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im just highkey gonna admit that the entire time i was fighting for my life in class i just wanted to be with my girlfriend, to hold her, to lay down with her, to kiss her, holy shit i wanted to cry because shes always the only thing on my mind and the only thing i want holy shit and she looks so beautiful all the time all i can do is sneak glances at her and hope she doesnt catch me because holy embarrassing

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ahhhh i miss my girlfriend im gonna kill everyone i miss my beautiful girl so bad holy shit i just wanna see her again and kiss her and hold her holy shit i miss her so bad

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i feel like such a creep when i put my phone the closest it can get to my ear just to hear her breathing and to feel closer to her

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bro you lowkey light up my world like nobody else

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"gon, you are light itself. sometimes you're so bright i can't even look at you but still, can i stay by your side?"

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i miss ma biche 🙁🙁🙁 im gonna crash out i miss her so bad holy shit i miss my baby i want to cry i dont know how much longer i can go without her holy shit

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yet another song i've dedicated to her secretly in my mind, listening to it reminds me of the love i have for her, my devotion to loving her and how no matter what emotions i'm feeling she is always my main thought. it reminds me of how want her, how i need her. the sound reminds me of how it feels, to be so in love with her. she is my waking thoughts, she is the only thing i check my phone for, she is the first person i think of when im asked about my happiness, she brightens my life. she is the sun i revolve around, i have a photo of her, that makes me think of her as my sun, the light that shines bright behind her and the absolute beauty she has, holy shit she looks so good in the picture.

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in my mind i dedicated this song to her because of the complete love and pure obsession i feel towards her and the level of acceptance i have of her, she could do anything in the entire world yet i would still feel nothing but love in her.

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oh im so sad 😕 i just wanna be with my baby

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i like buying my girlfriend things 

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sometimes i am genuinely so attracted to my girlfriend and all she does like holy shit the way she says things, she sound of her voice and just thinking about her holy shit and when shes tired and shes doing it all in that small little sleepy voice of hers and its like i short circuit, everything that i once knew how to do is thrown out the window with just full and aggressive needing for this woman. its like every inch of my body, every sliver of my soul needs her so bad, and honestly when she says certain things i realize in those moments that like she wants me, like i dont know how far her extent of wanting me goes but like its enough for her to say stuff, and to like act a certain way and holy shit im so easy when it comes to her, anything she wanted me to do i would be doing it in an instant, she says one thing about slightly wanting me to do one thing and im already doing it. i could care less about what it is, as long as its what she wants i'm more than perfectly fine with that. but sometimes i get scared of like these types of emotions because im scared of how i feel about her in this way to be percieved only as lust but i only feel like this because i love her, like i'm always just worried whenever it comes up that she'll feel as if im lusting over her and that makes her uncomfortable or anything along those lines oo it scares me so bad but like deep down i know that my intentions are so far off from that but i get worried how things are percieved and like what if i dont show her enough love to know that im not with her for anything like that oo scary shh

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sometimes i wanna just think about my girlfriend and cry, shes such a beautiful and sweet person and the way she sees herself hurts me. shes not a perfect person, i'm very much aware of that but that makes me love her more. she deals with so much and all i want to do is help her. i want to be there for her. i want to listen, to hold her, to comfort her and be there. i just want to be there for her so bad, i yearn for it. i suck at it and i would never want to be in a situation where i have to comfort someone but with her, my heart yearns for it, to be her safe place. i want her to see her how i do. i want her to see the beautiful, kind, loving girl that i do. i want her to see how her eyes light up, how her voice changes, her habits, i want her to see it from my eyes, to see how beautiful she is in my eyes. i want her to see why there is no other, to understand shes the only person i could ever want. i need her to. slowly, i'm working on trying to find ways to show her, to allow her to be face to face with the truth and no way to deny it. i want her to believe all that i tell her when it comes to her. i want her to trust me and believe me, i know it'll take time, that i have to work for that level of trust, but i'm willing. i'll do anything i need to gain that. oo it takes time

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i know some of those men are looking at her and for all ik shes giving them her number so they can text secretly 🥀🥀

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im getting her back on friday, i cannot wait !!

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wont you come back to me?

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