)

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"When will someone fuck me while MCR's horniest songs play..." - I say while looking through the window. It's raining, I'm horny, the moon looks beautiful.

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Cant wait to kiss her again and kiss him for the first time, i hope it all goes well...

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*gets turned on turning you on*

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Aw you want me to call you a good boy? Grab you by the chin and praise you while you ride my strap? Can you do that bounce up and down for me like a good puppy? Show me how good you can be for me

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How many times can the same thing break your heart?

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I don't need to fall at your feet

Just because you cut me to the bone

And I won't miss the way that you kiss me

We were never carved in stone

And if I don't listen to the talk of the town

Then maybe I can fool myself

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I'll get over you, I know I will

I'll pretend my ship's not sinking

And I'll tell myself I'm over you

'Cause I am the king of wishful thinking

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yeah sun/moon and red/blue relationship dynamics are nice and all, but what about the relationship between two people who both know they're doomed by the narrative but whose reactions to this contradict each other and make them incompatible regardless of how much they might otherwise care for each other. what about the relationship between the person who begs the one they love to run away with them, hoping to escape the narrative together, and the person they love, who refuses to leave anyone behind or try to escape their fate without a fight.