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Not sure what happened in the few weeks .

But I’m not tripping anymore

I love you , I miss you .

But I’ve done my part and effort .

It went from talking daily to barely talking through the day / night . I barely see you . You don’t respond .

I’ve told you , I’ve communicated . But no response out of that . So I guess I just have to get it .

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Just applied for graduation !!!!!

I’m pressed !!!!!

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To my beautiful babies 💚

I love each and every single one of you .

You asked me “coach , when are you having your own kids , your mini Judy babies ?” And I said “I have 19 of y’all already” I really mean it .

Y’all are my kids forever .

I know sometimes , I’m mean , and I yell , and I push y’all , but I know y’all are better than anyone else , and y’all are apart of my heart .

Let’s kick off this season with a bang and can’t wait to see what’s to come this year !

Love ,

Coach Judy

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할머니 ,

I hope you’re in heaven watching over me .

I miss you so much .

Days like this makes me just want to hold your hand one last time .

I miss your infectious laugh , your amazing voice , you praying every other hour , your beautiful smile , everything .

Every picture I take of myself , I tell moms that I look just like 김영애 🥰

I just wish I could just hug you one more time , to feel the comfort of you .

I remember when I would get in trouble with moms , I always said I was going to snitch to you ! Lol

I’m always keeping you in my heart and spirit in everything I do .

I just miss you so much !

I hope I’m making you proud , and when I go back to Korea (hoping it’s next year) I can’t wait to see your site .

I just cry thinking about you . Because you’re missed so much .

But I know everything I do , I do it because of you .

You made me the strong , stubborn , hardheaded , hard working , assertive, and strong ass woman I am today . I’m so glad I was able to see you one last time just 2 years ago , and in 2019 when I spent 2 full weeks just spending quality time with you . And as we sent you away to God , I was hurting bad , but I know you went home .

Send both my granddads my love too while you’re up there ! I miss my 한 할아버지 too ! He finally got his son together lol

I’m a little resentful , that I couldn’t have been married or had a kid before you left us , so that my partner or your last great grandkid (outside of Dae’s) could have at least met an amazing woman and felt the best love there was .

I just remember you just looking at me , crying and just holding my hand . Telling me that everything was going to be okay , and that you just loved me so much . I just miss you saying 주희 왔나? 😭 I wish I could hear it one last time , I would cherish it .

God called you home , so I can’t be so upset , but I just need you 할머니 , just need you .

Keep watching over us . I thank you my beautiful beloved angel !

Come visit me in my dreams or something so I can at least see you again .

It’s only been 6months , and I’m just still grieving the lost of our matriarch .

Love you in this lifetime and the next ❤️

Your favorite granddaughter .

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💚 what I do it for !

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Missing you a little extra today . Not sure why , but am 💕

My pretty pretty grandmother

My favorite lady . I miss your cooking , your laugh , you

Hope you’re in heaven eating all the wings you love and watching over us as usual

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My twin 🩷

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When you glowing into the best 😎

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“He walked you”

Me - “like a mf dawg”

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Losing my grandmother is one of the hardest things in my life . I’m still not okay . Eyes still puffy , face swollen af , can’t sleep , body aching from traveling to and from Korea only in a week time . 할머니 , 잘 지켜 주고 있죠 ? 편안하세요 ? I can’t believe you’re gone . I can’t believe you won’t be here for my wedding , or see my kids ! You saw every one of your 9 grandchildren get married and have kids , except me and Dae . I’m so sad . I’m hurting .

Mom tells me all the time how she wished you would have just came out here and lived with us . You already knew how to get around out here , and speak a couple things in English . I just miss you so much . I lost my damn mind when I had to touch your cold lifeless body and face . Had a whole panic attack and I know you were watching in heaven telling me that it’s okay , because once I stepped out the room , I felt a sense of peace .

Just please visit me . Help and guide me to happiness . You used to tell me that you watch me live a hard life - so help me to live a happy life instead now . I get my personality from you . Strong , stubborn , hardheaded , hard working , can’t sit still , smart and life of the room JUST LIKE YOU .

Watch over us , especially moms . I know she is more hurt than anything because she said she had so much to be sorry for , but I know you don’t care about all of that . I hope you’re reunited with grandpa and uncle and smiling from heaven in everything we do !! Me and Dae going to try to make it out there with moms so she can your site and visit you because she couldn’t properly say goodbye . Tell my other grandpa how much we miss him too ! It’s been a while since he’s been gone , so just catch up with him and tell him everything !

I love you .

I love you so much .

Fly high .

Rest peacefully .

Until we meet again ❤️

03.05.2024

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A Camel in Dubai, United Arab Emirates

Photographed by abstractaerialart

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USHER, Summer Walker, 21 Savage - Good Good (Official Music Video)

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Can’t believe I’m going back to school for my masters 😩 but it’s necessary for a career change and make some more moneyyy 😭

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