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Things I repeat everyday

water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you. water is good for you.

You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it. You don’t need it.

You don’t want it.  You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’ You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. You don’t want it. t want it.

you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat. you’re fat.

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Mia is back

and I am wasting away,

I thought i could deal with this but i cant

And I am done

and I feel like I am suffocating

I want to live but life wont let me

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"Clingy".

When I’m in a relationship with someone, that term doesn’t exist. That’s because when I’m with someone, I want to be with them, each and every second of my life. Because if I didn’t, I wouldn’t date them. I’d rather have someone who wants to talk to me anyway. Someone who sends me good morning texts, talks to me a lot, messages me constantly and just tells me that they miss me. It makes me feel far more special that someone who takes forever to talk to me. I just really wouldn’t mind if they wanted to see me all the time, to hold my hand, to kiss me, to talk to me or to just message me. It makes me feel wanted, appreciated and special. 

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It is you who I am thinking of when I close my eyes late at night. It is you who I am dreaming of. Dreams of spending my life with you. In my dreams I see only you living in my small apartment with me. I vision only you sleeping with me, on my old little couch. It is only you who I dream of watching walk down that aisle, in a beautiful white dress. It is only you who I dream of a two week honey moon in some spectacular place. In my dreams it is only you who I dream of having our own child to raise as our own. It is only you who I dream of buying that one house we have always wished to have. Only you who I dream of growing old with and spending forever with. It is only you who I wake up with on my mind early in the morning. Realizing that all my dreams are waiting to come true. Oh what a wonderful life this could be. It is only you.

(via iov3)

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"Self-Defense"

How dare I am accused, For they do not understand! I was going through abuse. I was trying to defend. I knew I raised concern, But I didn’t know what I’d done, That made him quickly return, This time with a gun.

He chased me down alleyways. Through streets and a mall.

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I miss being able to touch your arm or your waist and your lips oh god. I miss being wrapped in your arms so tightly there’s no space between us. I miss my hands in your hair and your hand on my thigh. I miss being called baby at 3am when your eyes are only half open.

What I’m trying to say is I fucking miss you. (via jessielou24)

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(via mingdliu)

My words try to make love to you while my body cannot. These letters will kiss you in all the places my lips did not.

A Story A Day #338 by Ming D. Liu

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Hopinggg *crossed finger*

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Do not mock a pain that you haven’t endured.

(via pruri3nt)

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Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.

(via fake-mermaid)

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My only regret is that I didn’t tell enough people to fuck off.

My 92 year old grandma. (via 06-09-94)

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we’ve taught girls to romanticise nearly everything a boy does. when i was younger i thought it was cute that boys chased the girl even after she said no. i loved it when after a girl moved away from a kiss, the guy would pull her back and force it on. i thought a guy saying ‘i won’t take a no for an answer’ was passionate and romantic. we’re literally always teaching girls to romanticise abusive traits.

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Maybe I’m not that kind of beautiful dressed in red lipstick and black eyeliner. I’m not beautiful in the sense of defined cheekbones, full lips, curvy hips, and shapely legs. I’m not beautiful like the sunsets kissing the sky, the stars outlining evening wishes, the freshly picked flowers, and the softly murmured I love you’s. So maybe I’m the kind of girl with pale lips and dull eyes. But I hope someday, someone kisses the sunsets on my chapped lips and outlines the stars on my cheekbones. I hope he waters the flowers beneath the flaws on my skin and screams I love you’s because his love for me is meant not to be kept in secret drawers, but to be plastered in the sky, on waters, and in the wind. I hope he loves the no make up, flawed, clumsy, and awkward kind of beautiful.

on being me (NJ.)

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