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Aeschylus, The Oresteia / Anne Carson, H of H Playbook / Hadestown, Road to Hell (Reprise) / John Darnielle, Wolf in White Van / Richard Siken, The Worm King’s Lullaby

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i started listening to carly rae jespen because of this essay (i’ll put it below) and i think about it all the time. like. this guy says it better than i ever could.

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i started listening to carly rae jespen because of this essay (i’ll put it below) and i think about it all the time. like. this guy says it better than i ever could.

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Harald Sohlberg - The Mermaid (1896-98)

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thinking about noah’s nameless wife takes inventory

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On the left, a painting by Palestinian artist Souad Nasr painted more than 35 years ago.  Which reminds me of the photo on the right of an Old Palestinian woman holding onto an olive tree that’s being uprooted by Israel somewhere in the early 2000s

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from the introduction to emily wilsons translation of the iliad

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tbh the most impactful realization that I’ve had in the whole depressive psychosis experience is that maybe I won’t get better for my own sake but I can’t in good conscience force my friends and family to watch me self destruct…………

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kim gordon was kind of real for this I'm sorry

"Upon the release of her 2015 memoir, Gordon received some criticism for comments made about other musicians, among them Lana Del Rey: "Naturally, [she]'s just a persona. If she really truly believes it's beautiful when young musicians go out on a hot flame of drugs and depression, why doesn't she just off herself?"

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that tiktok that’s like “name a single hobby of yours outside of media consumption” she got em a bit why lie

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Ermitage Saint-Antoine de Galamus, France - 2017

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deborah levy (quoting marguerite duras) / charles m. schulz / susan sontag

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Unknown, Costume, Central coast of Africa, 1540

Wool

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sometimes i’m like i’m the luckiest girl in the world and then an hour later i’m like .. someone cursed me cause no way that’s how that was meant to go

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Making a short film about retiring my clowns